
Everyone must want to express all the emotions that he has been suppressing, no matter what emotions are. However, most people express more emotions of disappointment than happy so that sadness dissolves in pain that ultimately leads to revenge. However, it does not apply to one person trying to let go of everything even though it hurts, that person is you who again read my work. May your days be filled with a heart of forgiveness and pleasure for what happened.
Fahad is in a position of heightened emotions, eager to dismantle the evil of Kinan's friend who always makes Kinan cry even traumatized. Every night, Kinan always shed tears in his dreams. Though it has repeatedly awakened Kinan to realize, in fact it is not.
The sound of fear at that time made Fahad feel tight, Kinan's voice while sleeping as if asking for help to anyone, wanting Fahad to try to plunge into Kinan's dream but could not. Soothing by hugging does not necessarily make Kinan feel relief, the mind torn takes a long time to heal.
A cold gaze pointed at the 12th grade IPS student, highlighting all the students who were sitting on his stool except Kinan. The sharp gaze like an eagle eye can not be separated from Fahad, his jaw clearly visible that Fahad is holding back emotions.
Kinan looked at the expression as if something was wrong with her husband Fahad, as this was the first time Kinan had seen Fahad's behavior as if he was harboring something. Because, from the look of Fahad's face was clearly a solid jaw and a sharp gaze. 'Why him?'
Sumrik's smile was depicted on Fahad's face, glancing at all the students Fahad had looked at fully were exemplary students. In fact, not as imagined, taking a breath and putting both hands on the front disciple bench. "I will prove your crimes ...."
All the disciples were shocked, looking at each other, throwing goosebumps. Fahad's words make the student inside do not understand the direction of Fahad's speech, a math teacher whose personality is not known much.
"I mean, Father?" brayen asked not to understand.
Kkkrrriiinngg!
The sound of the break bell rang, Fahad realized that voice signaled the lesson was over. However, the disciples did not notice it because of the focus on what he was doing. Fahad then turned to Brayen, the head of his flagship class, raising one eyebrow and biting his lower lip. When the behavior became funny, Fahad laughed at the expressions of the students. "Hahaha ... Why are you so serious? I'm just acting!"
The students were immediately astonished and surprised by Fahad's sudden behavior. He responded to the action that he thought was threatening, in fact just acting nonsense. "What's up, sir!" knock one of the students.
"Already, just work at home because the bell has rung. Please rest" Fahad said with a mysterious smile.
The students who heard that were immediately shocked, the word 'bel has sounded' made the students glance at the clock printed on the phone screen. At 10:02 the lesson was over even two minutes ago, but did not realize when the bell rang.
"Kok I don't wanna hear the bell break anyway?" whispered Siska to Gisha and found the shoulder indifferent omen she also did not realize so.
"Oh yes, Kinan as promised please come to my office," he continued and immediately went out not to forget the package book he always brought when his lessons began.
"Alright, sir," Kinan replied lowered his head.
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Offices are all white, many files are arranged very neatly even math textbooks lined up in glass cabinets Fahad room. The wedding photo of her with Fahad is hidden from behind a glass storage cabinet. Yes, Fahad room is famous for its neatness and cleanliness.
Kinan knocked on Fahad's door and found an answer from inside, opening the door to display Fahad's figure lying on the sofa in a position as if to soak pain. Cover his face with his right arm, while the left arm is placed on his stomach. He also realized that Kinan had entered his room, the tightness of Fahad had not subsided why Kinan had to get such a big test.
"Why, Sir?"
Kinan opened his voice as his hand stroked Fahad's healthy hair, his forehead grinning in surprise when he saw Fahad's uncharacteristic behavior.
"I should ask, you why Kinan? Why are you hiding everything? Do you still think of me as someone else?"
Fahad then got up from his seat, holding onto Kinan's shoulder so great to bear everything that it shifted Kinan to sit on the sofa earlier. While Fahad squatted his body so that it would be the same height as Kinan while sitting, taking a wet tissue rubbing against a dirty Kinan skirt due to the event during the ceremony. That attitude made Kinan hold Fahad's hand holding the wet tissue.
"I'm okay, please stop doing that. Anyway, I can wash it for later."
"Why do you always say I'm okay, am I okay? Don't you want to share the burden with me? Now that you are my responsibility, your pain is my pain."
Kinan shook his head and smiled. "It's not like that, I'm really fine. Then this skirt I don't see that in front there are legs, it becomes humming."
"I know you're lying to hide everything, to make it look okay. Even though I saw it, you did not stumble but fell due to the actions of one of the students."
Kinan took a deep breath and threw it away heavily, his hands touching the clean face of Fahad who was harboring the same disappointment and pain he felt. A calm smile never escaped his face, but the eyes can not lie even can not be invited to work together.
A round of clear water accumulates in both eyeballs, pain and soreness that is felt. Shed those tears of pain right before his eyes, his lips trembling unable to say. The soul of pain engulfs the entire connected nerve, how unfortunate a Kinan is to lie with it all. Kinan's lips were unable to make a sound, letting the tears tell him everything.
