My Wife is a Letter Blind

Mama Lena's Request

Now I have been in the Amarzoni family for a month, but my relationship with Mama Lena still has no progress. They only consider me as a maid. but I saw only Sinta's attitude that had started to improve on me.

But I remain grateful.at least there is progress, not everyone hates me in this house. Aside from mas ikhsan, now there is mbak Sinta who has started to be good to me. Yes, mbak Sinta is the second brother of mas ikhsan.

This afternoon as usual.I was watering the plants in the back garden.Suddenly mama Lena came,

"Nia, I want to talk to you!"

He said carefully, and walked towards the park bench.I immediately followed his steps

"Sit down!" his orders in a cold tone

I immediately sat in the front seat of my mother, so our faces faced each other

"Nia, you know that ikhsan does not love you. And you also know that until now Ikhsan has not been able to forget Sofi. then I ask you to allow ikhsan to marry Sofi and live together! because Ikhsan's happiness is only with Sofi!"

Duarr!

Like being struck by lightning during the day, while listening to the words of Mama Lena. My heart returned like a dagger. The pain was so real, but the wound I did not meet in plain sight. because the pain is embedded in my mind.

"Sorry Ma, I can't allow mas ikhsan to remarry.Maybe now mas ikhsan does not love me. But I'm sure one day he can definitely love me ma!" I answered firmly I rejected the desire of my mother-in-law

"Why are you so sure that Ikhsan will love you one day? and what if he can't love you forever? do you have the heart to make that ikhsan suffer living with you?"

That question made me worry. Is what Mama Lena said true? what if forever mas ikhsan can not love me, and I also can not bear to let my husband suffer for eternity.

If mas ikhsan wants to get married again, then I better let him go than live in the mix.I can not Benar2 not be able to live life combined.

I wipe away my tears that have fallen. I try to stay firm. "Ma, if indeed mas ikhsan still loves Sofi, then I will ask him myself. because I feel now mas ikhsan has never been in contact with Sofi." I asked my mother-in-law for time

"Well, you can prove yourself that the ikhsan still loves Sofi very much.he only keeps your feelings.if he can keep your feelings.but why can't you give him happiness?"

"Well, Ma. if indeed mas ikhsan still loves Sofi and is not happy living with me. then mama does not have to worry, I will release the mas ikhsan.and I will immediately leave his life!" that was the end of my answer and my decision

"Good, I agree with your decision.remember your promise to me. If my son is not happy with you then let him go!" mama Lena said with great emphasis.she immediately left from before me

I am still sitting in this chair. my tears flow back.say2 Mama Lena ringing in my ear.that I have to give up mas ikhsan to marry again.I do love my husband. but I can't if it's combined.

I have to ask this to mas ikhsan. has he not been able to forget Sofi? or is he still in a relationship with that woman? ah I don't know. clearly I will find the answer later after mas ikhsan came home.

***

Now the time I was waiting for has come. I who was sitting restless in this room gasped when the man I was thinking about was already in front of me.

"Nia, what's wrong with you?" ask him to me

I immediately shook his hand. My heart was pounding again.it felt like I wanted to throw into his arms, and spill all the turmoil of my heart that had just now.

"Mas, I-I."

"Yes, Hello. What's?! All right I'll be there soon. keep Sofi Aunt calm. I'm on my way now."

"Nia, I'm going first yes. There's something important!" mas ikhsan immediately left me who was still standing with a look of disbelief.

Yes Allah. it turns out that what Mama Lena said was indeed true.it turns out mas ikhsan still loves Sofi.it seems like I really have to let go of him.

I sat on the sofa. again my tears broke. apparently all this time I was wrong. I was wrong for too harboring great expectations. that is, I hope that mas ikhsan will love me and forget Sofi as his past.

It is only fitting that until now she has never touched me. maybe I am just a show wife by her. I have never been in her heart. ah, O Allah. it hurts so much.

Well, I will fulfill the wishes of Mama Lena. I will release the mash ikhsan, the man I love so much. Why would I keep this household if my own husband is unhappy.

After satisfied crying, I immediately went to sleep.maybe because I had been crying too much, making my eyes sore and easily tired not need long I have been in dreamland.

***

I woke up at one in the morning. I think I had slept for a long time from eight o'clock in the night. I immediately looked for the whereabouts of mas ikhsan, but I did not meet that figure.

Back in my mind remembering that he was going to see Sofi. Yes, maybe he is now in the residence of his lover. already! I don't have to think about him anymore.

Cklekk!

The door of the room was open. It turned out that the person I was thinking about had gone home.I immediately sat down from my sleep.I looked at the tired face of mas ikhsan.

What am I supposed to do? do I have to postpone this question.It is not good to ask it when he is tired.or I wait for him to take a break or after a bath.

"Not sleeping you Nia?" he asked in a flat tone, I felt a cold aura on his face

"Yes, mas. does mas ikhsan want to take a shower now? let me provide you with warm water, mas." I bargained to him

"No need Nia, I want to go to sleep immediately" he refused who immediately threw his body on the bed

Whatisthis? there was no explanation from him. he did not want to be honest with me that he had met Sofi. ah it seems like he had never considered me as his wife.

I was sitting next to her. I somehow lost my mind. I wanted to give my body to her before I left her life.maybe it was because I loved her so much.

"Mas, am I a very disgusting woman? so you never want to touch me?" spontaneously kata2 was coming out of my lips so that it made him gasp

"What did you say Nia? I never thought of you like that!" he sat and looked at me

That look made my heart unsettled. "Mas, touch me. I want to be your whole wife, even if not forever. am I wrong to ask you for my inner right? or you can't do it because you're not men-"

"Ssssttt. don't say it's Nia." she put her index finger on my lips, a sign I can't go on with those words.

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