My Silver Star's

First Snow

"What's? Did you say something?" Junsu asked who was riding a bicycle

"I ... I WANT TO EAT FRIED CHICKEN!"

"Now???"

"YESYY"

"Let's gooo."

.....

"Message me a spicy chicken ya chingu!" I said to him while patting him on the shoulder.

Junsu and I sat in the left corner by the window. It turned out to be a bit dark. Before stopping by the fried chicken restaurant we went around on a bike ride. It should feel hungry.

"Oi chingu!" Junsu's words surprised me a bit.

"Mwo?" I asked him

Junsu pointed his index finger out the window. Pointing out the window. The first snow came today. Whoa! So pretty! The first snow since my arrival to ginseng country. Unfortunately I saw the first snow not with the person I liked. But this chingu is so much fun and more than enough.

Time stopped when the first snow fell. Petite and pure white. I was hypnotized for a moment by the white matter falling from the sky.

"OI CHINGU! Let's eat!"

"Oh it's coming. Thank ye. Happy dinner ...!"

"Chingu, we should eat together often. Because we're neighbors ..."

I ordered a spicy chicken. Because I want to cry, yes cry. It's too sad to cry because of someone. I started eating the first bite, I don't think it's too spicy. But ...

"Oi chingu! Is it too spicy until you cry?" Junsu asked in surprise while giving me a tissue.

"Y-yeah ... Spicy hix very spicy hiks hyks."

"Ah~ me ... I'm stupid, but I seem to understand."

Junsu moved next to me and patted my shoulder. Just one bite and I cried. Maybe if we hadn't stopped by the restaurant earlier I'd been crying on the street.

"Slowly you'll get used to it, won't you? There's me here."

I stopped crying, wiped the tears with tissue and continued eating fried chicken. There was no conversation as long as we ate, not even until we got home.

.....

"Oi chingu! Where are you going to stop by?"

"No, we go home. I'm cold ..."

"Okeees"

Junsu drove me home. It seems my mother is home too. Today it feels very cold, tomorrow you have to wear a thick coat.

"Thank you for driving me home" I told Junsu

"Oh it's nothing. Tomorrow ... Want to go together? Volunteers ..."

"Why not? I'll bring you provisions for us."

"There's no need to do that, but if you force me not to refuse."

I turned around and went into the house. My mom was busy in front of her laptop. It was cold today, because it was snowing? Do I need to buy a scarf too? Looks like I have to get used to winter in Korea.

Finished bathing and drying my hair, I sat on the bed leading to the window. Again, it was dark. There is no point in counting the days.

DRRT

My phone rings, there's a call coming in from an unknown number. It was night, my finger was lazy to pick up the phone but my heart felt it had to pick up the phone. A liver? Do I still have a heart? I picked up the phone call, and deliberately kept quiet for a while.

"Hello? Eunsu?" Say someone from across there. The voice I so badly wanted to hear, I can't believe it! Have I slept? Am I dreaming?

"H-hello ...?" Answer me

"Correct ... My Eunsu answered."

Damnit damnit! I can't hold back any more tears. I clenched my hands and tried not to make a sound.

"Senior ... Nope. Jo Eun Byul-ssi suddenly called me."

"It looks like I can't linger, I called from the pay phone so ... I'm going to the point."

"Huh?"

"I miss my Eunsu. Is it snowing there? I'm sorry I couldn't accompany you to see the first snow fall ..."

I was still crying without a sound, and the voice across there was also a raucous sound. We are not used to it, our activity is not too dense. There must be a gap that makes us miss each other.

"Sorry ... Are you okay there?" Ask Eun Byul to me

"Yes ... Yes I ... Trying to be okay and used to it. How's yours?"

"It's still not too busy, just ... Basic job of a rookie. I ... I'd love to see the first snow with you. Don't cry, don't stay up late and eat well. Class 3 will feel a bit heavy because it will go to university. Prepare well and do not force yourself. Just do what's best for you ..."

This guy hasn't changed, even on the phone. Our time was limited so we talked about many things including activities today. My tears stopped when we talked about something fun. I am grateful that even though he is not directly with me but feels real he is beside me. He was accompanying to see the first snow fall, yes it feels like that.

So lay down just for one night

So I will never lose you in my eyes

Will I know

Or see the way of life

And will I ever know

What is going on

Even when I close my eyes

Will I ever see you

Mystic world

Will I ever gonna leave the maze

Will I ever find the key

Will I ever see you

Somewhere in the dark