My husband never loved me

My husband never loved me
God willing I am ready



After Hanif and his mother left, they looked at each other. Many questions came to mind from the Hanif family. However, they chose not to ask Faisal's family directly about what happened with Sisi and Hanif.


"Pardon us, yes, yes, Abdullah and his family for this inconvenience" Faisal said, opening his voice after the silence hit the room.


"It's okay Mr. Faisal, we can understand" Kyai Abdulloh said with a smile.


"Eh.sorry Son Sisi, continue how the next step for the relationship between the two of you!" Mr. Zakri shifted his index finger towards Sisi then turned towards Ilham.


At first glance, he saw that man met. They looked awkward, but soon Sisi lowered his face again.


"Previously, allow Sisi to talk alone with Ilham," Sisi told everyone.


Faisal patted his daughter's shoulders softly, he knew very well what was troubling his mind right now. "You need not worry, dear, God willing, Inspiration will accept you for who you are!" lirih Faisal, smiled faintly at his daughter. The side nodded slowly.


"Yes, you really need to talk to both first" Zakri said to the two. "Ham, talk to Sisi on the front porch, you're looking for an agreement on when you're getting married" he said, looking at his nephew.


"Yes, Paklek." Inspiration moved from his seat. Followed by Sisi.


They then walked out to the terrace, Ilham first, then followed by Sisi behind him.


While he the family back chatting small to melt the atmosphere that had been tense. Faisal knew something was stirring their minds about Sisi's relationship with Hanif.


"Ehmmm, I have to say this to the Kyai family" Faisal told the three of them.


"This is about my daughter and Doctor Hanif earlier," Yulia continued a little tense.


"Oh, yes sir please!" answer from Umi Qoniah and kyai Abdullah.


Faisal tells the relationship between Hanif and Sisi, from the beginning they knew each other, established a relationship, and the proposal. But when going to tell the events that derailed their engagement, Faisal hesitated a little. Until kyai Abdullah spoke, "let's say Mr. Faisal, God willing we will not derail this sermon."


Faisal smiled with relief at the reply from kyai Abdullah. After that he returned to tell me that Sisi had been in the community because of the misunderstanding and ended with the failure of Sisi and Hanif's engagement.


"Astaghfirullah, so that's how it happened. I can understand Doctor Hanif's feelings. Poor him, consumed with his own selfishness." Kyai Abdullah shook his head.


"Sometimes what we hear and see does not correspond to what happens. We must not be selfish with our own assumptions. Listen, advice from the people around us" said Mr. Zakri.


Somewhere else. Sisi and Ilham chose to sit in the front yard of Faisal's house. There is a small garden located on the right side of the entrance of Faisal's house. In the garden was a bench, where they were sitting at the moment. The splashing fountain that was in that place became an accompaniment from the silence in that place.


A second later Sisi took a slow breath and exhaled slowly to arrange himself in order to convey his heart to Inspiration.


"What do you want to say to Brother, Si?" One question was able to draw Sisi's gaze towards the face of Inspiration, in his face attached to the face of the sweet-faced man, then he turned his gaze towards the fountain near Ilham.


"What this has to do with Hanif!" inspired, Sisi nodded. "You've been in a relationship with two" he continued, and got another nod from Sisi.


Ilham smiled widely, after which he said, "after your time. I'm not going to dispute that, Di. My purpose in marrying you, because you are God's chosen woman given to me, you are the answer to my prayers during these six months. Ever since I first met you at the airport, today it's been tied to the cute girl with the bergamis peach beside me this time."


Sisi was stunned to hear the sentence after sentence spoken from the mouth of Inspiration. She did not expect that her feelings were reciprocated by the man. They love each other, since when? Maybe that's what's going through Sisi's mind right now. And the answer is, Sisi does not know. What is clear, if he looks at the face of Inspiration, his heart feels peaceful, calm, and warm. Just by looking at him.


"Bismillah, we live this relationship because we intend to worship. Inshaa Allah there will be blessings in our relationship," said Insham again, making clear fluid that has accumulated in the eye of Sisi, falling unstoppable. Not a cry of sadness or regret, but a cry of happiness and haru.


"Thank you, sister, but before that Sisi will tell Sisi's past to Brother." Inspiration smiles and nods.


"Tell me!"


"Sister!"


"Hmm."


"Cock, diem!"


Inspiration can see the worry from within Sisi. He immediately pruned her by saying, "maybe you're not Hanif's soul mate. Because God kept it for Brother." Sisi's face immediately flushed in embarrassment.


"I don't know who Hanif is!" Eyeball Perfect rounded side.


"Seriously, Brother?"


"Yes, she was a big sister in High School first. Coincidentally, we are one boarding when studying in Singapore first," explained Ilham Sisi nodded.


"He was a little selfish. Brother did not expect, if the nature is still the same," he continued again. "But Brother Seneng in the end you chose Brother as your future priest." Sisi's face turned red.


"Yes, we go inside, yuk! It is not good for us to be here both for a long time, afraid of causing slander," asked Ilham, Sisi also nodded obediently.


The two of them went back into the living room, and sat down on their original seats. Ranum their faces were not as stiff as earlier, when it came out. Now they look comfortable.


"Have you guys talked to each other?" mr. Zakri's throne on both.


"Already Paklek, for when Paklek ask directly to Sisi." Mr. Zakri's gaze turned to the sweet figure who looked graceful that night.


"Sissy, can you decide when you're getting married?" Then ask the girl directly.


"It's Uncle, '" replied Sisi briefly.


Sisi is now the center of attention of those in the room.


"When?"


"Sisi wants to be married by Ilham, tomorrow!" Everyone was flabbergasted by Sisi's reply. Moreover, Inspiration, the man to gawk, not believing Sisi will be so soon asked to marry him.


"Darling, you're kidding me, right?" Faisal spoke up.


"No Well, Sisi wanted to be quickly halalin by Kak Ilham. Sisi won't put it off again. Sisi only wants a simple marriage between the ruler, the witness, and the dowry first. If it is religiously valid, then the letter will follow, Dad!" clear Sides.


Everyone also understood. Ranum happiness emanated clearly from their faces.


"Son Ilham, are you ready to halalin my daughter tomorrow?" Faisal turned to ask Ilham.


"Inshaa Allah is ready, Doc!"


"Alhamdulillah."


To be continued


Inshaa Allah day up again...