Fahad who saw it felt a deep pain, the mind was torn to see tears of pain. Kinan did not make a sound, because his lips he held back as if trying to be fine. Taking a still-at-home hand cupped his face, kissed his palm and began to take Kinan's body for him to hold. "Shed your pain, share it with me. After that, tell me that I can take away your pain."
"Take everything out" said Fahad stroking the head of Kinan wrapped in a headscarf, even his body felt the wetness of tears, but the bodo was very.
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Meanwhile, Alsaki after being left behind by Kinan his loneliness instantly churns. For some reason, he really misses the figure of Kinan who is so adorable in his opinion. The time spent by Alsaki was so useless, he finally decided to go somewhere.
The boredom itself makes Alsaki decide to look for air healing to eliminate fatigue, but somehow his feelings are so depressed and not careless. Though everyone is fine, even Kinan srlalu just told him that he was still breathing. Looking for an ordinary jacket that he wears and wears it, do not forget also Alsaki carrying a wallet afraid later want to eat outside when the stomach craves something.
Take the private vehicle key, and start the engine. Abhipraya's residence is no longer visible, there is no word for permission to leave the house because both parents are busy undergoing extraordinary activities as usual. So that there are only two maids and one security guard, so it becomes a habit to leave the house without permission.
Jakarta city road he spent, many vehicles passed by. Fortunately, the city of Jakarta is not currently hit by traffic jams, so it makes Alsaki feel a little calm. However, on the way to his main destination, Alsaki's eagle eyes glared sharply at a woman crying like fear, her stumped body full of bruises as if she were a victim of violence. He immediately stopped the car he was using where the woman was.
Alsaki immediately got out of his car, he saw the woman crying covering her face with both knees. The woman's clothes were slightly torn apart, thus displaying her plain crowning body. Fortunately Alsaki was wearing his daily jacket, he immediately gave the jacket to cover the woman's body and told her to stand up. However, it would be surprising to see who Alsaki is. A woman he used to like, even until now was the same.
"Hafsa?" Alsaki was astonished when two eyes clashed, staring at each other as if teasing the stone of the heart.
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Relieved also felt to vent all emotions, sharing the burden to a person who had been halal for him. Kinan's eyes have not dried up yet, tears always tell him to stop in fact the soul chooses to evaporate the emotions that Kinan has been craving. Fusing together with sobs, Fahad took the drinking water and poured it on Kinan. Trying to calm Kinan down, in fact just felt a little not to heal like a plain heart.
"Is it better?" fahad asked with his hands cupped on Kinan's clean face, cleaning up the tears with his fingers.
Kinan nodded small. "Little."
Fahad let out a heavy breath, as heavy as Kinan to bear it all. In fact, his parents did not know this by fear of hurting his parents just because of Kinan's suffering. "Now that we go home, I'll take care of his return license."
"No!" push Fine kinan.
"Why do you always refuse, are you not ashamed. If for example there is a friend you see your face like that, then there will be strange rumors again."
"Well, anyways, anyone cares about me!"
"Kinan, please just for today. We go home, you need rest I can't see you cry continuously even I get to feel what you feel."
"Anyway, I don't want to go home, sir!"
"Astagfirullah, Kinan." Fahad rubbed his face a little rough, he recalled how unfortunate Kinan was. Fahad looked at Kinan so the two gazes met each other. "I beg you to go home today, tomorrow you can still go to school."
There was no reply from Kinan, letting his pitiful gaze answer everything. As if it was not able to with everything, it was like screaming out the burden and telling everything to Fahad but could not. After being quite satisfied looking at the handsome face of the man, Kinan lowered his head and gave a small nod. "All right, I'm going home."
"Well, that's dong. Wait, I'll take care of the letter." Fahad stood up immediately, but Kinan held Fahad's hand. Fahad also scoffed in wonder.
Standing with his hands clasping Fahad's burly wrist, hiding his entire body by hugging Fahad's burly body, his shirt wet with tears. Drowning his tired face into the chest of Fahad's field, it made Fahad understand that Kinan was still not satisfied with everything, still wanting to lean more.
Replying to Kinan's embrace, her right hand wrapped around a slender waist while her left hand stroked the head-shoot wrapped in a headscarf. Menci*um Kinan's forehead with a long time, until the doorbell rang two people still feel at home holding each other. Once satisfied, Fahad pulls Kinan's chin so that his gaze meets each other, a sad gaze that makes Fahad want to wake Kinan to be happy.
Fahad menci*um forehead, two eyelids and the last natural lips Kinan. Until finally, Kinan felt himself being possessed by addiction so that making two hands that had been to hold now draped on the sturdy neck of Fahad, reciprocating what was done by him to compensate for what Fahad did.
Fahad did that long enough, until Kinan pushed a little of his body in search of oxygen occasionally hiding his red face into Fahad's chest field. Fahad chuckled amusedly at Kinan's behavior just now.
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In the car, Alsaki focused on driving the car, not daring to look at Hafsah with puffy eyes and a body that shook with fear. It was very interesting to hold the body of Hafsah, but the awareness of religious knowledge made Alsaki try to undo everything.
"What happened to you?" tanya Alsaki tried to break the silence.
"I ... I .. I ...," lirih Hafsah could not continue his words.