My Silver Star's
Off Branching
... again and again stalled at crossroads with no clear direction and purpose.
H-5 exam and senior Jo called me tonight. I wanted to answer him, but by his side I didn't want to talk to him. The second time he tried to call me, my hand hesitated to answer. In the end, I gave up and raised his call.
"Hello?" Senior Jo's voice I haven't heard in a long time.
"Senior hello ..."
"How are you?"
"OK, senior?"
"It's been pretty good."
"What did senior call me?"
"I'm giving up ..."
"What?"
"I decided to act normal, but I gave up. I can't ..."
"Therefore you called me."
"Yes ..."
"Senior I want to ask you something."
"What's that?"
I can't say it directly even on the phone. My throat was slightly choked when I was about to say it.
"Senior do you remember? I promised you once. I Will fix you, I hope you believe me and don't disappear later."
"... I believe you."
"I'm grateful that senior gave up."
"I know you miss me, don't you?"
"No! I just need a friend to talk to."
"You have Sora, you love Sora more than I do."
"Of course!"
"... I need encouragement ... I need you."
"Senior ... Have you ever heard the story of the lonely moon?"
"I've forgotten the fairy tale when I was a kid ... Will you tell me again?"
"Allah ... Moon lonely because of the abandonment of her lover, Emperor Jade did not want them together, so she and her lover were separated according to the emperor's order. Here we are not a lonely moon, if we long for nothing to separate us even the Jade Emperor. One of us will miss the night wind and the wind will deliver the message of longing."
"Then I will become Jade Emperor and you must become my empress, because no one dares to go against the emperor's order so you will stay with me."
"I won't fall for the emperor's charm."
"Haha! Does this mean we're making up?"
"No! We are still enemies! Unless senior buys me Chatime!"
"If it were ... After the exam. How about we start studying together tomorrow?"
"If senior promises to treat me I'll approve."
That night we talked about many things, from the state of school, Sora and Nam senior, Hapkido training, and I also told about my neighbor Mr. Kwon. I told senior Jo that Mr. Kwon had a child my age, Eomma said our birthday was the same but I'm not sure.
"According to senior what might be the same?"
"Maybe ... Like Sora and Yeon Seok."
"But they are different years. Tomorrow I will ask him directly, oh yes he attended school near our school as well. So maybe I'll go with him to school. It's okay, right?"
"He's your friend and neighbor, it's okay. Don't forget to introduce it to me."
Senior Jo's voice is like a tsundere character who speaks softly when he is not calm. It feels good to be back as before. I finished my phone to learn a little, there is no such thing as skip studying. My first semester in Korea had to get good grades. There is no need to win the championship but no red is enough. My parents also did not demand for champions and high marks.
.....
H-3 exams many friends who stay in study room, mostly. I'm not the type to stay up all night or for days without regard to health. Maybe because in Indonesia it is not like this during the exam season. Today departs along with Junsu, always 1 hour early to school in order to be able to study in class.
"Hey! I'm riding with you!" I yelled at Junsu while running small towards him.
"Hurry now!"
"Let's go!" I said after riding his bike.
"You're like the boss!"
"I am your boss! Oh yea! What's your birthday, by the way?"
"Why ask for my birthday? Want to give you a gift?"
"Don't ge-er! Let's answer! What's April 9th?"
"No! I'm April 8th! We're different for a day."
"I'm guessing ..."
"What?"
"Nothing, go on."
Our birthdays are different, just for a day. But it's still different, and our birthplace is also different. Eomma was just joking, I shouldn't take it seriously.
I have arrived at my school, still quiet understandably I left too early. I thanked Junsu and he continued on his way to school. Every day he departs on his bike, he said he feels fitter if riding a bike. I went straight to class and there were already some friends of mine who had come to study. I also studied before class started, to post the material to be tested.
.....
Today's class is over, Sora and I head straight to the library to pick a place. The library is crowded and it will be difficult to choose a place to study. At one of the tables I saw senior Jo and senior Nam they waved to me and Sora. They had left us a seat, we headed straight to the seat to prepare for study.
"Thank you senior! The library is very busy!" Sora said to senior Jo.
"Yes ... That's why we came first and chose a seat." Senior Jo replied
"Let's start learning!" Take senior Nam
I've contacted Eomma before because today I'm going home late. Today I was also escorted home with senior Jo, so I'm not alone. In the midst of the discussion of my phone ringing because the message came in, the contents of the message came from Junsu, he asked me if I wanted to go home with him. I replied to her message quickly that I was going home late from studying, so she went first. Senior Jo looked at it and asked.
"It's from Junsu, because I went to school with him."
"So ..."
We studied until 01:00 AM some students came home and some stayed overnight. We decided to go home and rest at home. Sora who was already sleepy came home with senior Nam, I went home with senior Jo. Senior Jo called the driver and we drove home in the car. Senior Jo said his father was staying at his apartment because there was a business in Gangnam. So if he comes home late he usually calls his driver to drive him home. From today onwards until the test days we study together.
The next days I went home to pick up Han's driver, and when I left for school I was also escorted by Han's driver. Junsu left earlier than before so we didn't leave together. Until the test days I and Junsu never met, every morning he always left first and when we returned home we were also different. Each felt the pressure due to the exam, the test of a few days was definitely able to pass well.
Lt's ciayo!
