My Soulmate's

I'm Afraid

Everyone has a different past, someone has a very sad, happy, crazy past, there is even a humorous name aka the past is very helpful because the day is filled with all the activities that make no sense. For example, simple, when you are dressed neatly and ready to go to the condition, uh you accidentally stepped on cat feces so that make your clean sandals get dirty as well as so, so be it, that's the past humor that makes you amused to remember it.

However, if your past is full of sad events it might mean a path to maturity. Where the past teaches you a lot of things you should try to change, starting from your revenge changes. For example, if your friend does bad to you then repay with your kindness so that later he will be ashamed, so your parents make their second act for lessons so that you are better.

That is, Kinan is always in a neutral position where he does not choose one of the past paths and let both be a lesson. Tells Fahad ranging from meeting with his friends to culminating in bullying only case he was always a champion and entered high school through the scholarship path to make Kinan feel cornered even his friends ignore him only such thing. However, on the one hand, Kinan's friends actually bully worse for doing stupid actions to one of his friends.

"Are you relieved, Kinan?"

Since Fahad told himself to go home so that Kinan rest first, but Fahad's intention is not to do that but to give room to let Kinan throw everything that lies in his heart, so that makes Kinan can feel the empty space in which is full of guesses maze of heresy and dark.

"Why do you talk about that? Of course I've been a little relieved," Kinan replied with his puffy eyes.

Yes, Kinan from then on continued to tell about his own shame. Starting from the sense of tightness that he had been craving until the happiness of what makes Kinan feel the aroma of peace from behind the events that happened to him. Expressing all emotions to Fahad, of course, hearing the story has made Fahad feel the burden of what Kinan bears.

Menci*um Kinan's unclad top with a headscarf, straight black hair scented with perfume hypnotizes Fahad to be constantly nearby. Clutching Kinan's tiny body and letting Kinan play his fingers, the couple who had not long been tied in the sacred bond was getting more and more intimate when spending time with each other.

The story makes Fahad very anxious to punch the face of the students who always bully Kinan, who, though Fahad knows that replying to evil with evil will give birth to haters and it is true what Kinan says on the sidelines tells it all, that silence is a sharp weapon that will stab his enemy when the time has come.

"Oh yes, btw Pak—."

"Don't call me that. I'm now your husband, call me as you please that's nice to hear. Say, baby, hubby, that's."

Kinan did not reply, he displayed his sinless face and again hid the face in the chest of Fahad's field like that. "I suddenly thought of the woman who used to be, if not the wrong name Marsha. So, who are you, honey?"

Hearing that, Fahad was a little surprised. Because, Kinan suddenly asked the woman, Marsha. Fahad instantly smiled as his hands gently stroked Kinan's hair. "She was a woman who used to get bullying because of her appearance, so I helped her not anything but I felt sorry for her. So, that's when every time I look at her I always come to her aid."

"Do you love him?"

"Of course not! You are a stupid question, honey!"

Kinan chuckles. "So she had changed, her face was beautiful, kept white again where smooth again. Different from the old days she was even better and also beautiful," she said with her hands busy playing Fahad's fingers.

Fahad snorted in annoyance, and Kinan could have said so. "Despite that, isn't every human being going to change over time. Why am I tempted by her looks? Your beautiful face has stunned me even you are the woman I have loved so far."

Kinan then puffed his face so that the eyes of the two met each other and threw a glance. "Am I really pretty!"

"Of course you're beautiful!"

"Then, I'll give you an appreciation for saying I'm beautiful." Kinan then menci*um cheeks Fahad brief as his promise.

That behavior suddenly makes Fahad silent sculpt, somehow the behavior of Kinan who had just become his wife was so coveted. He smiled displaying a row of neat and clean teeth. "It's not fair to be short!"

"Fine dong!" kinan firmly does not accept.

"No!" reject Fahad.

Kinan took a deep breath and exhaled it. "Then tell me about your past. It's not fair that I tell the story!" He deliberately shifted the subject.

"Why should you, Kinan? The past should be past and not discussed. Our job after marriage is to focus on the present, not the past."

"Yes I know, but somehow I remembered the woman who almost wanted to propose to you. I heard that from Brother Hafsah, he said when you went to boarding school there was a woman from the businessman's son who wanted to have you, and you rejected him on the grounds that there was a heart to be guarded. But, I'm not too sure." Kinan scolded at length.

"Did Hafsah tell it all the way to its roots or what?" ask Fahad and get the trousers from Kinan.

