My husband never loved me

Still being cold

After bathing Hanif decided to meet his mother who was on the front porch. The mother was talking to Puspita's grandmother. But unlike usual, her mother did not look cheerful that day. It was as if something was stirring up his mind. Hanif who was already behind Bu Tari, he greeted his mother. "What's up, Bun? It seems like something important!" Hanif immediately sat beside Bu Tari. The woman glanced at Puspita's nek.

"Nothing, baby! Oh yeah, you've seen Sisi lately why don't you bring her here?" tanya Bu Dance full of search. It was like she was covering something up.

Hanif who got the question, his face turned grim. Hanif did not even dare to look at his mother. The confused man had to answer what his mother's question was. If he is honest, the hearts of his mother and grandmother will be sad. But, if she covered her relationship with Sisi on the two of them fearing it would add more trouble.

"Nif, why are you, baby? Did you fight with Sisi?" Feeling that her son did not answer her question, Ms. Tari asked Hanif again.

"No, Bun! We're fine, "let's see Hanif cover up the problems he's having with Sisi.

"Oh that's it! That means you're so, right, married isn't it front?" Again his mother's question made the man flutter. She herself is still confused by her wedding plans with Sisi. While the problems that happened to him and Sisi still did not meet a bright spot.

"Nif, why are you, baby? Are you sick?" cute Bu Tari, the man just showed off his smile.

"Not really Bun." Bu Tari is increasingly investigating the relationship between Hanif and his fiancee.

"Continue! Mother's question has not been answered, you know!"

"It looks like Hanif will delay Hanif and Sisi's marriage, Bun." Hanif's remarks made Puspita's nek choke, as he was sipping his drink.

"Pending? Why Nif? Aren't you the one who wants to hasten your marriage and Sisi's. Why do you want to postpone it?" tanya nek Puspita full search.

"You have a problem with Sisi?" continued.

The man was like a bewilderment looking for answers to his grandmother's questions. He was really troubled to face this matter. In the man's eyes, Sisi was not a good woman. Sisi has betrayed his love.

"Niff!!"

"No Grandma. Hanif still has a lot of work in the hospital." The man still covered up the problem. Ma'am Tari just breathed her rough.

"We're in, yuk. I want magrib!" take Bu Dance to Hanif and Nek Puspita.

The Maghrib Adhan. Every Muslim and every Muslim shall carry out his duty. As a form of our gratitude to the almighty. And so is the Hanif family. They choose to pray together at the home mosque located not far from the guest room. They look very good at performing their worship. After the Hanif prayer does not deserve to move from that place. There are many prayers that he prayed to his Lord. Including the problems that are afflicting his relationship with Sisi.

While Ms. Tari, she was busy arranging dinner at the dining table. Nek Puspita also helped by pouring drinking water in a neatly arranged glass there. After everything is done. The two of them sat down at their respective places to wait for Hanif.

It's been almost an hour they've been waiting at the dinner table. But Hanif didn't come. Until adzan isya has reverberated. "Ri, why hasn't Hanif come here yet?" asked Nek Puspita who seemed a little tired waiting for her grandson.

"Yes, Mom. Try the Stool Dance first!" exclaim Bu Tari then moved from his seat, and began to move his legs towards the home mosque.

Arriving there, Hanif who had just taught the Koran stared blankly at the qibla. Ms. Tari could only see the back of the man, the long time she stood at that place. But Hanif was unaware of his presence. Up to a small pat on the man's shoulder, made Hanif unconscious.

"Bun!!!" Hanif looked back, but he first wiped his tears.

"You got a problem, honey?" tanya Bu Tari pleasantries, hoping her son will tell her.

Hanif simply smiled faintly as he said, "Hanif is fine Bun!" Ms. Tari was the same, returning her son's smile with a meaningful smile. How not, the woman knows what is currently holding her child's heart and mind. Only Bu Tari chose Hanif to tell her first. But it seems true what the woman was thinking. Hanif would not tell her, fearing it would interfere with her and her mother's thoughts.

