
After Alsaki returned home to prepare all the tasks. The uniform is green, coupled with a brown color like the army uniform has been Alsaki wear. There was a heart that would not willingly leave the woman who had just been slaughtered a few hours ago, instantly making a clear liquid powerless to hold a full dam of water.
Hafsah who was conscious when the Ashar Adhan arrived and did not find Alsaki until the time isya reverberated. The two were met when the time gave one hour to the two people who were bound in the agreement of agreement.
Hafsah did not change Alsaki's words, somehow his lips felt difficult to move even his throat was difficult to make a beautiful sound. So as his successor, Hafsah glanced at Alsaki and looked at the man who was confronting him.
"Haaah, I'm sorry. I got a call from the commander, that it was all accelerated. So, I didn't think I'd be leaving tomorrow morning actually tonight."
"If I may be honest, I want to say that my heart is not ready to accept everything. If I can, I want to take that trauma away with you and not with anyone else."
Alsaki who was sitting on the sofa room, now walked over to Hafsah who was sitting on the mattress with his face down holding back tears. He sat his butt next to Hafsah and smiled bitterly, his heart so sore it hurts even more to accept everything. "Don't worry, I'll always be there for you."
Again and again Hafsah did not answer the question, his two fingers squeezing each other. The heart that is always pumping so that the state of the self is always stable immediately stops beating. "Thank you."
Alsaki then nodded Hafsah's hand which every time touched by the opposite sex is always cold, now the temperature of Hafsah's hand is very different. Kiss the back of Hafsah's hand with love and hope from his wife, as if Hafsah would give a prayer for her. True, which wife does not want to pray for her husband when his household wants to be full of blessing.
The key to family harmony for Alsaki and Hafsah is to pray for each other and commit to good things. The problem is solved until the roots are the key to household relationships in addition to the affairs of the bed that only capitalize on love while the responsibilities are ignored.
Alsaki who had kissed the back of Hafsah's hand now turned his hand to the stomach of Hafsah, stroking him with affection even Alsaki was not ashamed to have a child that was not his flesh and blood. For Alsaki, there is no illegitimate child just because the child is the result of zi*na but what makes the illegal relationship is not his child.
Because all children are born in a state of nature and holiness, it is the parents of the child who make the child like that. Therefore, the child conceived by Hafsah Alsaki considers him as a child even Alskai did not hesitate to give the best prayer for his children. Although Alsaki knew who the father of the child was, for Alsaki the man would not be responsible for giving a decent to the child.
"Hey, Son. I'll go on duty on the Borneo border. You're in there don't make your mother sick, keep comforting her, son."
"Why did you accept it?" Hafsah tried to dare to ask so, because Hafsah hated the presence of the seed that now grows into a fetus.
Hearing that, Alsaki immediately looked into Hafsah's eyes with a difficult gaze to guess even that gaze interpreted a deep meaning as if it did not care about the time. "Must I repeat my words? I accept him as my son even though he is not my blood, for me a child is still a child who has the same rights as adults. I don't care about that time to make you pregnant, for me that time was just a passing wind. So even though he's different from me, I'm still the one who's gonna be the father to him."
"But, do you know? I hate him with his presence!" Isak Hafsah clasped Alsaki's other hand.
"Why should you hate? Don't you believe my words that I accept your past?"
"It's not like that ...."
"Then what? Do I have to hate innocent children too? Should I hate him? No Hafsah I can't, for me the child is fitrah it's just the path through which it carries destiny for us, I don't know what it is. So, stop blaming everything including the child conceived by you, if you can you want that child to be my flesh and blood then I will do it after the child is born, how?" obviously Alsaki unconsciously his last sentence contained a source of jokes for Hafsah.
Hafsah who had not been aware of Alsaki's last words, immediately his mind digested the words as if Alsaki's words had a point. That the child is not wrong let alone himself, so why take revenge on the innocent.
"True you said."
Alsaki smelled his smile, when he heard the words of Hafsah just now as if he did not realize the end of the sentence containing joking material so that hearing it made Alsaki anxious with the behavior of Hafsah like an innocent child who lost his sense of humor. "You're really worried!"
"Why is that?"
"Aren't you aware of the last sentence that I said, huh?" alsaki asked, squinting his eyes as if digesting the gaze of Hafsah, fearing that Hafsah was lying.
"No, anyways your words have a point. You said the boy was fitrah just the path he went through brought destiny for us. Is there anything less?" ask plain hafsah.
Alsaki immediately chuckled and shook his head. "Yes!"
"Hhmmm ..," dehem Hafsah turned his face towards the window that was covered with curtains.
"Have not pouted that, would you not want to display your sweet smile for me? I don't have much time left, 15 minutes left." Snuggle Alsaki from the bed he was sitting in and turn to the mirror to fear his handsome face smudged something.
