My Soulmate's
Disillusioned
Forgiveness is the best revenge, even if it hurts, but it will all pass with time. Trying to repair a broken heart, reviving a heart that has become the stone of proof is in you, namely from your version of revenge.
Although Kinan knew, forgiving the mistakes of others that made him sick even very sick made him very difficult to forget. But for Kinan, it hurts so much more to hold a grudge. Because, Kinan does not want the nature of revenge was born to his son later which in the end the debt of parents must be paid off by the attitude of his own son.
Kkkrrriiinngg!
The sound of the final break bell rang, the students and teachers who were busy teaching in their classes immediately ended the activity of providing knowledge and developing knowledge. Now, one by one students began flocking out to run various activities usually.
While in the cafeteria that slowly began to be filled with students, Kinan was sitting enjoying the orange ice he ordered was immediately shocked by Ita, students with one class with which has the look of judges do not care about the circumstances around.
"Astagfirullah, it's normal, Ita," said Kinan. "Luckily I've been nelen, if not loe's responsibility has made me choke."
"Hehehe .. loe's end is serious," kekeh Ita.
"Hhhmmm ..," dehem Kinan again focused on drinking his iced orange. Although Kinan knew, Ita was not always involved in the bullying affairs sometimes when his gaze met, Kinan always tried to be fine because he knew the meaning of the gaze given by Ita.
"Kin, may I speak?"
"Why?"
"I'm actually going to apologize for these three years, every time I see you being hurt by an uncivilized person I feel a terrible pain even when I look at you I feel sorry for you. Loe is capable but why do you want to be able to balesin their actions, Kin. Honestly Kin, I feel sorry whenever I ignore you I feel like a coward and a loser. Once when, loe watered by them I really want to ngebelain loe, I really want to bring loe to a place that can make loe calm. But, I remembered their saying that if I interfered everything was threatened. So I beg you, I'm sorry Kinan ..," said Ita as she lowered her tears powerless to withstand the pain of the most profound.
"Gue also wanted to apologize, Kinan," said Brayen suddenly.
Ita who heard that did not care, the regret to Kinan was so high. If only time played back Ita would do all sorts to save Kinan even though the threat was life. Brayen sat next to Ita with his face down.
Kinan who saw his two best friends, especially listening to Ita's sincere words made him unable to hold back his laughter. "Hey, come! Why are you apologizing? You guys, it's not wrong, so come on what does that mean? Apologizing?" kekeh Kinan.
Ita and Brayen compactly stared at Kinan making Kinan back again silent, after a few seconds of laughter. "Why again?"
"Aren't you angry?" ask Ita.
"Anged he is, even disappointed he is," Kinan replied casually making his two friends back down again. Seeing that, Kinan shook his head and restrained his lips so as not to laugh.
Meanwhile, from behind the cafeteria noticed three people instantly sharing his smile. "Keep happy, Kinan, My wife, my Midwife," murmured Fahad immediately back to his class and disengaged his intention.
"But, just so you know. No matter how much I look at my friends who look at me like pity I still don't care about the atmosphere even I feel fine so whenever I see people looking at me like pity, I feel sorry, I have to look fine. So, you have no need to think, I'm nothing," explained Kinan while describing his sweet smile as if a heavy burden hit as if it did not feel even light for him to carry.
"Kinan, loe why? What is your heart made of? I want you to bales my deeds however it is, Kin! I beg you, punish me," said Ita with a face that was still down.
Kinan smiled and clasped Ita's hand, so that the gazes of the two met. "Well if it's loe, I'll punish loe."
"What's that?" ita asked with tears that kept flooding her ecotys face.
"Change your attitude, be a better person for today and in the future. That's my punishment for loe, easy, isn't it?" Kinan again smiled at Ita until his eyes narrowed due to the sincerity of his heart.
'Even I see that smile, it makes me intimidated. But, loe's advice made me even more aware. How much I'm a loser. If I knew your feelings, maybe I had changed completely because of the softness of your heart, Ita's inner heart with a face that is still filled with regret.
"Keep what about me? I also have one wrong, even when I loe one car with Mr. Fahad I spread false rumors, I regret afterwards," said Brayen turned his gaze to another direction. Honestly, Brayen was so impressed, he was willing to write a million words of apology because Brayen realized if it had made a heart of a person was disappointed it would be difficult to get an apology from him.
"Gue told you, Bray! I'm sorry you two even in the same class. But, that does not mean my forgiveness is all one hundred percent but fifty percent. Why did I say that? Because, if you want to get my forgiveness one hundred percent you should be able to change your attitude for the better again," said Kinan who emphasized peace and tranquility.