"Darling, Mother has lived with you for a long time. You wouldn't look this upset if nothing stuck in your heart and mind. But if you do not want to share your anger with Mother. Mother will not force!" said Bu Tari who made her son bowed limp.

"We'll eat first, yuk!" continued again. But Hanif still seemed to be motionless from that place. Until Bu Tari will move from there, but his hand was pulled by his son.

"Bun!!!" Hanif was crying, in the arms of his mother. Ms. Tari just stroked her son's shoulder. "Haniff!!!" The man was still unable to continue his words.

"Tell Mother what happened to you." Bu Tari slowly pulled her two shoulders from her arms, so they could face each other. After that he looked closely at the face of his son who still looked melow. "Now tell Mommy," he continued nodding slowly.

"Mother!! It seems like Hanif can't continue Hanif's marriage with Sisi. Hanif can't..." The man returned sobbing.

"What caused you to want to cancel your and Sisi's wedding plans?" tanya bu Tari still settled her son's face. But Hanif was silent again, noiseless.

"Is it because of the video," Bu Tari guessed made Hanif widen his eyes. He did not expect that the problem with his fiancee was already known to his mother.

"Mother knows about that?" hanif asked surprised. The woman before him only smiled faintly in response to her son's question. As if nothing out of the ordinary made the woman surprised by the news that circulated in the video that became a trending topic on social media that week.

"Ask your conscience, baby! Is it possible Sisi would do that with that man." Hanif just kept quiet not returning the conversation. But, for some reason in his deepest heart, even doubted it. He also does not believe that Sisi will interfere with Iqbal. But then again, the citizen's remarks dropped his opinion.

"Darling, Sisi is a fine woman. From a good family. She's also a smart woman, and she might hurt you. Especially what Mother heard, the accused man was her best friend's fiancee. Where could Sisi be that hard, baby. Mother just does not want you to make the wrong decision. Think about it carefully!"

Their chatter came to a halt as Puspita's nek called out to the two of them. "Hanif, dance, don't you guys have dinner? Grandma was waiting here, but you didn't come!!" nek Puspita shouted from the dining table.

"We'll eat first, yuk! Poor grandma you've been waiting for!" take Bu Tari, draw Hanif's hand slowly so that the man stands and they can have dinner together.

Finally they enjoyed the dinner with a little late, because at that time Hanif forced to pray Isya first, considering that the Adhan had been since last reverberating. Just after the prayer, they had dinner together. There was nothing strange about their dinner that night. Just as usual until Puspita decided to finish first. Given the condition is already twilight, so can not overeat.

"Grandmother wants to watch TV first," she said pulling her body from a chair, and walking towards the living room. Until leaving Hanif and Bu Dance who is not finished with the food. Until the sound of Puspita's nek cry made them forced to stop eating, and rushed to see what happened.

In the living room, Nek Puspita is seen clutching her aching chest while groaning in pain. It certainly made the two of them look panicked, and Hanif immediately checked on her grandmother's state. It turned out that the twilight woman had a heart attack that resulted in her chest suddenly getting excruciating pain.

"Bun, we need to get Grandma to the hospital!!" yelled Hanif who looked panicked.

"Dear, you grab a bag in the room!" said Ms. Tari running towards her room to pick up her bag.

While waiting for her mother to return from her room, Hanif looked for a cause until her grandmother suddenly had a heart attack. Until his eyes turned to the still-lit television. There in the news about the son of a prosperous hospital director who was caught red-handed with a man in an empty house. After finding out why his grandmother was sick, Hanif cursed while scrambling his hair. His chest grew increasingly rumbling when he saw his grandmother getting sick from watching the news. His sense of regret is getting on the side.

Shortly after, Ms. Tari came with her bag. Hanif quickly carried his grandmother to his car and immediately took her to the hospital.

