My Wife is a Letter Blind

The Bu Asih Alleged

After being satisfied to tell me about the tombstone of my mother.I immediately went home to the residence of Bu Asih.that's my only destination, I do not have relatives in this village because my mother is overseas.

"Nia, what's wrong, son? why are you coming home.is ikhsan not treating you well?" asked Bu Asih in an anxious tone

"No, Ms. mas ikhsan treated me very well, but mas ikhsan was not happy living with me, because he did not love me. he just did the responsibility he promised Mom before he died. I don't want to be selfish Mom. I don't want to see mas ikhsan suffer, I want him to be happy too." I explained everything to Bu Asih so that he did not misunderstand my husband.

"But.how do you feel, son? that must have hurt a lot. You're patient huh?"

"No Ma'am, I don't feel hurt by Ikhsan.and I should know, that I never regret marrying him.he is the man I love so much, it's okay, I'll be fine." I explained to Asih Ma.

Ma'am hugged me. "Why is your fate like this, son, you should be happy." Isak Bu Asih's

I wipe my tears.I must not cry, I must be able to live my days that will come without my husband again.I have to give up mas ikhsan for the woman he loves.

***

Now it has been a month since I left the house.I always live my days with loving mother who I have considered as my own mother.I somehow this morning I miss mash ikhsan very much. I miss him so much I wish he would come to see me for a little while.

"Oh Allah, forgive me. I should not have to hope anymore, because maybe now mas ikhsan is happy with the woman he loves. because ever since I left he never came to see me nor asked me what reason I went from him, yes of course he already knew my reason." murmured to himself as he leaned my head against the window of the room. and looked straight ahead.

Never mind that I should not hope again.if I can let him be with someone else, then I can definitely forget him too.

As usual.me and Bu Asih, back to the original job.that is picking tea. "Nia, are you ready, son? let's have breakfast first let it work later not lemes." said Bu Asih invites me to breakfast, but somehow I don't taste appetite this morning.even I feel like going back to sleep. and I feel my body is carefree.

"No ma'am, I have no taste for food this morning.I will eat it later in the afternoon." I replied as I prepared to leave for the garden.

"You sick, son? I see your face is pale. If you're not feeling well, just rest at home, let me go to the garden."

"It's okay, Mom. I'm fine2. I don't need to worry." answered me trying to stay upbeat.

***

Me and Ma Asih were picking Tea, while telling me about the journey of his life and me. We are equally 2 mutually reinforcing, and I promise not to leave him who loves me as much as his own son. but in between 2 conversations I felt my head dizzy and spinning.

"Nia, what's wrong with you? did you have a headache? maybe it was because you didn't eat breakfast. Come on now sit down. You have to take a break." Maam Asih led me to sit down

"My head feels dizzy Mom." I replied briefly still closed my eyes, because if my eyes opened the dizziness was getting worse.

Ma'am Asih, holding my cheek and also forehead. "Geez Nia, you have a fever. Did you say, you do not need to work today let mother alone.yasah now let's take you home first, after that, I just came back here."

"Mom, I want that cane.rt felt tempting once Mom. Can we ask or buy it?" ask me to Bu Asih.

"You wait here, I'll meet the owner of the garden." Ms. Asih immediately went into the Sugarcane garden to meet the owner, I was still waiting by the roadside

Not how long Bu Asih has come with a stick of Cane in his hand.I am very happy to see Bu Asih carrying my desire it. I think I can not wait to eat it.

"Alhamdulillah, I'm impatient Mom, want to eat this cane. must be very fresh" I said with a smile that I always engrave.

"Let's go home first. I'll peel it for you." me and Ms. Asih go back on the way to go home

After arriving home. Ma'am Asih immediately peeled off the cane, and he cut it small. I immediately ate the cane, sucked the water and threw away the pulp like a child.

Ms. Asih looked at me in surprise. Usually I did not like sugarcane.but now I like the basic ingredients of sugar. "She, are you pregnant?" suddenly the question of Bu Asih made my heart want to jump right then and there

"So mom says that? 2 Pregnant people like me, Mom?" ask me to Bu Asih. somehow I really hope that the assumption of Bu Asih is indeed true reality.

"Yes, I see your behavior today is very strange. Usually you do not like Sugarcane. Now why do you like it so much? isn't it strange, usually it's a feature 2 people are pregnant young, that's what Ngidam said." explained Bu Asih.

I smiled at the middle-aged woman. "Mom, how do I know if I'm pregnant or not?" tanyaku curious to make sure and hope that the assumption of Bu Asih is true.

"Better later in the afternoon we go to Midwife Nia. let's be more clear and accurate."

"Why wait for the afternoon Mom? why not just now? I can't wait to be sure!"

"Now the mother has to go to the garden again Nia, so I ask later we go to the Midwife."

"Now, ma'am, please ma'am! I want to make sure if I am pregnant." I plead while struggling Manja in the hands of Bu Asih.

The old woman looked at me with a different look. "Nia, if it's true that you're pregnant, aren't you afraid?" ask the lady who made me smile

"Mom, why should I be afraid? even I am very happy, I really want the child of my husband.I will take good care and take good care of him.Mommy don't worry this is my son with my husband Mom. I want it.I will never waste it.not what Mom, If I can't have mash ikhsan, but I can have a child from him, it's already quite my happiness. I won't ask for anything anymore."

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