My husband is not my love

complicated relationship

after a few days we always had a wonderful talk even when my parents asked me about my relationship, I told him about my relationship with ifan that he wanted to be serious, he wanted me to marry him, my parents were very agreeable,

but one time when my relationship with ifan was getting closer there was a test in our relationship,

mas ifan admitted to being bored with me, I wonder why he arrived so hard to contact let alone meet, I wonder why he arrived,

and for almost 1 month my relationship with ifan as hanging is unclear, maybe because he was angry because I did not want to get married or something else, or,,

after that ifan I can call and I ask for an explanation from him anywhere all this time, I ask a lot of questions to him, he said,

mas you go anywhere why there is no news, almost 1 month I think you continue, do you not love me anymore,?

heeemmm ifan let out a long sigh,

this Dex that I don't like about you, you're too possessive like you used to be,

I was sobbing because I could no longer hold back my tears

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'll try to change later, but please don't disappear again like this I can't if I don't hear from you,,

yes I will try to contact you when there is time, already yes I am tired of taking a break first,

but mas, I say back my word yes mas met malam lov u

evening,,tttttttuttuttutt

without answering my love ifan hung up on me and after that there was no news

1 day, though,

1 week even almost 1 month I can no longer resist not asking news,

I'm calling ifan, though,

tttuuut, he didn't pick up my phone for long

hello mas, why the hell you love you kox still no ngabarin me as well,

I have to do what, he answered briefly

yes at least you say I once or twice a week cook really not time mas, are you really not love me anymore,

ci you know I'm busy answered him a little loudly, though,

yes, but I am your girlfriend, please respect me, I have tried to hold back every time my heart wants to know your news, for your sake I do it, but you even lost no news mas

keep what you want now ask a little piercing his voice

mas I want our relationship as before, chat through the phone and meet when you are off work

ci I want to be alone, he replied

there is a kind of thorn that plagues every inch of my heart, it hurts so bad whether this is the name of a broken heart ah audahlah that I definitely do not like this feeling

I'll see you later, baby,,

for days there was no news as usual, no call or just send a message, until one day

my best friend keyla his name tells me about his friend who was pdkt with a guy named ifan, but I think maybe it just happened to be the same name, he said,

but when my friend said

but mb oci temen I said ifan was his neighbor

he's the man I love so much after all my own time where maybe he got this hard on me key,

mba man is also human could he be tempted with other women, incidentally my friend is also very interesting, centil also, can a girlfriend mbak want more, more,because during the courtship period you never held a hand let alone a kiss, let alone a kiss,

but why key why he can do that, yes I was wrong to refuse his invitation to get married,

he has been 25 years already well established, but you see mbak kn key, new 18-year-old wave just graduated yesterday, still want to enjoy youth

yes mbak I know kox mbak not wrong but the situation has not been friendly aj mbak, sabar ya

after I finished with Keyla, I called ifan right then,,

tttuut

hello, you again why I just ask a question before he answers

I want to hear your explanation, is it true that you again deletin girl and that's your neighbor, hope not answer justify

yes, why? ask him like an innocent man

mas I'm still your girlfriend yes, if you want to get another girl why don't you break up first me, with a high tone while sobbing

you're just a girlfriend, not a wife, though,,

the answer he gave me became

mas now what do you want, please give me the decision not to hang me like this,

deck sorry I can't give you an answer, though,

mas if indeed you want to decetin the girl is better we break up, my words are firm but still sob let ka.(no).

no deck that's not what I want, interjecting in the middle of my word

then what mas, I asked to weld

and it seemed that ifan was starting to pity my voice that was getting hoarse from crying

deck me to be honest with you, actually I was forced to do all this, actually I was never really close to another girl, really,I just want to test you if you really love me or just play,

wuusshh felt like a fresh wind was sweeping my turmoil, but still could not believe it

you lied to me, did what you did, you know I love you so much, resentfully replied

dear horrorin me, I'm happy when you're possessive, because you're so attentive to me, but I'm just upset, why every time I ask you to get married never want to

you know I've talked about this with you before,

yes dear sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I hurt your feelings, I'm so sorry I love you mmmuuach

a long kiss sounded on the other end of the phone,

why are you so bad, mas,,,

I'm sorry I promise I won't make you cry, no, no, no,,,

it turned out that ifan was just testing me back then

seriated