The sincere gaze of Kinan managed to get Brayen and Ita swept away in his calm soul of a Kinan. Keduanha's lips silenced no one spoke, his pajir washed into the imagination. The atmosphere again creates silence, nothing is said only the sound of the clang of the spoon of the students who are filling their empty stomachs.
"Alright, if it's a punishment from Loe. I will try my best to force myself to be better. But, can we be friends, Kinan?" tanya Ita broke the silence after a few seconds as her mind digested every word of Kinan as if it had a point.
"Yes, Kinan. I'll do it, so can't we be friends?" brayen asked, too.
Kinan did not answer that, a smile clearly reflected on his cross face. He glanced at a man with official clothes standing behind a wall, even Kinan realized that Fahad was watching him as if he did not want painful events to happen to him. So Kinan prefers not to know and in his heart chuckles amusedly. 'If you want to hide the true minimum, ' Inner Kinan and again looked at two people who regretted his actions.
"Don't ask me like that, I've considered you my friend without having to ask."
"Besplen?" kinan asked in astonishment.
"That's it, slang, Kinan. Besplen said Best Friend so digaulin Besplen," replied Brayen.
Kinan chuckled amusedly hearing it. "All right."
The three people threw stories at each other, Kinan's laughter again shining the color of his club. The pain was instantaneously not felt, even the three people began to acclimate themselves as if starting to correct their mistakes from this second. A cheerful laughter colored Kinan after his days were filled with smiles of pain, now thanks to the path that Kinan always involved God so that the path was made easier finally implemented.
Barakka who saw Kinan from a distance just smiled, her gaze could not be separated from Kinan. Because, this was the first time Kinan could laugh loosely and happily. 'May happiness always be with you, Brother, ' Inner Barakka and again talk with some people who are his friends.
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"I don't want to be with him, Mom! I don't deserve him, Mom!" frustrated screams Hafsah echoed to fill the room and its contents.
"Son, he will accept you. Alsaki's mother is a good person, she will accept you" Fatimah said, trying to convince her youngest daughter.
"No, I refuse anyway!" emphatically Hafsah with clear liquid leached from her beautiful eye fertilizers. His heart kept stirring between wanting and rejecting. Alsaki who he so admired always threw away Hafsah, for him he did not deserve him. But on one hand, poor boy.
"Sir, please accept him. I'm sure she will accept Adek" Rizki said.
"No, Ka," rejected Hafsah with a sense of claustrophobia.
Just close your eyes. "Dad believes Alsaki will accept you, he told me since he was in the hospital. That he doesn't care about what happens to you, even she also found out about your pregnancy accidentally because when my mother was tangent so that I told her to not realize that the conversation had been heard to Alsaki's ears."
Yes, Budi told everything and felt touched by Alsaki's speech about the child conceived by Hafsah. For Alsaki, whether the child who was conceived by Hafsah he will give love as a father even though it is not his flesh and blood. Until it does not feel clear liquid escapes from my eyes Budi, when Alsaki says he will propose to Hafsah without involving his past even Alsaki wants to marry him not because of pity but love that comes as the most beautiful gift.
Hafsah was stunned to hear that, his heart was so overcrowded as if it felt the seed of love growing. He has no power to block the sobs of tears. He fell in love with Alsaki from the first time he met in the pesantren, that's when Hafsah never stopped praying hoping to unite with him. But, destiny says another Hafsah must unite according to its path of provisions. He lowered his head with a blank look full of tears, squeezing the strong robe not to mention with trembling lips restraining the soul's scream.
Fatimah understood the feeling of her youngest daughter, she clasped the child affectionately stroking the soft knob of her head and kissed him with affection. Although Fatimah knew that Hafsah was an adult, but in the eyes of Fatimah Hafsah was a precious little girl. "You know how you feel, son."
"I'm just scared ...," said Hafsah.
"He's very nice, son. Believe me," answered Budi also felt what was felt by Hafsah, while Rizki just lowered her head.
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Bruk!
Prangs!
'Sia*lan, failed my plan! The drink spilled, ' the inner woman in black berserba dress was exactly like an employee working in the canteen of a foundation school.
"Astagfirullah," said Barakka immediately helped the female employee and tidied up the fallen drink. "I'm not on purpose, I'm sorry."
The female employee was the same age as Barakka, only she dropped out of school due to the family economy. He immediately stood up and stared cynically in his heart. "It's okay."
"I'm sorry, Ma'am" said Barakka.
"Yes it's okay" Tisya said and smiled.
Barakka who had finished cleaning it, he immediately offered some red sheet money as his replacement. Tisya who was forced to finally accept Barakka's spare money, and say thank you and immediately oergi with annoyed feelings mixed. 'Fuck again, fail again!' his inner.
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Thank you for reading when the story is not as fun or as cool as others because I am still learning, especially I say a sincere thank you to those who give criticism and suggestions that build🤗❤
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