My Love in the Aisle of Time

Love Just Ain't Enough

"Hooaaahhmmmm" a beam of sunlight came into my room, and I saw Nancy opening my window curtain.

"Good morning Luna." he said. I got up half-sitting, and leaned my arm on the bed.

"Good morning Nancy, are we still on board?" I asked, and this time I sat down completely.

Nancy nodded, "still, you wait upstairs. Wanna talk, he said." he said again.

"Jean and Jeannette are up?" I asked Nancy again.

"Already, again swim the same Mr. Robbie on top as well. Get up yuk, the sun's good." take Nancy. I nodded, put on my jacket and followed Nancy upstairs.

"Lunaaaa...ayo swim with us!" jeannette shouted as soon as she saw my head pop up. I waved my hand, and approached her.

"Hi Lun," said Robbie that morning. I was surprised to see him, because Robbie only wears swimsuits without a top, and shows the muscular muscles in his arms and in his chest, yes it is in the pool, my mind.

"Pa. And where are your clothes?" I asked, and sat down next to him.

"Wet." he said relaxed. I laughed, because I knew who made her clothes wet.

"Luna come here..!!!" sahut Jean's. I shook my head.

"Luna..ayo, accompany us!" jeannette Sahut.

I smiled, "Ah I want to play water but I don't bring a change of clothes." I said. I stared at the clear pool water, which kept calling me, ah I want.

Suddenly, Robbie carried me, "Rob, put me down, put me down!!" and byuuurrr...!! He dropped me into the pool. Jean and Jeannette cheer up. Before long, Robbie jumped into it and doused me with the pool water.

Jean and Jeannette laughed at us, their faces filled with happiness, and it made me laugh and enjoy the moment together with them. And when I turned my eyes to Robbie, who was staring at me, he approached me, and brought his face closer to mine, I pushed him away.

"Hi, Jean, Jeannette, let's play catch a water ball!" I said, and stayed away from her.

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We pulled over when it was late afternoon, and I forgot to call V.

"I'll take you to your house. The kids are with Dave and Nancy." Robbie said. I nodded, because I did not know the way home. So sad.

Along the way we just fell silent, and listened to Robbie's bluetooth.

"I'm home, sorry I forgot to tell you, but there's no need to worry about Robbie driving me home." I wrote a message for V, and a reply from V came shortly.

"I'll be waiting for you at home" she replied briefly. Is he angry? Why so short? He usually speaks at length.

"Luna, I'm sorry. I don't know why I couldn't really hold myself back." Robbie said suddenly.

"Other times, add your efforts to restrain yourself." I said, "I'm interested in you, to be honest. But I don't want to love two people at once, I've felt it." I replied again.

Robbie smiled, "It doesn't matter if you love me, I'll be very happy if it comes true." he said.

I shook my head, "I don't want to. You do not know who I am and where I come from, you just look outside." I replied, "accept all my bad, not because I am beautiful and cool." I said again.

"Well, I'll try to get to know you better. I'll find out about you" Robbie said.

"I'll appreciate it if you can find it." I said again.

Robbie laughed, "Hahahaha, I told you, the more you make me feel curious it will be a challenge for me. I'll do that." he said again.

"You're crazy!" I said, and smiled a little. I admit, Robbie was pretty cool to think of my words as a challenge.

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"What did you do with him?" ask V when I get home, and get ready to go to my room.

"none. I didn't do anything, I just did my job as a nanny there. Accompanying Jean and Jeannette to play, reading fairy tales to them, singing, watching them, things like that." I replied, V followed me into the room.

I looked at her, held her cheeks together, and smiled, "Do you believe me, V?" I asked him.

He nodded, "Just, Robbie said he likes you." he said. And indeed his eyes flashed a hint of fear, and the look on his face implied worry.

"Trust me, right now I love you, not Robbie. But, if you continue like this, I could just turn away." I replied.

"That's it!" sahut V is upset.

"If you believe me, you won't ask me this question, V. Look, even if you declare love to me a thousand times, it will never be enough. Trust V." I said, trying to convince him not to overdo me or Robbie.

"I'm just scared, Dream. I lost you once, and I don't want it to happen again." he said.

"Kai asked me to find the best partner. In hopes of replacing Papa. I've put you in the top spot, V. And not because of your fear, I have to lower your position down. Just trust me, V." I said. V hugged me, and immersed himself into my arms, "I'm sorry, Dream. You know, I'm scared. I'm afraid Robbie is filling your heart." he said.

"Don't be silly!" sahutku. I don't know what my heart is like, for now he hasn't come in, but it looks like he's going to break down my defenses. I didn't take him into account, but if he made it in, I would definitely take his position into account in my heart.

Love will never be enough to convince one's heart, it takes struggle, sacrifice, even tears to have someone. Even if I did that, it still wouldn't be enough.

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Today I'm off to work, V took me for a walk.

"Horeee, where are we going?" ask him.

"Wherever you want." she smiled. V prepared provisions to bring, and I helped him, of course. Help to eat it a little.hihihi.

"How about we go on a picnic. In the park, riding a bike, reading a book, sleeping under a tree, it would be fun." I replied.

"OK." said V, "but it looks like it's going to rain. We'll bring umbrellas just in case." he said. I took an umbrella and put it in the car.

"OK..ayo walk!" I said, V laughed at my behavior. It's been a long time since we've been walking. V used to drive me to work, V picked me up, V took me to college, V took me shopping.

Arriving at the park, we held a pedestal for us to sit on. V began to open his provisions, and fed me a spoonful of curry rice. After eating, we enjoyed the afternoon lazing around. But suddenly, drop after drop of rain fell on us. We immediately tidied up our equipment and luggage.

"Why is it raining? Why do you have to come down?" I asked the rain. We were already in the car, and I was staring at the wipers that were moving left right, and trying to sweep away the rain that was falling on it.

V laughed at her, "You're soaking wet, Dream. Wear this to dry your hair. You'll get the flu if you stay wet like this." said V while drying my hair.

I took the mat for us to sit on earlier that V used to dry my hair, "You're wearing this?" my mouth doesn't believe.

"In order to dry up, you will have the flu" he replied, and snatched it from me. The pull of V's hand was so strong that I fell down and hit him.

V looked at me, my heart started to beat fast, and played the music slowly, deg.deg..

I dared to kiss her, and V knew what I was going to do. Quickly, he devoured my lips. We cling to each other. I enjoyed every move, and it made me just think about it. V is in control of my brain and heart right now. V's hand didn't roam as usual, we were just kissing, but our kiss was getting deeper and hotter as if it had reached its peak.

I don't know how long I've been in her kiss, and all of a sudden, my phone rang. Robbie is calling....

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EPILOGUES

V POV

"Why does he think love is not enough? I think that's more than enough." I told myself. Ah, if Kai were here, I could have exchanged ideas with him.

What else do I do but love her? I believe in him, it's just that fear is human right? Honestly, Robbie was pretty intimidating to me. With everything he had, it was more than enough.

C'mon V! Think on! Wise V! Kai's words that I always remember, haven't I been wise? Am I being reckless again this time? All right, I'll do my best, and I'll try not to be afraid anymore!

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