My husband never loved me

27. Mas Faisal hasn't loved me

Faisal and Yulia completely left the cafe, Faisal was driving his car at a moderate speed. She tried to temper her anger, while Yulia just kept silent not a word came out of her mouth. The atmosphere of the two became very awkward, Faisal was confused as to what he should say to Yulia.

"Yul.kamu angry same mas," the first word that opened their conversation in the car. Yulia seemed to be still silent, with her thoughts. He remembered the incident earlier. Actually what happened between Faisal, Weli, and Rio. There may be a dispute between them, so that the attitude of her husband to the couple becomes cold.

"Yul..." Faisal tried again to have a dialogue with his wife.

"Yes, um..." Julie answered briefly. In her heart she did not want to be angry at her husband, but in her mind she was very upset at Faisal who was not open to her.

" Yul. mas please listen to them.." Faisal pleaded with Yulia to forgive his mistake.

"Mas, Yulia was not angry with Faisal, Yulia was just disappointed with Faisal.." Yulia also expressed her heart. Yulia's words made Faisal even more frustrated, the better he was to be angered by his wife than he had to make his wife disappointed. And if it is forgiven, then the problem is finished. But if he makes his wife disappointed, even an apology cannot make things better.

"Yul's..I promise after this, I'll be open with you Yul.. What you're doing, I'll tell you everything ." Faisal was still trying to break his wife's heart.

" Including Faisal's past" finally Yulia was able to utter her curiosity about Faisal's past. The woman who had been in her husband's heart, the words of Yulia made Faisal speechless, and slightly swallowed the slavina. How could she tell Yulia, about her relationship with Weli. Yulia could be even more disappointed in Faisal.

"Why is it difficult to answer" said Yulia lirih. Their conversation stopped when they reached their front door. Faisal went down to open the fence of his house, after it opened he went back into the car and immediately drove his car to the parking lot. Faisal went down first rushing to run to the side of the car where Yulia was sitting, he opened the car door for Yulia.

" i can do it myself.." Yulia directly walked towards the main door of her house, then opened the door and went straight towards her room. While Faisal he closed the gate of his house and immediately followed his wife.

Yulia changed her clothes, she chose to wear the sleeping dress she used to wear. Faisal approached Yulia, he sat down beside Yulia.

" Yul. mas know mas wrong, as long as mas never tell about the past mas to you Yul. Mas just don't want to make you sad, whoever Mada then mas, the most important thing is now you're my wife. I can't love you with all my heart, but I've been trying all this time. Please give a little time to me. Mas all this time was also very tormented with the feeling of mas, but mas could not refuse it. If you can choose, you don't want to remember the woman. I'd rather have my heart be entirely yours.." Faisal looked into Yulia's eyes, his hands clasping Yulia's fingers.

At once Yulia's heart was very broken knowing her husband's feelings, until now she could not be the owner of Faisal's heart. On the other hand he felt sorry for Faisal, he saw that there was seriousness in Faisal's eyes. The sadness that Faisal felt, if it was in Yulia's position maybe he would not be as fresh as Faisal.

"Jari mas for mas can love you, mas sure you can Yul.mas please even though mas can not love you, but I love Yuli...and I don't want Yuli to leave the mas.." Faisal tightened his grip more. Yulia's tears could no longer be contained, what kind of marriage was she going through. A marriage based on one-sided love. Yulia did not know what to do tonight, the feeling was really mixed, making her chest feel tight, and her body felt tired. Yulia tried to make peace with the situation, she remembered the child in her womb. He had to be strong for the sake of his son, he had to be able to win Faisal's heart. Finally, Yulia was devastated, she could not bear to see her husband pleading with her.

"Yes mas..Julie will try to accept everything. I have to promise, no matter what happens, never leave Yulia. Yes, let's pray first, let the mind be cool. Ask God for guidance so you can forget the ex.." Yulia removed her hand from Faisal's grasp and rushed to the bathroom to fetch ablution water, after which Faisal followed. They also pray together, after praying they choose to rest their bodies.

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Elsewhere Rio and Weli were still sitting in the cafe After the departure of Yulia and Faisal, they were just silent with their respective thoughts.

"You should have been able to control your attitude earlier.." Rio who could no longer bear to speak.

" I'm sorry I didn't mean it that way..." Weli also felt guilty about the incident.

Rio and Weli walked towards the cashier to pay for the nak they ate including Faisal and Yulia's food. After paying for everything, they left the cafe.

Arriving at home, they walked straight to his room. Weli changed her clothes with her sleeping dress, while Rio just sat on the edge of the bed.

"Yo. change your clothes first.." Weli who had finished changing her clothes told Rio to change clothes. Rio just silently did not respond to Weli, As her Rio was also disappointed with the attitude of Weli dicafe earlier. Rio's silent attitude made Weli feel guilty. Weli approached Rio, looking at Rio with an unpredictable gaze.

" Yo. forgive my attitude towards Faisal.." his eyes started to glaze over, he knew that Rio was angry with him..

"I didn't mean it that way." said Weli cut by Rio..

"Like your feelings on Faisal is still too big huh Wel.." Rio turned his head to not look at his wife.

"Not that..Yo.. it's not..." Weli could not continue his words.

"If it wasn't for my family, I wouldn't have separated you. It was the circumstances that had to choose for me to marry you. I'd rather see the woman I love happy with her chosen man than I should live with you but Faisal's shadow is still very dense in your mind. I'm honestly tired of this, but I can't see my parents getting sick". This time Rio could no longer harbor the feeling he had been feeling all along.

" I don't intend to hurt you Yo, but I haven't been able to love you wholeheartedly.sorry.." Weli could no longer hold back her tears from dripping.

"It's not your fault.it's all my parents' fault, they're just so in love with you that they don't trust anyone else to take care of you" Rio knew this wasn't entirely Weli's fault.

"I hope you will be a little patient so that I can give my heart to you.." Weli held onto Rio's shoulder, she hoped Rio would look at her..

"I'm tired of having to pretend to be happy about this marriage, I'm tired of having to fall in love alone.." Rio looked tired with his present life, with the drama getting more and more hurtful, just for the sake of obeying the wishes of his parents...

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In the next part I will tell the story of Weli and Rio, so that the readers are not confused with the storyline.

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