My Soulmate's

Letting Go Doesn't Mean Forgetting

Haider POV

The thing that never occurred to me, he was with another man. My heart ached when I saw the affection of the two of them, I had never seen him smile so happily. Has the man captured his heart? But the post he posted yesterday said that he loves me. Is all that fake?

I decided to go into the restaurant. I try to be reasonable so that they don't suspect that I'm following them. I sat in the chair opposite his desk. I sat there on purpose so that he would realize my presence. It was true that he saw me, and then I pretended not to see him. I ordered some food, I did not have dinner because I had intended to take her to dinner.

"Mr Haikal, you eat here too?" finally he greeted me and the man with him turned his back to look at me.

"Isn't he your brother Kaly?" it turns out that guy still remembers me. I used to pick Icha up at his house.

"Eeemm–." Icha is confused as to what to answer.

"Why are you still calling me Master, we're out. Call Haikal aja." I replied deliberately distracting the man.

"Huh i-iya–." Kalycha is nervous. The man looked at Icha in confusion.

"What a coincidence to meet here, huh? Have you eaten at this restaurant?" I saw the change in the face of the man who was not happy when I invited Icha to chat. I'm a fool I want to be close to my wife.

"Ah, not really. I ate here for the first time too." This is also the first time I ate here.

"Who? Your boyfriend?" I glanced at the man with him. The man still looks at me annoyed.

"No, he's my friend Adit he told the man. "It's Haikal hmm–." Icha seemed confused about what to introduce me to the man.

"Haikal–, I'm Kalycha's cousin." connect me while extending my hand. I don't know if Icha realizes or not that my memory has recovered. Because he used to introduce me to his friend as his cousin's brother. But he seemed surprised by my confession to his friend. While the man was ordinary because he didn't know my name or he forgot, I don't know.

"Adithya." He welcomed my hand with a face he disliked.

"Sorry brother, we go first." the man named Adit looked at me asking for permission to go home first because they had already finished enjoying dinner.

"Kaly, we're going home now scared of your kemaleman." He pulls Icha's hand and takes Icha away from the restaurant. I could only watch their backs as they left the restaurant.

I left some 100-thousand bills on my desk and I went back to follow them. I haven't had time to enjoy what I ordered at the restaurant, even my order has not come. I followed them from behind. And it turns out Adit's a good guy he actually drove Icha home.

I saw from a distance my father-in-law's mansion. I miss the last time I left him there.

My phone rang out of my daydream. I saw Dimas calling.

"What's up Dim?" ask the confidant and my best friend.

"You'd better get home now, Om Abas has arrived at the apartment." This is the news I have been waiting for the most. Dimas immediately hung up his phone call.

I quickly drove my car back home to my apartment.

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Haidar immediately entered his apartment and saw Dimas and Abas were sitting together while enjoying a coffee that must have been made by Dimas, because ART working in Haidar's apartment only came during the day.

"Have you been here a long time?" Haidar sat down in front of Abas, still respecting the man as his parents.

"I'm sorry Pa, actually I don't want to hurt anyone, I don't want to make Mama sad either. But I had to go back to my past pa." Haidar took his breath, before continuing his words. "There's my family waiting for me for 5 years. My wife had only been married a week but she I left because I had to work out of town at that time. Now she's a widow because she thinks I'm dead and she doesn't know I'm alive. I want Papa and Mama to take me home and explain to my family all about the events I've experienced over the past 5 years." said Haidar staring at Abas with hope that the man would understand his feelings.

"Well if that's what you want, Papa will meet your parents, but give papa time to explain this all to your Mama."

Braaakk

The door of Haidar's apartment opened violently. Yetti comes with tears on her cheeks. The woman looked riled up, her body trembling. He saw Haidar and her husband standing dumbstruck by the sight of her coming.

"Ga Pa, Halim can't go. Please don't let Halim go." Yetti who had just come was very surprised by her husband's agreement to let Haidar go home to her real parents.

"Ma, how did Mama know that papa was here? And how did Mama know about Papa's plan to repatriate Haikal?" Yetti did not answer her husband's question, he walked over to Haidar's seat and sat down next to her.

"Pardon Mama, please don't leave Mama Halim." Seeing Yetti crying Haidar's heart hurt, Haidar hugged Yetti. How could she have the heart to see the woman crying helplessly in her arms knowing she was going to lose her son again.

"Ma–, understand Ma. Halim our son is dead Ma. He's Haidar, his name is Haidar Ma. He remembered everything about his past. We have no right to keep him here any longer, Ma." Abas approached his wife who was hugged by Haidar.

Yetti takes off her arms from Haidar and pleads with her husband to persuade Haidar to stay with them.

"Papa–, please persuade Halim to remain our son Pa. Mama doesn't want to lose Halim again Pa. Please Pa–."

"Ma–." Haidar grabbed the middle-aged woman's hand. "For ever I want to be Mama's son, but let me go home to my family Ma and use my real name. I've remembered all my past Ma. I love Mama too. But–."

"If you agree to be a child Mama should we go back to development only. You don't need to be here. We're back in Palembang now." Yetti stood up but his hand was again held by Haidar. It seems Yetti misinterpreted Haidar's remarks.

"Ma, I want to be Mama's son, but I can't leave my past behind. If I go with Mama to Palembang now, then there is another mother who will hurt her heart. A mother who has lost her son for 5 years thinks that her son is dead. A mother who endured her suffering because she could not recognize her own child's body. A Mother who always prays to the navel of others who think that it is the navel of her child. And there will be other women who are also hurt thinking that her husband is dead while I am still healthy Ma. There will be a cry from a sister who thinks her brother is dead. There will be the pain of a Father who restrains his tears at the loss of his only son. I can't imagine that's all Ma." Haidar cried he could no longer hold the clear liquid to not come out of his eye patch.

"I knew that while I was in Jakarta, Mama was always watching me. I know mama set up a voice eavesdropper in my apartment. And I also know how cruel Mama was when she took me home by force from my own parents' house." Yetti was very surprised to hear the words from Haidar. "I know everything Ma, but I let it go because I understand Mama's worries. My mom's fear I'll leave. I know Ma, but don't you understand how my family's been feeling all this time?"

"Let's Mama who knows better what it's like to lose a child that you love. Can't you feel how my mom is feeling right now?" Haidar cried out what he felt at that moment.

"Halim, Halim forgive Mama. Mama didn't mean that. Mama just–." Yetti could not continue his words, He realized everything Haidar said was true.

"How could I not know how your family feels now? How could I be such a cruel woman? Hurt the feelings of others for my own happiness. But I can't lose you like this either."

"Please Mama time, Mama will agree you back your family. But on condition that you remain my son." Yetti clasped Haidar's hand and hugged her.

"I'll always be your son Ma, but let me use my own name Ma, I'm not Halim Ma, I hope you can accept me as Haidar." Yetti fell silent and let go of her embrace.

"I'm sorry Mama Halim, it's been 7 years since you left Mama. But mama can't shake you yet. Forgive Mama, from now on Mama will let you go that does not mean Mama forgets you. It's just that Mama feels guilty to ensnare you in this world because Mama has not let you down. Forgive Mama dear."

Yetti nodded her head at the sign she approved what Haidar was asking for.

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