My Silver Star's

My Silver Star's
Lucky Rain's



The cries of the black clouds covered the smile of the sun ...


"Crazy! It's raining today hu hu hu"


Sora's complaint doesn't bother me at all, in this comfortable classroom when it's raining it's better to just sleep. But instead of feeling sleepy I was still thinking about senior Jo's smile, I guess I should ask about senior Jo to Sora. Will Sora be suspicious? Ah stupid, I was just curious about senior Jo instead of liking her.


"Hey Sora, instead of ranting since you slept there." I said to Sora


"Wake me up when I get home!" Sora replied with a smile as if this Sora had a lot of expression, it could change so quickly.


"Yes ... But, I want to ask you something."


"You're like a shrimp behind a rock, what do you want to ask?"


"Do you know senior Jo?"


Sora's expression changed, his face was like a very curious detective. For a moment he was silent, like weighing something before answering.


"Do you like him?"


"Who?"


"YOU'RE OLIVIA KIM!"


"Ssttt! Keep your voice down! Who do I like?"


"YOU LIKE SENIOR JO?" Sora asked me with an expression of restraining anger and annoyance.


"Yes not! I was just wondering, do you know anything about him?"


"How do you know senior Jo's name?"


"WHY ARE YOU EVEN ASKING?"


"I'M CURIOUS TOO!"


"I DIDN'T ASK!"


"Yes yes I will tell you about senior Jo, but you also have to tell me about you know her, ok?"


"Nrush ..."


It turns out that asking about senior Jo to Sora is more complicated than I thought. What is senior Jo? What was? I was just wondering, God!


"So senior Jo has the full name Jo Eunbyul ..."


"I know his name."


"Wait a minute, don't cut my talk! So, this senior Jo is rumored to be a chaebol and also has a business in his own name!"


"It's just a rumor, right?"


"What if it's true?!?!!?"


"Then? Is that all?"


"There's more! The reason why he's not too popular compared to senior Nam is because of last year's incident, since then people don't talk about him very often."


"Insiden?" I asked Sora out of curiosity


"There was an incident last year, but I can't tell you here you better find out for yourself."


"Of course I'll find out, I won't ask you."


"I'll wait for you to fly the white flag (give up) hahaha!"


Sora laughed happily looking forward to the day of my misfortune, yes .. the day I gave up looking for tau and asked him. But, the word 'incident' is still ringing in my head I think almost all the residents of this school know what happened last year. And the reason why it was hidden secretly there must be something behind it.


My seat was second from behind and right next to the window. I looked out the window at the rainwater from the black clouds as if I was erasing a trace. The trees and flowers were wet with rainwater, the tennis courts were wet with water, today the whole city is wet and inundated. I close my head to the closed window and exhale to create dew. Habits since childhood I like to carve in the window when it rains, the smell of petrichor is very concentrated or only I am aware of it? Class is still long over, I never feel this sad, there is a sense of curiosity, tired, sad, angry why everything is mixed into one.


.....


The clock shows at 08.59 PM before going home usually I like to go to the perpus to calm my mind. Hit this perpus is still not quiet visitors, many learn desperately until late at night. I picked up a book translated by The Golden Compass, since I used to love fantasy genre novels I think can calm the mind for a moment. As usual when reading I always listen to songs through earphones, Jackson Wang's voice sounded so firm in this song.


"... Let me block the rain for ya


Witness every moment


Let me go through All the pain for ya


Let me be the one to make you smile overcoming all the fear


Let me be there


Wiping all your tears for yes ..."


Slowly I open sheet by sheet the novels I read very late when reading especially while listening to music, I will have a fool with what is beside me. Up to page 64, someone was sitting in front of me with a lot of books, I didn't notice the guy just I saw so many books he must have been desperately studying. I continued reading, suddenly the person in front of me called me.


"Yes?"


I was a little stunned because the one who called me was senior Jo, I looked around why on so many tables he picked the table in front of me. Turns out the table around me is empty, then why ....


"Hey, am I bothering you?" senior Jo asked me who broke my daydream


"Ah, no .. It's okay."


"It seems like we've met, right? in front of the teacher's room? Ms Choi?"


