My Soulmate's

Don't Leave Me

Under the Conscious Nature Kalycha

Kalycha saw a room that was all white, the aroma of medicine that was so stinging and piercing his sense of smell. He walked and recognized the place. Kalycha knew that she was in a hospital. But there was no one he knew. Then suddenly Kalycha's eyes were fixed on the figure of someone who was so desperately longing for her.

"Mom–." call Kalycha, he sees Ilona smiling at the sleeping baby in a baby box. The baby was in a special room and he could not go in to touch it and could only see it from the outside through the transparent glass. But Ilona did not hear Kalycha calling her.

"Mommy–, Icha miss Mom." Kalycha hugged Ilona from behind. The smell of Mommy's body is so comfortable and so missed. Ilona only smiled as she turned her head to look at Kalycha for a while, then her attention returned to the baby in front of her.

"Mom, why is Mommy quiet? Is Mommy not the same as Icha Mom?" Again Ilona ignored him. Ilona walked out of the room. And Kalycha also kept on walking following him.

Kalycha was suddenly surprised that she was in a beautiful garden. He looked around and realized that the garden was filled with Ilona's favorite flowers. And at the end of the park is seen a building similar to the castle building in the fairyland.

"Mom, Mommy lives here? Lovely Mom–, Icha can Yes Mom stay here same Mommy too. Icha kangen Mom same Mommy." Kalycha leaned spoiled in Ilona's arms but Ilona did not answer Kalycha's words she just gently stroked Kalycha's hair.

"Mom, Icha likes Mommy's body odor." Now he was lying on Ilona's lap.

Ilona continued to caress Kalycha's hair, and without realizing it she had fallen asleep in Ilona's lap.

I don't know how long he slept suddenly he saw himself back in a hospital. Kalycha saw that she was wearing hospital clothes and had her hands attached to the infusion tubes on her right and left. But he didn't see anyone there.

"Why am I here? What pain do I get so that both my hands have to be infused?" Kalycha was confused she felt she was not sick. Kalycha took off all the infusion tubes she had in her hand and removed the oxygen from her mouth.

He again walked out of the room, through every aisle of the hospital, but no one knew him.

"What hospital am I in, why don't I know anyone?" So many questions in his mind but wanted to ask who he didn't know.

Kalycha continued walking and somehow her steps were back in the hospital's baby room. And sure enough he saw Ilona already standing there, looking at the baby inside there with a sad look.

"Whose baby is that, why does Mommy come here so often and see that baby?"

Kalycha walked over to Ilona.

"Mom–." call him again. Ilona just smiled at him for a while, then as before her attention returned to the baby.

Kalycha begins to get jealous of the baby as Ilona's attention has turned to the baby. He was upset because he felt that Ilona was no longer singing to him.

"Mommy, why is Mommy paying more attention to the baby now? Does Mommy love Icha anymore, Mom?" Kalycha half yelled. And because Kalycha's scream was so loud that it made the baby cry loudly.

"Cha, don't be noisy, look at the baby so cry." Ilona looked resentfully at Kalycha. He wanted to hold the baby but he couldn't. Ilona could not go inside because she did not see any sisters standing guard there.

"That baby's crying keep–. You are." Ilona is upset and leaves Kalycha.

Kalycha just found out that her Mommy can also be angry with her. Because all this time Ilona never scolded him.

"Mom–, Mommy!!!" kalycha shouted back to call Ikona but Ilona again ignored him.

Kalycha walked quickly and grabbed Ilona's hand.

"Mom–, why is Mommy angry?" Ilona's steps were stopped because now Kalycha managed to grab her hand. But he was silent, his face was sad and sad.

"Mom, Mommy why are you crying?" Kalycha was wondering why her Mommy was crying and had her words offended her?

"You know Cha, Mommy feels so sorry for that baby. His mother is now betting her life for her son. Mommy is sad for Cha, because Mommy left you first. And Mommy wouldn't want that baby to be the same fate as you Cha." said Ilona while holding Kalycha's hands.

"Why did Mommy say that, Mom? Mami just left Icha for a second Mom. Now Icha is here with Mommy. Icha Seneng can meet Mommy and Icha do not want to separate again with Mommy." Kalycha hugged Ilona so tightly that she did not want to part with her anymore.

"But this isn't your place, Cha?" lirih Ilona's.

"Mommy, why the hell is Mom? Mommy, don't you love me anymore, is it the same Icha? Why does Mommy care so much about that baby?" Anger Kalycha again flared up, he was so upset with Ilona because it seems Ilona does not want him to live with her.

"Who is the baby, Mom? What is the importance of the baby compared to Icha Mom?" Kalycha asked with tears streaming down her cheeks.

"You and the baby are equally important to Mommy. You're Mommy's happiness, she's like a little angel smiling at Mommy, soothing Mommy's lonely heart."

