My husband never loved me

I'm afraid of losing you

In a room identical to pink, there was a girl combing her hair that began to fall out a little. The girl looked at herself in the mirror. His face looks pale. Seen from his eye bags began to blacken like panda eyes. These days, things are not good. For one week after her engagement party with Iqbal, Bilqis was unconscious three times. And that too suddenly.

"Am I going to die?" his murmur continued to pay attention to himself who looked terrible in his eyes.

"I'm sorry Iqbal, if I can't be with you until we age. I'll go first, leave you. Not because I don't love you, but because of the line of fate that will separate us" she said, sweeping her hair on the sidelines of the comb she held.

The woman stood in front of the mirror. Until the sound of knocking on the door made himself surprised and dropped a picture frame on his dressing table. The photo fell on the floor, breaking to the point where the glass was scattered.

"Darling, you're okay?" ask the woman wearing a daily robe to approach her daughter who is standing near the broken glass frame.

"Bilqis is okay, Bun. That photo?" Bilqis approached the picture frame.

"Don't baby, let's let Mommy!" cergah Felisa forbade her daughter to take the photo. The photo was of Bilqis and Iqbal's engagement.

Felisa carefully collected the scattered glass shards with the broom in the room. After gathering, he took the rest of the picture frame. And what remains is a series of clothes and the photo itself. But some of the photos are broken.

"Mother, that's a picture of Bilqis and Iqbal! Bun, why does Bilqis suddenly feel bad?" Bilqis took the photo from her mother's hand, after which she clutched it in her chest.

Seeing her daughter sad, Felisa drew closer to her daughter, and tried to calm Bilqis down.

"You calm down, baby! Nothing will happen to you!" felisa stroked her daughter's back.

"But Bilqis doesn't feel good, Bun!" bilqis began to sob.

"Darling... You can't cry... Why are you crying, baby?" Felisa started to panic, as her daughter cried. He was afraid Bilqis would faint again.

"Bilqis is afraid.fear of losing Iqbal!" bilqis wiped away her tears that began to seep on her cheeks.

"We call Iqbal, baby! Let's make sure he's okay!" Felisa took Bilqis's phone which was on the table. After the tone was connected, Felisa gave the phone to Bilqis. Before long, Iqbal switched his phone to a video call. So that he could see the state of his fiancee.

"Darling, why are you crying?" tanya Iqbal looks worried to see Bilqis sad.

"I'm afraid of losing you" Bilqis replied making Iqbal blush. It was the first time Bilqis had said that. Afraid of losing her, it's funny she thinks. She doubted her love. Until I had that kind of thought.

"Hmmm, baby. I'm not going anywhere. I'll never leave you. Don't you believe it?" Iqbal begins to tease Bilqis with his romantic words.

"If you don't believe me, you can split my chest. Look in it, there's gotta be only your name embedded in it." Bilqis widened his lips, and revealed his teeth a little.

"Well, that's dong! Smile. Kan added ademnya," continued Iqbal still tease Bilqis.

"Dear, thanks. Yep! To all," replied Bilqis who began to feel calm.

"Hmm yes, dear. Don't think of anything strange. You're everything to me. Oh yes, dear. I won't be able to go home. I have a little job. You're not angry, are you?" Iqbal said, asking for permission.

"No, honey. Yes, yes, yes. I hung up the phone first. Be careful, yes. Assalamualaikum." After Iqbal greeted him, Bilqis hung up and put his phone back on the table.

After finishing cleaning the glass. Felisa approached her daughter who was already sitting on the bed. Despite knowing that Iqbal is fine. Not making her daughter happy anymore. He still looks moody.

"Bun, what if Bilqis' age won't be long, again?" Hearing her daughter's words made Felisa sad. That question also crossed his mind. He was the same, afraid that his daughter would leave quickly. But as a mother, she should be able to make Bilqis. I am sure Bilqis will be healed. And live a normal life again, like his friends.

"Darling, you can't say that. You're cured, you're healed!" Without feeling a clear grain, it fell on his cheek. His chest became tight. Unable to deny. The fear exists. They both hugged each other. Mutually strengthen.

Somewhere else.

Hanif who was preoccupied with his activities in the hospital, once in a while he thought about the state of his lover. Since last night, the woman has not given any news. Just sending a message, no. That's what made the man concentrate on breaking apart.

At lunchtime, Hanif took the time to call Sisi. His feelings from last night were not good. Anxiety covers him. Several times he contacted Sisi, but there was no reply from the woman.

"Where, dear. I didn't pick up the phone from me" he murmured.

Hanif then headed to the mosque to pray Dzuhur first. Perhaps with prayer, it can slightly relieve his anxiety.

After praying, Hanif again contacted Sisi's number. But there's still no answer. Finally, he chose to have lunch first. He walked towards the cafe to fill his stomach which was already hungry.

A cup of rawon with a glass of warm tea is able to make the glasses man for a moment forget his baldness. Maybe because of the effects of hunger, making Hanif greedy eat his food.

"Doctor Hanif, can I sit here?" sapa Veronika pointed at the empty bench across from Hanif.

Hanif glimpsed at the face of the woman who was talking to him. After knowing who it is. Hanif stared then, the woman.

"Please, nobody forbid it!" cetus Hanif won't look Veronika in the face. The woman sat directly across from Hanif.

While stealing the gaze of the man in front of her, Veronika started eating her food. While Hanif, he finished his meal quickly. Don't want to linger near Veronika.

"I'm done, I'm first!" exclaimed Hanif lifting his body from the cursor he was sitting on.

"Wait, Doc!" cergah Veronica.

"Otherwise, I have no business with you." Hanif began to step on his feet, but was restrained by Veronika.

"I see, doctor Sisi is familiar with his best friend's fiancee." Veronika's words undo her intention to leave that place.

"It's none of your business!"

"Don't interfere with my personal affairs!" Hanif left Veronika in frustration. Upset by Veronika's words, upset that Sisi didn't answer her phone.

To be continued...

The conflict will begin soon...

Get ready with surprise author in the next part 😁