My Soulmate's

Remembering ILONA

'Night flakes

Fine vibrations

Straighten

In this second

I want to cover

Lonely shadows

I lost your shadow

I'm sweeping your former shadow

I'm still like yesterday

Waiting in silence

But you're not flinching

Heading towards me

I don't know

Maybe I should pass

Giving up on time

Because I'm in you

Just as a pseudo-figure

I'm quite standing here

Without anything about you

(Supercik Harapan, Works: Yuningtias)'

The sound of poetry chanting from behind the speakers of Fahad's private room echoes into the sense of hearing. The beautiful and sedentary voice managed to hypnotize Fahad who was still asleep in his sleep behind his blanket. Kinan who was ready with his school uniform immediately looked dizzy at Fahad's deep sleep behavior. Fortunately the wall clock shows at 06.03 am a sign that there is still a lot of time, even the distance from the school house only takes a few minutes.

Rutintas Kinan again meets the longing of noiseless, listening to poetry every morning to encourage the heart that is still turbulent with the peace even the longing soul continues to rebel to get out his emotions. Yes, somehow Kinan missed his family.

"Honey awake," said Kinan patting gently on Fahad's cheek.

"Geez!" hoarse Fahad while stretching his body and staring at Kinan sticky then closed his eyes again.

Kinan saw that instantly annoyed and threw his breath riled up. "Honey let's wake up and open the brist again."

"Kiss first," Fahad said in a hoarse voice.

Hearing that Kinan immediately chuckled amusedly, he immediately grabbed the mark of Fahad's entire face by showering him with a kiss so as to leave the point that it always becomes opium. The eyes, forehead, nose, cheeks, all parts of the face were already marked by Kinan. "It."

"There is something too late" chirped Fahad when he realized there was something left, he immediately justified his position to sit down and so that the bodies of the two faced each other.

Kinan screeched in wonder. "Through what?"

The cup!

Fahad did not answer Kinan's question, he moved his face to kiss Kinan's bi*beer ranum which always made him opiate even has become a habit. Menci*um Kinan while Kinan kept quiet did not reply, letting Fahad play as he pleased. Over time Fahad changed it to luma*tan, Kinan who was just silent now retaliates to compensate the two.

Long enough the two interlocked in the morning about fifteen minutes finally Fahad ended and smiled even Fahad did not forget to remove the trace just now with his thumb. Meanwhile, Kinan was busy looking for additional oxygen after being spent on the morning incident.

"H, baby! Bi*beer I'm so swollen," said Kinan.

"Not really, it seems to be too big to be small" said Fahad.

"Udah ah, I want to go to the dining table .. I wait there," said Kinan mixed nervously because his face was still red due to Fahad's actions.

"But why is your face red? Do you want some more?"

Plaque!

"Assww..mr ...!" whinek Fahad because Kinan hit his arm so hard, that Fahad was in so much pain.

"That's so! Lepasin dong," Kinan protest.

Fahad immediately let go of his hand that was still holding Kinan's shoulder and laughed innocently. "All right, I'm gonna take a shower first."

"Yes," Kinan replied immediately getting up from his morning seat and tidying up the mattress after Fahad had passed to the bathroom to clean himself up.

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After school, the activities of the students and teachers will begin soon. In the office Fahad busy reading and understanding the learning that will take place, immediately realized by the sound of knocking on the door. Fahad immediately replied, "get in!"

The brown door opened, featuring a female figure in her uniform. Long pants, even the arms are long but not applicable to the veil because the veil is wrapped around the neck.

"What's wrong?" ask Fahad to the point after seeing who came.

"No, I just wanted to greet you, Fahad," Marsha replied.

"If that's all, please come out. I was busy for the learning to take place" Fahad explained coldly.

"Is the woman you were with at that time your lover?"

"Why are you asking that?" ask Fahad.

"If so, don't you know that he's so wayward because he hates math" Marsha said.

"Then what's the connection?" asked Fahad again with a cold expression.

Hearing that Fahad took a deep breath and let go, rubbing his face violently his mind which was filled with words of annoyance, anger, raging into one. "Is there really a problem that someone wears a ring on their ring finger?"

"Of course, because it signifies that you're engaged or married" Marsha explained.

Fahad smiled cynically. "Huh? You're so stupid, Marsha."

"So it's just accessories?"

"Stop your stale bases, and do your job. I don't want to be disturbed." Fahad looked coldly at Marsha and smiled kindly as usual.

However, instead of Marsha coming out of Fahad's room, she walked towards Fahad's bench. Placing both of his hands on the table, he looked at Fahad with a seductive look. Making Fahad sick of even returning to staring cynically, letting him do as he pleases.

"I'm sure you're hiding something from me about that woman."

"If there's no work, I say yes!" fahad said while carrying the class X package book he had learned, and left Marsha in the study room.

While Marsha looked at Fahad's wide back which slowly began to disappear and smiled cunningly as if it had a plan of what it was. "It's not that easy, Fahad."

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In the class that Fahad was studying, the class was a Barakka class where he studied white ash. In accordance with the majors he pursued, Fahad never forbade Barakka to want what he wanted as long as he had to be ready to bear the consequences. The journey to happiness must pass through all kinds of obstacles in a bold way.