Forty-five minutes later, they arrived at the hospital. Hanif took her grandmother back and brought her inside. Half-running, the man yelled for the nurse's help there. "Suster help the safe!!" Shortly after that she was the nurse who was pushing the gurney towards Hanif. Once in front of him, Hanif immediately laid his grandmother's body there and was quickly taken to the IGD, followed by Bu Tari behind him.

After arriving at the IGD room, they broke away. The two nurses took Puspita inside. While Hanif and Bu Tari were waiting outside. Hanif was so anxious to see his grandmother's condition earlier, his heart rate was already irregular. She was afraid that something happened to her grandmother, especially the high blood disease that her grandmother suffered, would make her condition worse. Not inferior to Hanif, Bu Tari could not even sit quietly waiting for her mother to finish checking. He walked back and forth from side to side making the person who saw him feel tired himself. A doctor and nurse came out of the room. They both approached the doctor.

"Where is Doc, my grandmother's condition?" hanif asked frantically at doctor Erigo and sister Windi.

"Your grandmother is past her critical time. But he was calling someone's name" Dr Erigo said, confirming a stethoscope around his neck.

"Can we see it, Doc?" ask Hanif again.

"Please, Doc! Your grandmother we've already moved in jasmine room 03," Erigo's doctor replied to Hanif.

"Thank you, Doc!" exclaiming Hanif, doctor Erigo nodded in return thanks from Hanif for walking away from the place.

In a room once two meters away, Puspita's grandmother lay weakly helpless. There were several medical devices attached to his body. Hanif and Bu Tadi walked closer to him. They really did not expect that Puspita's grandmother would have a heart attack, and ended up lying in a hospital gurney.

As Dr. Erigo said. He constantly called Sisi's name. Makes Hanif feel uncomfortable. He really looks angry with his fiancee. Because that news made her grandmother there.

"Nif, what happened to Grandma?Why is he tapering Sisi's name? Does Grandma know about the news?" cecar Bu Tari stroked her mother's hand gently.

"Yes Bun. Hanif saw that. Grandma was watching the gossip show that was the content of the news about the video," Hanif explained but did not see the face of her mother.

"Astaghfirullahalladzim, how is Grandma Nif? He kept calling Sisi's name. You better call him!" Bu Tari's words made Hanif turn his eyes to face his sobbly mother.

"Follow him! grandma's in the hospital, now! And you told Hanif to call her? No Bun, Hanif will never contact him!!!" Hanif slightly raised his tone. It seemed like his emotions were exploding again, so his common sense was not working normally.

"Honey, stop blaming Sisi. Moreover, the news is not true yet," defended Bu Tari who did not accept if the prospective son-in-law was blamed by his son.

"Mother... Shift... whatever," said Hanif died in the room. Ma'am Tari could only exhale her breath in the air. She did not expect her son to behave that way to her, especially Hanif is not the type of person who easily believes in others. But why does he insist on blaming Sisi just for the news that is not necessarily the truth. Ms. Tari kept telling Sisi through her phone. He called Sisi and asked Sisi to go to the hospital now. He told the true condition of Puspita's grandmother.

With many considerations, Sisi finally fulfilled the demand of Bu Tari. Even though he had not been able to meet Hanif. But if you hear from the story of Bu Tari, Sisi did not have the heart to not come to the hospital. With ushered by his personal driver, Sisi arrived at the hospital where Puspita's nek was treated. The woman went straight to the jasmine room 03. While walking towards there, he passed Hanif. The man stopped his steps.

"What did you come here for?" ask her in a cynical tone.

Initially Sisi would ignore Hanif who was still cold to her. But she became emotionally ignited as Hanif said, "it's been satisfied for all my family to suffer!!!"

"I came here because I fulfilled my mother's request. Regardless of our problems, you can't think mature. Your grandmother was sick, and called my name. But you ignored that, by remaining proud of your ego!!!!" The side immediately went from that place and continued its steps towards the jasmine room 03.