My husband never loved me

My heart is no longer yours

In his room, after the Isya prayer. Sisi laid his body on his bed. With bolsters on top of her body, the woman seemed to be smiling herself at the thought of meeting Ilham tonight. He still does not expect, if Ilham is the man who will be betrothed to him.

"O Allah, forgive your servant. Since I love one of your creatures, she is so beautiful to have, give us our marriage smoothness tomorrow" she said, holding her hand on her chest after it was rubbed on her face while saying, "aamiin's."

After that, Sisi intended to close his eyes because he could not wait for tomorrow to arrive. However, disturbing emotions surrounded the woman, making it so difficult for her to bring herself to dreamland. Finally he took his cell phone which was located on the nightstand, beside his bed.

Sisi opened the WhatsApp application on his phone, there are some incoming chat there. One of them was from Asyifa, his younger brother Ilham.

"Assalamualaikum, Brother Sisi. Congratulations, soon to be Syifa's sister-in-law. Syifa seneng deh, brother Sisi would accept the sermons of Kak Ilham"

Sisi read it while smiling to himself, after which he replied to her.

"Waalaikum salam beware, why not tell Sister from the beginning. That Brother Ilham will be betrothed to Brother."

Sisi sent her to Syifa's number, coincidentally the girl was still online. So, not waiting for long, the chat from Sisi was opened by the girl. After a while, Syifa replied.

"And let's surprise, hehehehe 🤭. But it's a maw, right?" Sisi smiled back at reading it, and was countered by him.

"Yes, very nice. Yes, yes Fa, I want to rest first. assalamualaikum."

After getting a reply from Syifa put her phone back on the nightstand, after which she pulled a blanket to wrap her body. A moment later, his cell phone rang. Sisi paused his intention to lie down, and took back his phone. Seen on his phone screen an unknown number. Sisi intended to ignore, but he was afraid that something was important.

"Assalamualaikum," he said, Sisi answered the call. The moment he heard the deep answer from her, his face turned a pseudo-red.

"Waalaikumussalam, you haven't slept?" The voice of the man across there.

Sisi's tongue turned mute, his heart beating violently got the attention of the person across there. "Here, you're going to sleep, all right!" answer me nervously.

"Yes, good night, Felisya Basri. My future wife. See you at the meeting tomorrow," said the man, increasingly making Sisi soar into the air.

"Yes, Brother Ilham. Brother is also sleeping, yes! Have a good dream."

"Aamiin's."

"Si!"

"Yes Brother!"

"Take care of your heart for Brother, huh? Brother can not afford to lose you, because you are the first woman present in Brother's life. And Big Brother's hope is to make you the last woman in Big Brother's life!"

Silence, Sisi did not make a sound. He was so moved to hear that from Inspiration. His heart is like watering with flowers.

"Si!"

"Eh, yes Brother. Inshaa Allah, Brother. Sisi will guard this heart for Brother. Same with Sisi, brother. Sisi's only hope is one, may Brother be Sisi's priest until till Jannah."

"Aamiinu. Yes yes, Brother hang up first. Assalamualaikum!"

"Goddessalam!"

It is undeniable that the heart of Inspiration is covered with a great sense of anxiety. Right, he wasn't hooked with Hanif. But, his mind is now at war. Between fear of losing Sisi and fear if his ijab qobul plan tomorrow fails. Especially when he opens his phone, WhatsApp Sisi is online. The rumbling in his chest was so overflowing. Afraid, if the woman is still in touch with Hanif, her former fiance.

Not without reason he had such thoughts. Because since his meeting with Sisi, Ilham could see clearly there was still a slight sense in Sisi's eyes for Hanif. It's just that the feeling was covered by a huge disappointment, to the point of being invisible to Sisi himself.

But even so, it is not used as a problem by Inspiration to be bad to think. He still has the owner of the heart, which will one day erase that little taste from the woman he loves. And his love will take that place.

Sisi put his phone back on the table, but it rang back. And see who called him, another new number. With a little doubt he picked up the phone call.

"What else you want, we have no more business!" ketus again.

A few moments later Sisi approached the window, at the behest of the man. Sisi looked down at his room, and sure enough. Hanif was there, the man was standing right under Sisi's room.

"I'm not going down, you better get out of there!"

"No way!" he nodded, and closed the call.

Sisi walked away from where he was standing towards his bed. However, her heart was agitated, as Hanif threatened to climb up to her room, if she did not want to meet him downstairs.

"Oh my God, why is he still so selfish!"

His phone rang again, but Sisi did not answer. Since the number was from Hanif, he chose to put his phone on the table. But restrained the sound of incoming chat from WhatsApp.

"Well, I'm going up right now!"

That's the message from Hanif. Sisi couldn't possibly let Hanif into his room. If anyone knew, it would be a problem for him. Finally he agreed to meet Hanif below, on the condition that he would not meet Hanif under his room. He chose to meet Hanif in the garden of his house, at least they did not have to be alone. Because the post security guard is located not far from the park.

"Now tell me what you're going to talk to me about!!" jolt Sisi when they are already sitting on the park bench.

"Si, I beg you! Strain your engagement with Inspiration. Marry me! I beg you, Si!!!" said Hanif memelas.

"Nif, please understand. Appreciate my decision. We're over. And now I choose Inspiration to be my priest. Please understand!!!" push the side firmly.

"Do you really not love me anymore?" Hanif tried to grab Sisi's hand, but Sisi quickly rejected him.

"Don't touch me, Nif!" snapping Sisi distanced himself from Hanif.

"I promise I'll change my attitude all along. For you! Please, Si. Unplug the words you want to marry Ilham."

Hanif suddenly squabbled in front of Sisi. He kept begging Sisi to come back to him.

"Nif, what the fuck are you! Stand up! Don't be like this, I beg you."

"I won't stand until you come back with me."

"Nif, you don't impose your own will. Our relationship is over, and we will never be together again. I already considered you a friend, so please respect my decision, Nif."

"Is it true that you have no love for me, Si!" said Hanif raised his head so that he could look at Sisi's face.

The woman was silent for a moment, after which she made a sound. "I don't love you anymore, because in my heart there are already inhabitants."

Hanif was bowed limp, should he just give up. Or he still has to try again, so that Sisi loves him again.

"I'm sure you are too. Ask your conscience if you still love me or if it's just your own ego, Nif. Ask your heart, I'm sure you'll get the answer."

Sisi left Hanif still on the ground. The man looked down weakly and wept for his fate. Something made his heart so sick from all the words Sisi said.

"I don't love you anymore, because today belongs to someone else." Those words were ringing in Hanif's ears. Hope must be dashed.

To be continued

Hanif will still fight...

Ihhh curious not to mention 😁😁😁