"Yes right." I immediately removed my earphones


"Ah, here we are not yet officially acquainted hahaha, introduce my name Jo Eunbyul I am from class 3B, how about you?" senior Jo said as she extended her hand to me


"Hello senior Jo, my name is Olivia Kim I'm from class 2A transfer boy to be exact. Nice to meet you, and thank you for yesterday." I replied to senior Jo and greeted her hand politely


"Ah, yesterday's nothing, thank you back ya."


Senior Jo smiled like earlier, so sweet when smiling. After getting acquainted with senior Jo continued to study again, I also re-attached earphones and listened to music, only now I do not focus on reading novels. I noticed senior Jo who was in front of me, senior Jo had broad shoulders, her skin was not too white but her skin looked so good, her short haircut confirmed her appearance, his nose is sharp and the jaws of senior Jo shaped V line is so perfect but the face of senior Jo is rather wide so the jaw of his V line is not too visible at a glance. Senior Jo has monolid eyes, similar to the eyes of actor Jisoo, and Jo's eyebrows are thick. This person is 99% perfect then what is the incident that makes people reluctant to him again?


Huh! Why me? Why even pay attention to senior Jo ?!?! I continued reading the novel again, while still busy reading the novel suddenly senior Jo gripped me. I noticed that I removed the earphones and asked him.


"What's senior?"


"Aren't you going home? it's 10:00 PM."


"really? I have to go to tutoring, but it's still raining outside ..."


"Try asking your father or your mother to cancel today's tutoring, and go home because it's raining again."


"All right, I'll try, thanks senior Jo."


Senior did not reply and he just smiled, I called Appa to cancel the extra class tonight and went home. Appa said he'd pick me up, so I'd wait a little while.


"How's it?" ask senior Jo


"Dad said you could cancel an extra class today, and he'd pick me up later." Answer me


"I'll keep you company until your father comes."


"It's okay? Senior is not in a hurry?"


"It's all right."


I returned the books to the bookshelves according to the numbers, senior Jo also returned the books. I was preparing to go out with senior Jo who was accompanying me. We walked in the lobby and I took out an umbrella, but the senior didn't bring an umbrella.


"Did senior not carry an umbrella?" much


"It's okay, you just wear the umbrella and walk to the stop, then I'll run after you there."


"My body is enough for two people we wear together, after all, it's late what if tomorrow's senior gets sick?"


Senior was silent for a moment weighing the decision, then he agreed to wear an umbrella together. Senior held her umbrella and we walked slowly towards the stop. Actually the stop is not so far away just that today it rained very hard. I occasionally notice the look on senior's face that looks like a sad person, maybe just my feelings but I think his eyes are glazed or is this the effect of rain? Behold.


We've reached the stop, the weather tonight is very cold but luckily I brought a jacket. What about senior Jo?


"We'll wait for your father to come, I'll also wait for the last bus." Senior Jo said


"Thank you for accompanying me senior, aren't you cold?"


"It's okay I'm used to it, just sit down."


It was true, senior Jo was like a little daydreaming and the look in her eyes showed sadness. I got a chat notification from Appa who said that Appa was a little long. We waited a long time and we didn't even talk to each other. I don't know what to start and I'm still thinking about 'incidents' last year. What was the incident? I daydreamed and was sleepy and before long senior Jo opened her voice to start our conversation.


"Why do you want to talk to me?" ask senior Jo


I was a little stunned to hear that, indeed why would you chat with senior himself? Is that wrong? I paused for a moment before answering.


"I don't discriminate people, what's wrong with talking to seniors?"


"If you ever find out the truth about me, do you still want to talk to me?"


"Why not? Everyone has their own past ... It's not a reference to not talking to each other, it's funny."


"So yeah .. I hope you hold your word" senior Jo said with a bitter smile like there was something about last year's incident, but what was the incident?


Senior Jo's words are absurd, what's wrong with someone's past? The name of the past certainly has its good and bad, but it happened in the past does not need to be associated with the present. Senior Jo was like a different person, this afternoon while eating in the cafeteria he still looked warm like sunlight, and now he looked like he was bearing a very heavy burden on his shoulders. His face looked tired and sad, I think of the many people only I was aware of this, as if senior Jo was covering her weight under the cries of black clouds. Such a face, I wanted to comfort him but I still don't know what the incident was last year.


"Jo Prior ..."


"Yes?"


"Please smile, I don't like the look on senior's face that looks sad, I like the senior's smile. So warm and fun ... Like a sun smile."