"Icha ain't gonna let Mommy get lonely again. Icha will continue to be with Mommy here."

"Your place isn't Cha's here, and pity that baby if you continue to be here. Do you want your son to have the same fate as you who doesn't have a mother?" Ilona held Kalycha's hand again.

"What do you mean Mommy, Mom? Why did Mommy say the boy would have the same fate as Icha?"

"The baby is your son Cha, the child you just gave birth to. Don't you remember that Cha?" Ilona was astonished that Kalycha did not recognize the baby at all.

Deeerr.

Like the sound of thunderous lightning filling the silence of Kalycha's heart space.

"What's Mommy mean?" Only that word came out of his mouth. His heart suddenly ached, his mind in disarray unable to remember anything about him.

"Mommy doesn't have to say it over and over again Cha–. Can't you feel that the baby is your baby Cha? Can you leave it without feeding it first? Would you be willing if your husband remarried another woman?"

Deg.

"Did Mommy not want to get married again?" Kalycha just remembered her Pram Daddy. "What's? Daddy's? Why am I remembering Daddy? Where's Daddy and Mommy?" Kalycha was busy with her own thoughts.

"Look at that guy Cha." Suddenly, Ilona pulls Kalycha's hand and they are in the ICU room where Kalycha is being treated. Kalycha also felt surprised, he had just been at the park why he was now in a treatment room. "He never gave up hope to keep praying for you to come back to your senses. He's the guy who loves you so much, Cha, he hasn't even seen your son at all because he keeps you company."

Kalycha's tears dripped his heart ached, Kalycha had not yet realized who the man Ilona said loved her so much and he also did not remember who the man Mommy told him about was.

"Who is Mom?" kalycha asked, like she knew the man but could not remember who he was.

"Look who the woman lying there is in the corner, you'll know who that man is." Ilona pulled over the curtain that covered the face of the woman lying there.

"Ga, it's impossible." Kalycha finds it hard to believe all the stories Ilona tells because she feels like she is 15 years old just like when Ilona left her. And how could he possibly see himself lying helplessly there with a drip hose attached to his right and left hand. A monitor attached to him and also an oxygen hood that can not be separated from his mouth.

"Ga, that's impossible. It's not me Mom, I'm still in school Mom how can I be married and have children. Mommy's wrong Mom, who's Mom?" Kalycha pointed to her bedridden self.

"That's You Cha, and she's your husband's Haidar. And that baby over there is your son, Mommy's grandson."

"No Mom, Icha don't know them Mom–. Please Mommy don't corals stories that aren't-not Mom. If Mommy wants Icha out of here, then Icha will!! But please Mommy don't make the story seem to blame me because I left them Mom." said Kalycha, she didn't think that Ilona would ask her to leave her.

He began to walk towards the exit of the room but his steps suddenly stopped when he heard a familiar voice in his ears.

"Cha, wake up baby. Mas kangen you Cha–. Please don't leave Mas Cha."

Kalycha turned her body and looked at Haidar. His heart was so sore that he saw the man crying while clasping his hands and occasionally kissing the back of his hands.

"Mas Hai–." suddenly he said the man's name. It seemed like he felt that the call was already commonly called. But unfortunately he did not remember who the man was.

Not wanting to linger in that room Kalycha also left the room.

"Why did my heart hurt so much to hear him call my name just now? Who the hell is he? Is he really my husband? But why can't I remember it at all?" Somehow Kalycha steps back to the baby room that is usually awaited by her Ilona Mommy.

He saw the baby lying in the baby box and Kalycha saw a name written there By.Ny. Kalycya which means Baby Lady Kalycha.

"Is he really my son?"

"Let's.... Aaaa.... Mommy is she really my son? Why can't I remember Mom? Why Mom? I don't want to leave her Mom, I don't want her to be the same fate as me Mom–." Kalycha continued to cry while Ilona was no longer beside her.

He turned his eyes to look for Ilona but Ilona was no longer visible to him. She ran back to the room where the man Ilona said was her husband but she also did not find Ilona there. There is only Haidar who is still loyal to keep the body of a woman who looks like him.

"Mom–, where's Mommy? Please don't leave Icha Mom." Kalycha keeps running trying to find Ilona but she doesn't find Ilona.

Kalycha tries to find Ilona to a garden she believes is where her Mommy lives. But Kalycha no longer found her way to the park. He kept looking and searching but he didn't find his way.

"Mommy, don't leave Icha Mom."

"Cha, darling don't leave me and our dear child–." Haidar's voice again sounded soft in Kalycha's ear.

Eps title already like the title of the song aja yach 😍

I wait for Thumbs and Lope²nya 🤗 and also the gift 😄

May your Miss be cured 😁