
I still feel at home in my mother's arms.I just want to vent all my longing all this time. "Mom, let me hug your body for longer.I miss my mother's embrace so much" I said, strengthening my embrace
"Listen son. Mother always hugs your body every day, but that's what you do when you're fast asleep."
I loosened my arms.I looked at my mother's earnest face. "Why Ma'am?" my question does not understand.
"Because mother still can not accept this fact Nia. mother is too naive to admit your mother's affection for you, but the more mother tried to hate you, the more heart hurt mother. now that you're a mother's son, I love you so much, Nia."
"Ah, Mother.I also love mother very much.I will always be there for mother."
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Now it has been a few weeks after that incident.and now the attitude of mother benar2 has changed.I always thank God, who has listened to all my Do'a.now my day2 is filled with happiness. my mother always loved me and slowly she was able to smile and laugh.
This morning my mother and I were preparing to go to the tea plantation.Yes, now my mother wants to come with me to pick tea. Actually for me there is no problem. mother wants to come to work or not. because I can still meet the needs of me and mother, but mother still insists on wanting to work, and I am also grateful that mother has been willing to escape from the shadow of her past 2.
O Allah, may my mother and I always be happy. Eliminate all the traumas of my mother's past, Rabb. and launch me and my mother's sustenance.
"Nia, today we're kerahan.so tomorrow we're going to the market, because mom wants to buy bum2 cake. mom wants to make a special birthday cake for you." said the mother who remembered my birthday.
"So you remember my birthday? and I just never remember Mom." I never remember my birthday, and I'm so happy that you're going to make me a birthday cake.
"Of course I remember Nia. I've never forgotten that most historic day, when twenty-four years ago you were born into this world. with all the feeling raging in my heart at that time.ah, that's it. I don't want to talk about it anymore."
"Okay, we do not have to discuss it anymore, ma'am, we better imagine a bright future only.may Allah give us abundant sustenance. Continue we can walk2 out of the country." said I to mother, so that mother immediately eliminate her thoughts that had begun to remember the dark time again.
"Yes right it's son. yasudah now let's go, later we misfortune, later our income will be reduced deh."
My mother and I have set out for the tea plantation as we usually only walk, because the distance is not too far so it can still be reached on foot. as I was walking along with my mother, my mother came across the asphalt road.
"See Nia. There's a rabbit boy there! oh, my God, that's so funny."
"Mother... Awass!!!
Aaaakkkk!!!!
"Yumuuuu.......!"
My world collapsed instantly.my body shook violently.I watched myself with both of my eyes.mother bounced a few meters away from the distance I was standing at this time.
"Ibuuuu.. hang on! don't leave me. Huuuu.. Hix.." My tears broke.My tears were like creeks.
"Mom, I'm sorry Mom. I'm holding on. I'm taking you to the hospital right now." I heard the voice of the man who hit my mother. I gasped when I found out that the man was the one who had saved me back then.
The man was so worried and panicked.he immediately lifted the body of the mother who was covered in blood.I immediately followed his steps from behind and I entered the car.I hugged the body of the mother.
"Ni-nia.ja-ngan cried son." Mom's voice was almost inaudible. "Mom, hold on Mom. Mom can definitely heal." I hugged my mother's body tightly my heart was right2 scared. O Allah, I beg you to save my mother, Lord, do not take my mother away from me, for I am completely unprepared.
He lifted up his mother's body. "Doctor..!sister..! please Doctor. Please save him!" she said in a panicked and agitated tone. The nurse immediately pushed the mother's gurney into the ICU room. "Doctor, I want to accompany my mother, Doc."
"sorry. You wait outside.we'll deal with your mother immediately." The doctor forbade me. "No doctor! I'd like to accompany my mother!" my screams, but a hand restrained my body that was about to follow the Doctor
"Nia, relax! I believe mother will be fine2." the man took me into his arms. Again my tears broke. "i'm afraid mas. I'm so scared." I shrieked in his arms.I want to be angry and upset with him. but I realized that this was not his fault because the mother who suddenly crossed when the distance of the car was close.
"Sstt.. You calm down! mom must be fine2." she calmed me down again.
Now that I've been sitting in that waiting chair.I occasionally stand up and peek into the ICU room.I see the man named Ikshan is no longer beside me. I don't know when he left. maybe it was because I was so focused on my own mind that I didn't realize he was leaving.
I felt the Doctor for so long in the room. Is the mother's condition really that bad? is mom right2 critical? oh my God, please save my mother.
Back my tears spilled. I smothered my mouth with my hands, so that my tears would not break.
"Nia, drink first huh. You must be thirsty right? calm down don't cry anymore." she gave me a bottle of mineral water. I immediately sipped the water to the end. I was very thirsty, probably because I cried too much so that my esophagus was dry.
Cklekk!
The door of the room opened.me and Ikhsan immediately stood up and approached the Doctor who was handling the mother.
"Doctor, how is he doing?" tanya mas ikhsan represents the same question I will ask.
"The situation is critical and he wants to meet you." said the doctor.I thought why do you only want to meet with mas ikhsan? why don't you want to meet me. Ah maybe you want to scold the guy who hit him. Yeah, that's my mind.
Mas, ikhsan immediately entered to see mother.I just waited outside. whereas I was eager to see mother.but the doctor forbade me to enter.
Long enough the man was inside. I don't know.no what he was talking about with mom. Was mom so mad at him?
Until not how long, Mas ikhsan came out of the room, with shaky steps and seemed to be crying.I was very surprised.is mother benar2 angry and can not forgive the man?
I immediately approached mas ikhsan with various questions in my heart. "Mas, how's my mom doing? is mom okay2? why are you crying? mom is very angry yes mas. forgive mom yes mas. actually my mother is very good.maybe she has not lost her surprise."
There was no answer I heard from the man's lips.he looked up at me more and more with his tears falling down. "Mas, calm down. I'm sure, later after mother healed she will forgive mas ikhsan. it's okay mas. later I will talk to mother." back I assure mas ikhsan.
But I never got an answer from the man, he approached me and immediately he hugged my body and cried. "Nia, I'm sorry. I'm sorry Nia. sorry..."
The deg!
My heart was pounding.my heart was feeling uneasy.and those bad thoughts were dancing in my mind.What happened to mom? why mas ikhsan apologized to me. I immediately broke the man's embrace and slightly pushed his body away.
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