My husband never loved me

My husband never loved me
I will accept you for who you are



Arriving home, Hanif rushed to meet his mother who was still in the kitchen. He wanted to convey his good intentions to the woman who had supported all his decisions. And the great hope, this time the Mother will also support her good intentions to marry the moorings of her heart.


"Assalamualaikum, Bun," he said, he immediately grabbed the back of the middle-aged woman's hand, and kissed her.


"Waalaikumussalam, baby. Tumben clock just came home, you already pray magrib kan'." The woman rubbed the customer on her son's back.


"Alhamdulillah already, Bun. Come on, Hanif, Bun!" Hanif attracted his mother's hand customers in order to follow him.


Hanif carried his mother in the living room, after which they sat down. Ms. Tari was so confused by the behavior of her son, who looked happy that night.


"What's this, why are you on the pull of a gini?" ma'am Tari asked curiously, and Hanif just smiled in response. After that, he took out a velvet town from his pocket, after which he showed the contents of the box to his bundle.


"Bun, according to Mother. It's good, isn't it?" Bu Tari stared fixedly at the object, while smacking his smile.


"Beautiful, this is so beautiful, dear." Bu Tari could guess the direction of her son's conversation. "Whatever, your decision. Mother will support, fully!" In the bay softly shoulder his son.


Hanif was so moved to see the sincerity of his mother who always supported what was best for him. He immediately hugged the woman in front of him. Luckily for him, he has a mother and father who is always there when he is happy or difficult.


"Thank you, Bun."


Now that Hanif is in his room, he immediately cleans up after praying first. Not to forget he entrusted a plea to the owner of life, in order to be given smoothness. And Alira was his last mate.


After the prayer, he put on his clothes. He chose a maroon shirt, a gift from Alira for her birthday last month. Wearing black jeans. So fit on that cheeked man's body. With her chip hair, it made her a little younger than her age.


When finished with the dress. The man immediately caught up with his bunda who was already ready to wait for him in the living room. A single smile emanated from the faces of the two, as they exited the house leading to Bu Yuni's residence.


Using his car, Hanif reached his destination. The luxury house was painted grey, the car stopped. With the help of the security guard, his car parked perfectly in the yard of the house.


Hanif got out of his car first, and opened the car door for his mother. After it opened, Bu Tari came down and rushed them towards the main door. The door of the house was still tightly closed, because Hanif did not tell his plan to come to the house.


Hanif pressed the bell on the wall, to the left of the door. Twice he pressed it, shortly after it was heard someone opening the door from the inside. A beautiful looking woman with peach-colored robe stood up to welcome their arrival.


"Mother! Hanifs! Let's go in." The woman allowed the two of them to go inside.


"Please sit! Alira called mom first," said the woman smiling kindly. After that, they left to go inside.


Shortly after, Bu Yuni came from inside. Even with Alira, he was quite surprised by their arrival. After talking, Alira came with a tray of drinks and some snacks. Put the drink on the table, even with the food. After that, let your guests enjoy it. Then, he sat down beside Bu Yuni.


"Alira, how are you, baby?" tanya Bu Tari opened a conversation with Alira.


"Thank God be good, Bun!" At first glance Alira glanced at Hanif who looked down, unlike usual who was always chatty if he met him.


"Nif, why do you look so tense," the seductive Bu Yuni who kissed the gurgle was not right from the man, Hanif raised his face and had to show his smile. Undeniably, the man looked nervous as he looked at Alira's face.


"This Bu Yuni can! Yes, Lo dear. You look tense, don't strain it, ah!" timpal Bu Tari, making Bu Yuni chuckle, saw Hanif's expression that instantly paled.


After the small talk they made. Hanif now opened his voice.


"Hanif's coming to this house because there is something Hanif will say. Hanif..." The man paused his sentence, and Alira was unable to return Hanif's deadly gaze. The rumbling in his chest made clear spheres appear from his face. "Hanif wants to propose to you, Alira. Will you accept my proposal?"


Hanif heaved a sigh of relief, he was finally able to say that in front of Alira. Now he was just waiting for an answer from the woman. Even the expression on the woman's face could not be guessed. As the woman lowered her head, Bu Yuni's voice forced the woman to stare at her.


"Bec... Hows it? Do you want to accept Hanif's proposal?" His lips were perfectly pursed, not feeling the clear liquid seeping into the woman's cheeks.


"elen... Alira can't take it.hiks..hiks..." Instantly Hanif's heart was severed, hearing the rejection from the woman. "Alira doesn't deserve you, Nif...." And Alira immediately ran away from the room. He ran to his room.


Making everyone who was in the room stare in wonder. As if not believing Alira's words, Bu Yuni said goodbye to the two of them. He wanted to talk to his son-in-law, he caught something wrong with the woman. Clearly she could see that Alira loved Hanif very much, but what made her resist.


"Ra.honey open the door first. This is me talking!" Bu Yuni tapped on Alira's tightly shut room door.


"Look in..Ma'am... No key Alira," he said in a heavy voice.


Bu Yuni went into Alira's room, it was obvious that the woman was sad. With decision.


"Ra... Why did you reject him?" bu Yuni asked, as she was already sitting next to her daughter-in-law.


"Alira is inappropriate, Mom. Alira is just a widow who has flaws. I know, right'?" Bu Yuni sighed heavily. He knew Alira's current position. Heavy indeed, to be able to she accept Hanif's proposal while her current status. And moreover, he would be hard-pressed to have offspring.


"Honey, Hanif's a good man. I'm sure, she won't make a big deal about it" he persuaded, so that Alira would understand.


"No Ma'am, Alira does not want Hanif to suffer the same suffering that Alira is suffering from, right now," the woman refused, sobbing, remembering all her suffering.


"He sacrificed a lot for Alira. It was precisely his kindness that made Akira unable to accept his proposal. Alira is not perfect..."


"Who says you're not perfect!!!" prune Hanif to walk closer to the two women. "For me, you are the perfect woman." In his face attached to that face, a face that always imagined in his mind.


"Ra... You know right'? Have I loved you for a long time? Is that not enough to prove my sincerity to you?"


"But we are different!!!!"


"Difference is common in a relationship. And I will accept you for who you are! We'll fight together, I'm sure you can get pregnant again, Ra!"


Highlighting the eyes they met, Alira could clearly see the sincerity of Hanif.


"We try, Ra! Please marry me!" he said he was trying to convince Alira.


Alira looked towards Bu Yuni, the woman nodded slowly and smiled warmly at him. A sign, she agreed, if she married Hanif. Feeling that she had gotten an answer from her in-laws, Alira's gaze turned to the man who was currently resting in front of her. Long ago, he looked at the man's face, after which he said, "Bismillah, Alira wants."


A warm smile emanated from Hanif's lips. The man to the point of tears, finally Alira willing to accept his proposal.


"Thank God, thank you Ra."


To be continued