"Why did I feel like time was so cruel, I just became your wife a few hours ago now I have to keep my distance from the LDR. I think time is not on my side, so speed up the sound of the second. Therefore, if time can talk I want to scold him why the heart to separate me with the figure of a man who forced me to forget that time for the sake of me to come back again carving a smile."
"Even if I can, I want to take time and even try to rewind it. Because, my heart is not ready to let you off duty. I want you to accompany my psychological therapy, because seeing you and looking at you has made me feel my heartbeat stop and my bad thoughts are forgotten when the sound of whispers continues to echo with your beautiful voice I realize."
"If you can, I want to take longer with you" Hafsah said at length with his gaze pointing at Alsaki who was looking in the mirror.
Hafsah lowered his head and hid all the expressions and emotions that controlled him while receiving Alsaki's hand and got up from his seat. As the two stood, his body faced each other. The sound of the heart continues to beat fast, even the sound of breathing spoils the sense of hearing of both people.
"Let me tweet*ummu for the last time there," asked Alsaki while pointing bi*beer ranum Hafsah.
Hearing that, Hafsah's face immediately changed like a boiled crab when the net met Alsaki's beautiful eyes that were slightly narrowed. Hafsah's lips were silent, only a small nod to the head of the omen allowed her husband Alsaki to do just that. 'Hopefully I forgot about the breng*sek!' inner Hafsah.
Alsaki smiled while displaying a row of clean teeth, his hands holding the friendly waist Hafsah immediately changed and moved the position to the back of Hafsah so that Hafsah pushed a little. The distance between the two was like a stamp, no distance away from the two.
The cup!
Alsaki menci*um bi*bir Hafsah very slowly, he also felt the body of Hafsah tremble as if the trauma was still there. So, Alsaki stopped him for a while and whispered right in Hafsah's ear. "This is your husband, I feel what you feel. If it hurts forgive me."
Hearing the whisper at once Hafsah opened his eyes after closing as if trying to forget about the time, so that the neutrals both threw eyes at each other and Hafsah nodded. "I'm fine."
Alsaki smiled and again continued his action, menci*um Hafsah's lips very gently until second by second both washed away in the game. So that the ci*uman slowly became commonplace, even Hafsah opened his mouth to let Alsaki do everything, but Hafsah did not want to lose so he dared to reply to Alsaki's actions by balancing.
After the two were satisfied enough and released the link, the sound of breathing was still felt. Hafsah is looking for oxygen air that is almost crowded due to Alsaki's game. Meanwhile, Alsaki smiled his thumb wiped bi*bir Hafsah and again whispered. "Thank you, after our son was born I wanted to do that."
"Ah already! Quickly leave after two minutes," explained Hafsah not what he meant but to hide his nervousness due to hearing Alsaki's words.
"All right, let's get down. I have to say goodbye to them," said Alsaki immediately clasping Hafsah's hand to get out of the room.
In the living room, there were 7 people busy chatting warmly even Alsaki also saw Kinan continue to laugh along with family harmony. The instantaneous sound of warmth spoiled Alsaki to stay home and leave the task that was her responsibility, but the pledge could not be denied except in an emergency.
"Oh, they have just come down" Kinan said as he realized two men who had just been bound in the void descended from Hafsah's room. Not to forget also Kinan his gaze was distracted at the amazing sight, that is, the two grasped tightly to each other, making Kinan smile as if prayers and hopes for Hafsah had been heard.
"Gee, newlyweds!" ledek Fahad and chuckles.
"Have not joked mute, look it's 9 o'clock!" Harsa reminded his family, especially Alsaki, not the intention of expelling or anything like that, but Alsaki must leave and must arrive at the destination before being dispatched to his real destination.
"Alright, first of all I want to apologize and thank you. Enough so," said Alsaki briefly densely and clearly the important thing they know the point.
"Excite, Brother!"
"Excite, weii!"
"Spirit!"
"Be careful and go home safe!"
Hearing all sorts of words from them, Alsaki returned their words with a smile that continued to carve her face. There is a sense of sadness, pleasure, disappointment, and must be one so that the atmosphere can be said to be in the same four emotions. Hafsah tightened his grip as if he didn't want that to happen, Alsaki who felt it code with a glance and smiled.
"Oh yes, I must leave immediately," said Alsaki immediately crucifying the middle-aged hands, Fatimah, Budi, Harsa, and Ibha. Don't forget his brother and sister. Lastly Hafsah crucifies the back of Alsaki's hand, then Alsaki menci*um Hafsah's forehead.
"Be careful and come home safe, I will wait for you" said Hafsah.
Alsaki smiled and immediately came out and followed by his two extended families, he immediately boarded his black car and started the engine. Not to forget too, Alsaki lowered the car window so it looks after that he drove his car while pressing the horn button sign that he will leave soon.
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