
"V..."
*Hiks....
Hicks*...
"V, where are you?" I wandered through the walls of my house in search of V while trying my hardest to keep my tears from falling. I usually look for Kai, but lately Kai's been super busy.
I entered V's office, and I saw him sitting staring at his macbox screen, and holding a remote controller. Ah, he's wearing a replacement robot himself.
"V... What are you doing?" I asked him.
V just stuck his index finger to his lips. Before long, he removed the remote of his controller, and stretched his body.
"What's wrong?" tanyakanya.
"What are you doing with your surrogate?" I asked him back.
"Oh, Kai asked me to cook because there was a meeting with the minister of spatial arrangement, would lobby to put your program to work, Dream." he replied, "What's looking for me?" ask V again.
"Why not cook directly?" I asked him. Since V is a perfectionist, he won't let strangers into his kitchen.
"Ah, anu, I'm lazy. Sometimes lazy like you are good too.hahaha." he joked.
"Since when have I been lazy? Offhanded!" my tukas.
"Hey, you haven't answered my question. What's looking for me?" ask V. curious.
I took a breath, "Can I borrow your shoulder, V?" I asked him.
V pulled me instantly over his shoulder, "Let go of what you want to let go, Dream. I'm here for you." he said sincerely and gently, and it made my tap turn and let out a tear. I put my hands around her neck, and cried so hard on V's shoulder.
V did not say a single word, he only listened to my cries without speaking, only occasionally sighing or stroking my hair.
"Have you been able to speak, Dream?" ask V gently. I was still sobbing, shaking my head. There were no more tears flowing, and there was still tremendous pain.
After my breath returned to normal, I just let go of my embrace, "Te.thank you V u...for ba.
"Will you tell me what happened to you?" ask V.
I have a hunch that V already knows what's going on with me, and this has something to do with Robbie.
"Promise not to laugh at me or make fun of me?" I asked V to promise, because it was because of my reckless stupidity to propose to Robbie.
V nodded his head, and raised his hand to form two fingers, "I promise.but if it's funny, can I laugh?" he said smilingly teased me.
"If it's funny, I can't cry!" tukasku upset.
"Ah yes, right too. All right I promise, now tell me what's going on?" v asked, this time his face was serious, and his eyes were looking at me sharply.
"You remember when I said I was going to propose to Robbie? That's what I did, V. Yesterday to be exact." I started my story, and I took out a red rubby rocky ring for me to show V.
V took the ring, and looked at it. I couldn't guess the look in his eyes when he saw the ring, his face looked tense, "This is the ring you're going to give me?" V asked. His eyes were still fixed on the ring.
I nodded, "Yes. I bought it with Bry a while ago. Robbie likes red, so I chose this ring. Bry and I thought it wouldn't be conspicuous for a man to wear." I said.
"What was Robbie's answer? She refused?" ask V again, this time he looked at me and looked at my face. I'm shaking.
" Why are you crying if this is happy news?" ask V wonder.
"He did not reject her, but did not accept her either." I replied, my voice began to tremble, and my tears fell back into my arms.
"She asked me to wait for her until a time that she herself did not know when. I mean, it doesn't matter if he turns it down, I'll be quite heartened, but if it's like this, somehow it hurts like hell. He'd better reject me, right?" I answered, and cried again.
V hugged me back, "What did he say? You better tell me everything, it's okay while crying, after that you will be relieved, and you will know what the best decision for you is." said V.
I agreed with V's thought, and I went back to telling him, "Robbie said he didn't want a proposal indirectly and suddenly. He wanted to propose to me directly, but he said, he doesn't know when and asked me not to wait for him or expect him anytime soon. "I replied in tears, "I mean, tell her clearly what she wants. And don't hang me like this, I dare to do that because my inauguration is soon, and I want her to accompany me without having to stay here." I said, and came back crying.
Satisfied crying, I let go of my embrace, "Thank you V, and rightly you said, I'll be relieved after getting it all out." I smiled.
V looked at me, smiling, "Ah my clothes are soaking." he said, "You must always remember one thing, Dream. My two shoulders will always be yours." he said. I can't help but hug her. I thank him for being in my life and always being there for me.
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V accompanied me to spend the rest of the day. We play with our surrogates, we race flying cars, of course we fly them in our territory, so it doesn't bother us. As the evening approached, V asked me, "Did you meet Robbie today?" tanyakanya.
I shook my head, "So early this morning before looking for you, I was waiting for him at the end of the hall as usual, but he didn't show up. Though I wish he'd come and see me." I answered V.
V nodded, "Honestly to me, do you still love her, I mean after she hung you up like this?" ask V again.
"See, I don't know. But I still hope for him V. Ah, never mind, my tears are coming down so fast when it comes to Robbie!" my tukas.
We walked, and met with Kai and Bry. They were surprised to see my swollen and puffy eyes.
"What's wrong with your eyes, Dream?" ask Kai.
"Dream, is this about yesterday?" bry asked, I nodded weakly, and without needing to tell him back, Bry hugged me, "Forget that stupid guy, Dream." he said.
I saw V say Robbie's name without making a sound and only through mouth movements, when Kai asked me what was wrong.
"Don't crybaby Dream, we're a fantastic four. If only because of love problems, will not be able to make us slump, we are able to rise again! You may fall now, Dream, but rise soon, and walk again, this time I am sure, you will be more careful not to fall in the same hole. Cry if that's what you need right now, we're always by your side, Dream." Kai said, and he hugged me too.
"Te.receive.ka...kasih yah ka..kalian. I'm moved. I promise I'll wake Kai up soon." I said. I am grateful to have a good friend who is always there to support me.
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**EPILOGUE
V POV**
*Bugghhh!!
Bughh*!!
I raised my fist right into the face of this jerk.
"Why aren't you being assertive, Rob?!" I said and grabbed his shirt.
"V, bro.relax. You came and beat me up! What's your problem?!" robbie asked with her stupid face.
"Dream problems are my problem too, Rob! You made her cry!" sahutku.
"crying? Because of that proposal?" robbie asked, then she sighed and held her cheek while enduring the pain, "Listen V, I didn't reject her, I just asked her not to think about the proposal just yet. Because I'm not ready and I can't" he replied.
"What haven't you been able to do, Rob?! Where are your promises and commitments?!" I asked again in annoyance. My emotions are blowing I can't hold.
"Look, V... Look.I love her, very. But now's not the time, I need to think things through, V!" hatchlings.
"What are you thinking again. In a matter of months, he will be inducted already! He needs you standing next to him not even asking you to stay! Why don't you just end your relationship?! Instead of hanging it like this??!!" I still say emotion.
"You asked me to stay away from him, and I did. Right now I don't want him to expect too much from me, and if I agree to stay there, let me have fun spending my time here." he said.
Bughhh!!!
I put my fist back in his face, "Fuck!! Just break him! End your relationship as soon as possible! If you ask me what it has to do with me, I will answer I LOVE HIM!! I always loved him!!" sahutku desperate.
"I'M V TOO, I LOVE HIM!! I just don't know what to do! I lost my direction and purpose in life. I don't want to leave everything here, nor can I live without Luna!" he said in the same tone as me.
"Dream!! Call him Rob!! Give your decision as soon as possible to him, don't hang him!! Please, Rob, give him clarity. He will wait if you ask him to wait for you. He'll keep hoping if you ask him to always hope for you, and he'll leave if you ask him to let you go, Dreams are that easy, Rob!" sahutku. And then I sat down, there was not one more word I could say for him.
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