The ideals of Barakka made Fahad remember and smile, how not Barakka so wanted to make himself a detective well, how else the ideals of a person must be realized at any cost.

Entering the class and saying greetings, also getting a reply from them with a burning spirit. He immediately launched his action to provide some of the science he learned during his lecture in the famous city of Jakarta. One by one Fahad gave some of his knowledge for approximately thirty minutes and left fifteen minutes for students to do their duties.

"Well, please work on the next page and I'll give you fifteen minutes" Fahad said.

"What's all about, sir?" ask one of the students.

"No, pick one that you think is easy at least one out of ten questions. But, if the same thing can be nothing," explained Fahad and smiled.

He looked around at the students who were working on the tugan painstakingly, there were also those who helped each other make Fahad smile. Akat however, when the glance of his eyes fell on Barakka yanh was working on the matter with an uninspired body immediately screeched in wonder. Barakka never behaved like a lethargic person when he was solving problems and only happened today.

Fifteen minutes passed, one by one the students gathered the assignments given by Fahad until finally the break bell rang. "Because the time is up, please do the page work afterwards at home and I'll bring your exercise notebook with me."

"Good, Sir!" compact them in unison.

"Oh yes, Barakka help me" Fahad told Barakka and got an answer to his first brother and immediately carried out his orders.

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While in Kinan class, after the bell had ended he preferred to take the rice prepared by Bi Ijah and bring it to the room where Fahad was. A three-level rice box with a balanced side dish, not to forget also Kinan described his sweet smile because segrea met with Fahad after two hours spent learning the first lesson.

Kinan's friend who saw it immediately screeched in wonder, because Kinan never brought food and now just nonggol. Siska who saw that approached Kinan and stopped the steps that remained a few more steps immediately came out.

"Where are you going?"

"You eat" Kinan answered briefly.

"Just a second!" tell Siska to approach Kinan. "Buyin I used to have fried noodles with sweet tea" he continued.

"Buy it yourself, I want to eat first, "Short Kinan is cold.

"Oh so, you fight huh? Then here's your food for me!" hardik Siska until Kinan back a few steps due to his actions.

"Return!" firmly Kinan displays his cold face due to Siska pulling a container of food that contains food to eat with Fahad, because the two did not have time to eat breakfast because Fahad was too comfortable spending his time together.

"Well, who doesn't want to obey anyway. He told me to buy fried noodles doang still interested, so I take it I have loe worm I starve because of loe-lolak my manuhan," cynical Siska.

"Where is the money then? I'll buy it, just don't touch any of that food!" Kinan tried to neutralize his emotions, between angry and sad into one.

"Pake money loe lah," siska's lips. "Hurry away before I run out of loe!"

Kinan immediately went to the cafeteria, with mixed feelings of anger and sadness. His classmates are famous for being a little bit so with him, when they joined he did not hesitate to make Kinan feel the suffering that is so bad. 'I'm sorry, because of me you became like this, ' Inner Kinan with footsteps continued to walk up to the cafeteria and ordered the one that was in line with Kinan's request.

About twenty minutes Kinan spent, convinced that Fahad and Barakka were waiting for him at the office to fill an empty stomach. Fortunately there was still about fifteen minutes before the next lesson bell came in, both of Kinan's hands were busy holding trays filled with wrapped fried noodles and sweet tea drinks according to Siska's order. He immediately entered the classroom and how surprised Kinan when what was going on in his class.

Bruk!

"What's this?" surprised Kinan until Siska's order fell down until it spilled out.

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"What did you call me?" ask Barakka to the point after entering Fahad's room.

Fahad turned his head and displayed his furious face. "What's wrong with you? Why aren't you excited as usual?" ask Fahad.

Barakka closed her eyes, somehow the tightness of holding back the longing made her unable to bear. "No, I'm just thinking of Dania's sister."

"Dania ...," said Fahad, who was swept away in the Barakka disaster.

"Yes, I miss Dania. Why did he leave without saying a word, I really missed him. Have you met or something?" The longing that had always been dammed finally came out as well, there was a slight sense of relief in Barakka's soul after revealing that which always disturbed her mind and mood.

Fahad shakes his head in response that he has not met not even knowing the whereabouts of Dania. "I'm tired of looking for it, so don't worry Barakka I've given it all to my friend. So let's pray that he's okay."

"Well, how's it going, Bang?" barakka asked with mounting emotions, as if the patience he had been holding never subsided even the patience was immediately replaced with a huff that made Barakka finally shed tears. The man is very weak when it comes to his older brother, especially Dania because Barakka grew and developed in his care rather than both parents because both are busy taking care of the foundation.

"I'll tell you later well, please be patient a little more Barakka," said Fahad patting Barakka's shoulder and pulling her into the deck. The two brothers always pour out all the burdens they bear, as if childhood is repeated by carving a longing heart.

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Thank you to the readers who supported my first beginner work ...

May the goodness of all be reciprocated more, and also may the days that all pass always end happily a lot of wisdom in each step❤