My husband never loved me

How we love us is different

Sisi's decision was very unfair to Hanif, the man drove his car fast. The rumbling in his chest seemed to overflow, looking for a place for him to spill. Without feeling any clear liquid, seeping on his cheeks.

"Why? Why did you pick that fucking guy out of me, Si?" The driver's steering wheel becomes Hanif's target to vent his anger, in his frenzy repeatedly by him.

Miss Tari who saw her son destroyed could only try to calm down. By all means he did to have Hanif Iklhas accept Sisi's choice. It was actually heartless to see his son being injured a second time by a woman.

"Nif, you're patient! Don't be this emotional, danger baby!" He grabbed the arm of the man who was focusing on driving it.

"It's your destiny, you're not a match, baby!" he continued, Hanif did not budge.

"Darling, sometimes what we want doesn't match what we get. But, believe me baby, God has a more beautiful plan for your life." Slowly Hanif began to calm down, visible from the way to drive his car that was more relaxed.

Hanif held his temple with his hands resting on the car door. Reflecting on the mistakes he has made on Sisi. But his mind was struggling, he did not accept Sisi's decision at this time. Because he's so sure Sisi still loves him.

Without feeling their car until also in the courtyard of Hanif's house, he immediately put his car into the garage and immediately went down and into his house. Just go straight to his room.

With hesitation Bu Tari tried to chase after Hanif. "Nif, wait baby!" his yell. However, who had a name did not budge and chose to enter his room, after that closed the door of his room with a degree.

Hanif was still behind the door, his steps halted there. Sisi's shadow that caught him while changing clothes flashed back. Squeezing Hanif's hair, while launching his butt to sit on the floor. Behind the door of his room, Hanif cried. He failed to get Sisi back.

With his hands resting on his knees, Hanif stared nanar at the bed. If he could turn back the clock, he chose to believe in Sisi back then. But, regret remains regret that will never change the decision of Sisi who chose Insham as his priest in the household heresy Sisi.

The sound of knocking from the outside, did not make him switch from that place. He also did not intend to open the door to his room.

"Honey, open the door!" ma'am Dance from the Outside. "Nif, baby!" Seraya knocked on Hanif's room door.

"Leave Hanif alone, Bun!" sahut Hanif from within. "Hanif doesn't want to be bothered by anyone, Bun!" he continued again with a heavy voice.

With a heavy heart, Miss Tari left Hanif's room. He couldn't possibly constantly force his son to talk. Maybe true, right now Hanif needs time to be alone. So that he can reflect on his mistakes during this time, and Legowo accepts Sisi's choice.

While Hanif, he was still as hot as in his room. His eyes were empty towards the front. He was still confused as to what steps he would take. Clearly, he still does not accept Sisi's decision.

After pondering for quite a while there, Hanif then withdrew from his seat. As if getting a fresh breeze, he smiled sinisterly at the place. He grabbed his phone, after which contacted someone across there.

"Candika hotel? Ok, thanks!" he yelled at the guy across there. "I have to meet him now!" he smiled while smiling thinly.

Not waiting for long, Hanif came out of his room. He walked to the garage of his car, after arriving. He got inside and immediately put his car back out of his house. His destination was at the hotel where Ilham and his family were staying.

For about thirty-five minutes, Hanif arrived at the hotel. He got out of his car after parking his car in the parking lot. With a hasty step, he walked towards the reception room.

"A guest on behalf of Muhammad Ilham Afshrizi is inspiring in what room" he asked the receptionist.

The clerk looked for the name mentioned by Hanif in the guest book. After searching it repeatedly, but the employee did not find it.

"On behalf of Muhammad Ilham Alfahrizi is not listed here, sir!" answer the receptionist.

Hanif appeared to roll his eyes, he looked at the words of the clerk. After getting something, he again asked the employee.

"In the name of Kyai Abdullah?"

"Oh, yes there is. He rented two rooms at our hotel. Rooms 203 and 204" the official explained, Hanif nodded.

Not far away he stepped, his body bumping into someone. Until they both almost fell, "sorry!" exclaimed Hanif who did not pay attention to the person he hit.

"Haniff!" exclaimed the man in a confused tone.

Hanif was wide-eyed when he heard that person's voice, he was like he was no stranger to the person calling him. Hanif immediately directed his gaze towards that person, no less surprised he was when who he saw. "Ilham?" she nodded with a cynical tone.

"Nif, why are you here?" Not yet Ilham finished his sentence, Hanif pulled the man's hand to follow where he was going to take him.

Their steps were stopped at a park located opposite the hotel. Hanif removed his hand from the arm of Inspiration, his eyes staring intently at Ilham.

"When did you know Sisi?" One question escaped the lips of the bespectacled man.

Ilham smiled broadly in response to a question from Hanif, the man then patted Hanif's shoulder gently and said, "it's only been six months!"

Highlight Hanif's eyes followed Ilham's hand landing, after which he threw it off his shoulder.

"So, have you been in a relationship for a long time?"

Ilham. "We never had any special relationship, except for the relationship of lecturers and students."

Hanif seemed to frown, as if he could not believe what Ilham said.

"You're in a match, Hanif. But..."

"That means you don't love each other?" prune Hanif smiling mockingly towards Ilham.

With Inspiration, the man also smiled. "Love?" Hanif. "Love comes from the heart, Nif. Proved by action. Maybe the way you love the other side is different from me. I love him in prayer, ask him in a third of the night, I seduce the owner of the heart to be united with the perfect woman. Like Sisi!"

The answer from Ilham was able to make Hanif dumbfounded, the man was just glued staring nanar into Ilham's face. "And God willing, we will be united in a true bond of love."

"Nif, maybe you met Sisi first. Maybe you were the first to get in touch with him. But if God does not want, then nothing can happen."

Too many words came out of the mouth of Inspiration, until Hanif's ears were hot to hear it. "Did you know? What caused us to split up, huh?"

Inspiration smiled again. The expression of the man did not match what Hanif had imagined. "Did Sisi tell you that?"

"It's over!"

Hanif twisted his body, the other hand placed on his waist and the other wiped his face violently. "Sifts... Shit..."

"Sisi has told me everything," said Ilham, increasingly making Hanif feel embarrassed.

"Nif, that's how he is. Everyone has a mass, the most important thing is the one who is now. I have never seen a woman from her past. Besides, there's nothing bad about Sisi's past."

"Damn it!!!!" Hanif then left that place with embarrassment in him. Instead of wanting to heat up Inspiration, he himself looks hot.

To be continued

After we're up again...