My husband never loved me

Forgiving you is not that easy...

Yulia was determined to go home to her parents, for now her heart still hurt considering the events that befell her. When she wanted to surprise her wedding anniversary, at that time she also got an amazing gift. The gift that made her cheerfulness disappear was replaced with pain in her heart.

While Faisal he can only resigned to see the departure of his wife. There was jealousy in her heart, because Yulia chose to go with Dino. The one who loves her. Faisal finally went home with his parents.

Faisal told his parents everything about his delay at home. But they seemed to see that there was something else that made Yulia that angry. There's nothing wrong with his son, if only his car didn't break down, maybe Faisal could get home in time.

In the afternoon, at night, Faisal's residence carried out his takziah. Neighbors came to his house to read. Yulia decides to attend Yasin's studies at her home, after being persuaded by Siti's mother. Yulia's parents also did not understand why Yulia was so angry with Faisal. Yulia did not tell what happened to her and Faisal, if all this time her marriage was only considered an escape by Faisal.

Yulia saw all the corners of her house, she remembered the incident that happened to her a while ago, even her cell phone was still in her room. The beautiful room has not changed. It should have been a night of mutual expression, but the reality became a tragedy that claimed the life of his son.

Yulia walked towards the bathroom, since she had not stopped crying. His eyes looked puffy, he wanted to wash his face. Yulia chose the bathroom next to her kitchen, she did not have the courage to return to her room.

While Yulia was in the bathroom, Faisal caught up with Yulia, he wanted to apologize again to Yulia. For the first time Yulia left her home without her permission.

"Yul. I beg you not to leave here again huh..." Faisal immediately hugged Yulia as he exited the bathroom..

"Take me off mas..." Yulia tried to let go of Faisal's embrace, but instead Faisal hugged Yulia even more tightly..

"Mas will explain everything to you Yul..."

"Including with your ex.mas..." Faisal's heart seemed to stop beating.What Yulia knew all this time who became his past..

"Mas doesn't mean that Yul. mas only..."

Yulia came back to the front, it turned out that her pilgrimage was over. All of Faisal's neighbors and relatives have returned to their homes. Dino was ready to go home, today was a day that drained his energy and mind. Dino felt sorry for Yulia, yet she could do nothing about it. He realized whose status it was.

"Yul.kamu will stay here, son, "Sari's mother approached Yulia who was sitting on the terrace staring into the street.

"Mother.pardon Yulia, Yulia needs some alone time..Yulia could not tell the household problems of Yulia and Faisal.. But Yulia needs some time, ma'am..." Yulia knew her mother-in-law's uneasiness seeing her changed attitude towards Faisal.

"Yul.. If there is a problem in the household you should quickly solve, do not procrastinate looking for a way out, I'm afraid there will be people who affect you.."Sari's mother gave Yulia advice gently, she did not want to offend her daughter-in-law...

"Mother knows son. You must be devastated by your son's death, but you can still get pregnant again son, so don't drag on in your grief.. Describe all that is God's will.." Jlep Ibu Sari's words make Yulia more sick, not to have another child, to get pregnant only Yulia is still traumatized. Yulia was afraid that someday it would happen again that happened to her, especially her husband was still not separated from his past.

Faisal approached Bu Sari and Yulia, trying to persuade Yulia again. But it seems that Yulia was still reluctant to talk to Faisal, she chose to meet her parents who were talking to Mr. Hermawan.

" You're patient, Sal. Apologize until your wife forgives you...I'm sure Yulia will forgive you, Sal.." Said Bu Sari encouraging her son.

Yulia returns to her parents' house, Faisal unsuccessfully prevents Yulia from leaving. Faisal went to his room, he only realized that Yulia was decorating his room beautifully, Faisal was confused as to why Yulia was doing that. Faisal did not even remember that today was his wedding anniversary. He saw small lights twinkling beautifully, and flowers that had withered in his bed. Faisal looked for his phone, saw the date on his phone screen. She just realized that today is her wedding anniversary...

Faisal bowed limply.. The day that was supposed to be romantic, became a day of commotion in her household.

To be continued...