My Wife is a Letter Blind

Knowing all about Mom

"Yes, it's okay. Next time the path of the heart2 yes. because here it is quiet. so many riders who speed." explained the Handsome Man to me.

"Yes, thank you so much again" I said sincerely.I don't know what would happen if none of these good men saved my life.

Yes, I may no longer exist in this world, but if I die, maybe a new mother can smile.

O Allah, what am I thinking, forgive me Lord, I will not die until I see a happy mother.

"Include me, my name is ikhsan." he reached out his hand.In the instant my face was hot. My heart was not calm.

"Sa-me, Rania." I answered welcoming his helping hand.I felt that my hands were sweating coldly.

"Name is good.just like the guy, Beautiful!" he smiled at me, so I became even more cold sweaty.

"Darling... Are you here? geez, I've been waiting for you down the street.Who are you talking to?"

I saw a beautiful woman getting off her bike, and calling dear to the Man named Ikshan.I finally realized that the woman was her lover Ikhsan.

"Yes, sorry yank. I helped Rania who almost hit the motorcycle."

"Oh, do you know him, baby?" ask the woman again

"No. I am indeed the intention of helping. yasudah now we walk again yuk. Nia, I'm saying goodbye, okay? you be careful of the way," he said

"Ah, yes.hati2 mas, Ma'am." I said kindly, and greeted the charming smile of the man.but another with the beautiful woman.he did not answer my words but looked at me cynically.

Hah, you weirdo. What is she jealous of me for? Because from any point of view it is clear I lost and there is nothing with him.

I immediately continued my journey to the tea plantation.I focused on my mind.I don't want to be sad anymore.I think my sadness is enough.I should be able to live my life with enthusiasm.

I promise I will not ask what else to mother.let mother behave like that to me. The important thing is I will still be a filial son to the mother who has given birth to me by betting my life.

If I remember that, I would never have hurt my mother's feelings, let me be born a stupid woman who doesn't know how to read, and not getting affection.I still have morals and always instill patience in my heart.

After arriving at the plantation.I immediately do the activity as usual.I started to focus on the work that I have loved all this time.because said people as heavy and complicated whatever the job, if we love him, if we love him, because,then the job will feel like a snail.

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It does not feel the time to walk.now it has shown at half an hour one afternoon.and I immediately rest, today I am alone without Bu Asih, because usually on Sunday we are off. but unlike this Sunday, I want to work, because I want to eliminate all the tightness in my chest caused by the debate my mother and I had last night.

I immediately headed to the cottage, which was devoted to the rest of the tea pickers employees.I joined the mother of the other mother.

"Tumben once did you enter Nia's Sunday work?" asked one of the mothers in the cottage, while enjoying the afternoon menu.

"Yes, Mom, it's just for home, so I choose to just work." I replied with a little smile I engraved

After finishing the prayer.I immediately took out lunch. Because I have not been targeted, then the supplies I brought only the rest of the cooking that last night back I heated for my lunch this afternoon.

"You're actually here, Rania? oh, my boy, your mother was so worried about you."

Suddenly Ms. Asih came with all her anxiety, and what made my ears growl was when I heard Ms. Asih's statement, that my mother was very worried about me.

Is mom really worried about me? or Bu Asih deliberately said that, to encourage me, various questions raged in my heart

"Sorry Mom, I wasn't happy with my mom, because she was sleeping this morning, so I didn't want to bother her."

"Nia, I hope you're always patient, son! trust me.One time everything will be fine." said Bu Asih, he grasped my hand as if giving me strength.

"Mom, why don't you tell me the truth? please tell me Mom, I'm a big boy, I'm an adult, so I have the right to know the truth.I don't want to be haunted by my curiosity,and always ask me why mom hates me so much."

"Mom, I beg you this time.tell me everything." I looked at Bu Asih expectantly.

"Rania, I'm not really ready to tell you this, but I don't have the heart to see your suffering either, and I don't want you to always misunderstand your mother."

"Nia, actually your mother was once a good woman, but an event happened to her, so it made a deep trauma to this day."

I installed my auditory senses as best I could, so that no words were left out of all the explanations of Bu Asih.

"What happened, ma'am?" ask me with curiosity

"When your mother came home from work in a private company, she was raped by some drunken thugs, causing her stress and depression.Other than that, she was abandoned by her fiance, she was a little sick, because his fiancee did not believe in the calamity that befell your mother.

"His betrothed and also your own mother's brother alleged that it was just a fabrication of your mother.they hated your mother and drove her from the village.Your mother was an orphan girl.all the brothers hated her, it was caused by something he never did.

"At that time your mother was desperate 2 plus she was pregnant from the results of the rape, and finally your mother left her hometown.

One day she finds him wanting to end his life by jumping from bridge to river, but she tries to persuade him and promises to be his best friend at all times.

Finally she wanted to follow all the words mother.and I was so happy, I took her home to stay with me until you were born.and after you were born she asked to move house.mother was forced to follow her will, she said, so mom found him a rented house next to mine so I could monitor him.

You know Nia? at first I was so afraid and anxious to let you be taken care of by a depressed woman like your mother.I was afraid she would hurt you. But all outside my expectations.yes, in front of people she would be angry with you. but when he's only with you, then he'll give you his full affection."

Nia, believe me son, that your mother loves you very much, but she still can't make peace with her circumstances and trauma. I hope you're more patient, son!"

I cried as much as I could not believe that the weight of my inner mother was so heavy. I wanted to go home and embrace the fragile woman's body. so that Bu Asih took me into his arms.

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