"So gini the story, I'm the most popular santri than Alsaki because I'm handsome than others ...."

Kinan heard the word 'handsome' that was ejected from Fahad's mouth immediately did not hold back his laughter, it made Fahad stop the story and glanced at Kinan in wonder. "Why?"

"No, no! Just continue!"

"Why do you continue?" Conscious Kinan when looking at Fahad continued to pay attention to him.

Fahad then shook his head quickly and blinked both of his eyes. "So gini, because I'm the most popular so many women who like me include him. So, the woman shot me the way her family came to propose. However, I refused for that reason somehow I admired you so much, that it made me almost crazy for your stubbornness and even your sense of empathy. That's where I turned him down."

"I'm a wayward you say?"

"Yes, at that time you were very popular among men because you were quite stubborn until Alsaki dizzy seven-round saw it. But, I don't know why I like it because I've met you in the past?"

"Neighbor!"

"Hahaha .. Anyway I rejected him that way, now it is no longer important to discuss. Now I love you, Kinan."

Kinan then smiled and narrowed his eyes to look for the lie gap from Fahad's face, but all that was said was the sincerity of his calm and pleasing-looking face. "Thank you, honey!"

Fahad did not comment on Kinan's words, he pulled Kinan's body back for him to hold and whispered something that made Kinan's face red as a boiled crab. So that the behavior made Kinan drown his face to hide his misbehavior and nodded quickly.

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Brak!

"Sorry, I didn't mean it!" cynical Barakka after bumping into a woman who was none other than Rosa, the woman at the ceremony dropped her sister-in-law who was none other than Kinan.

The food brought by Rosa contained pop noodles and iced tea drinks that fell due to Barakka. Rosa instantly snide the face of Barakka who is the younger sister of her class. "Gue won't forgive you until you replace it more!"

"more? Though the price of food that you buy is only ten thousand, but ask for more compensation," Barakka said.

"Loe who the hell is it? Calling me impolite, you're a junior high should have more respect for upperclassmen! You have no manners!"

"Oh, yes, I don't have manners. But, who used to teach me to be like this and I imitate it? Of course it must be the upperclassman."

The students who did not hear the talk of two people, Barakka and Rosa, the two men threw each other a loud satire like a loss of ethics. Students saw it immediately became siding, moreover, Rosa's friend also listened to the objections of the two and entered to divorce the two, even Barakka's close friend also intervened.

"Hey, stop! Not polite, Bar!" rehan said while holding Barakka's shoulder so that the handsome man stopped.

But, unfortunately Barakka did not menubris gazes elangnya focus on staring at the rotten face Rosa where the face was made up thick, with lip polish as much as a hundred times. "Don't touch Kinan's brother, if it still touches him wait for my vengeance!"

"Huh, what did you say? Kinan? Who is Loe Kinan? A boyfriend? Well, this sia*lan guy is apparently the girlfriend of a woman pela*cur!" teasing Rosa.

Byurs!

"Well! Anj*ir!" shocked Rosa because Barakka splashed her mineral water into Rosa's smooth face with a very rough and of course the water into the nasal cavity and cause severe pain in the head, it Rosa felt pain.

Two friends Barakka immediately surprised more, he immediately stopped the action Barakka who had begun to ignite emotions. "Eh, loe! Don't think so, don't go to senior! Mensing loe redain used to tantrum loe!" rulli panics and immediately pulls Barakka with Rehan.

But Barakka's body was locked so hard that two of her friends couldn't pull her more. Barakka threw her friend's arms violently and stood right in front of Rosa and smiled cynically.

Two friends Rosa immediately silent can not do anything because both of them see the look of Barakka's face like his emotions are already at the top. "Rosa, mending—."

"How dare you, you don't have manners!" Amuk Rosa with a reddened face.

"Gue respects people who are high adab rather than loe who are minimal adab! I warn you again, if you still dare to touch Kinan's feet I don't hesitate to reduce loe's hand bones!" Barakka then left Rosa who was still angry, but when compared to her she was much more angry than Rosa.

"Sia*lan, find out she's!" tell Rosa and leave the canteen.

While the students who witnessed the incident to the end, whispered to each other about what happened. Making Ningsih as well as Rosa's friend look at them with a sharp gaze. "If you're still talking about it, I don't hesitate to kill you!"

Hearing the threat from Ningsih the students instantly fell silent and returned to his place as before and forgot what happened as if nothing had happened, because they knew who Rosa was even her two friends knew about it.