My Wife is a Letter Blind

Sudden marriage

"Mas, what's going on? my mom's fine2, right, mas?" I asked back.but my tears fell, I looked back at the man in front of me at this time.he just cried with his face down.

For a second, two seconds, up to a minute, I could not get an answer from mash ikhsan. I approached the man again. "Mas, tell me what happened to my mother?!!! don't just shut up!!!" I shook the man's body.with my voice so high, but lama2 I felt my voice stuck in my throat.only my tears are still faithful to plunge freely on my cheek

"Nia, I'm sorry, mom, you're dead!" I finally listened to the bad news that had haunted me earlier, but now what I was afraid of was really happening.

I couldn't support my body. My legs were so limp. how could you leave so fast. whereas this morning I still saw a smile on the face of the woman I loved so much. and only a matter of hours, and, he's gonna plan on making me a birthday cake.

Ah, O God, you have tested my patience again for decades You have tested me in the form of hiding my mother's affection from me, and after only a few weeks I have had pity. now you have given me again a test that feels so great. Am I willing to take this test of YOURs, Lord?

Sorts of questions raged in my heart. I wanted to get angry and blame the fate of my Lord, but I soon realized. That God will never give a test beyond the limits of the ability of a servant.

I tried to stand up, and helped by Ikhsan. with my sobs.I tried to stay firm "Mas, I want to meet mom." I said with a soft voice and blank look

"Alright, let me accompany you." she replied as she pushed me into the room.

Now I was in the room, and I saw the medics removing all the tools that had been installed on my mother's body.I saw that the body had stiffened.and again I looked at my mother's stomach. I wish I still saw the belly move Up and down with the breath, but all was not as I wished. all was still there was no movement at all, all seemed stiff, with all the strength and patience left in me.

I approached the body of the woman I loved dearly, the woman who had brought me into this world and raised me in the form of love and love she had hidden from me, so I thought that he really hated me, when he loved me very much, but because of his trauma and sad mass events. then you can't love me like any other mother.

"Mother..why did you leave me? why did you leave me alone in this world? didn't you promise never to leave me. What if I miss you? didn't you promise to make me a birthday cake too, Momu why so much! Huuu... Hix... Hicks.."

Back my tears broke in the room. I hugged my mother's body which is now no longer moving. I think I just want to go with her.

My sadness is so deep that it causes a sense of haru in the middle of the hands of those in the room.Maybe they realize that my fate is not as lucky as those who still have both parents. so the doctors and nurses, along with her tears, after listening to my sad speech.

"Sir, let's go. May your mother be at ease by His side." said one of the doctors who was there.

***

Now the funeral of the mother has just finished. All the mourners who had taken the body of the mother for the last time, they have returned home. now only the three of us. namely. me, mas ikhsan, I,and Asih's mother who is still loyal accompanied me.

"Nia, let's go home son. let your mother rest in peace. don't get too late in this sadness.Pity your mother will definitely be sad again to see you this way." said Bu Asih

"Mom, let me be here first.I want to accompany my mother for the last time." answered me who still rested my head on the mother's tombstone.

"Alright, then the mother said yes first. Immediately go home if the feeling of your heart has begun to be relieved." said Bu Asih, and I only replied with a nod

He crouched down beside me and looked at my face which still held all the sadness and longing for my mother.

"Nia, let's go home now.You should rest and eat something.You haven't eaten anything since before" she told me. whereas I also know that she's no more like me. he was the one who was accompanying me and I didn't see him eating anything.

"I'm not hungry, I just want to be here."

"But we must go home now, Nia. we will carry out the qobul ijab today!" he said that made me gasp and look at his face with surprise and question mark

"She, I promised my mother that I would marry you today too. Then I ask, let's carry out that mandate now.let me marry you and take care of you forever." Ikhsan is back

I was still quietly fixated.back my memory to a few weeks ago when mother said that she would find me a good mate.is this what the word 2 mother meant at that time? Ah, o Allah. why did mother benar2 keep his promise.

I was forced to follow the wishes of my mother.me and mas ikhsan immediately went home to see Bu Asih.I told about my wedding plans and mas ikhsan.yes, I only have Bu Asih, I only have, he will be my mother's replacement later because I also know that Asih Ma'am loves me very much.

***

"Well!

"Well!

When the witness said Sah, then I was legally the wife of a man of my mother's choice and I could not lie to my feelings that the man of the mother's choice, it was the man who first made my heart pound at the beginning of my meeting with him.

Yes, the beginning of my meeting at that time.I had fallen in love with him. Actually there is a sense of happiness in my heart because it can marry the person I love.

But my sadness still covers my heart, because I can't see my happiness.Why should God grant my mother's wish this way? ah, I have lived my life destiny sincerely.

After the completion of the ijab qobul event. all the guests have left my residence.not many attended my wedding and mas ikhsan, only the neighbors.so also the family mas ikhsan who did not know this marriage. I don't know what the reason is, why mas ikhsan didn't tell his family.

I still refuse to ask a lot.I just want to fulfill my mother's request one last time, which she conveyed to mas ikhsan when in the room before she breathed her last breath.

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