My husband is not my love

the past is revealed

"So you still don't want to tell the truth" I asked to confirm again, remove the hand vino, Vino,

"Honey, he's just my past" flushed

"Oh past, just so close to him, what he seduces you, what he has no shame, I yell at vino, and my brother makes a shocked and crying

"So your limit is melody, a very nice girl, akh knows her very well"

"Border, then why don't you just marry her" my anger grew

"Yes, I should have married her, but I she wouldn't marry me without my blessing, not like you, you even got in touch with me when your status was still someone's wife" pointed at me with her anger,atsa's cry did not muffle our amrah, my heart was very broken to pieces hearing vino's statement, Vino,

"So you're saying I'm a silly woman, that's what you mean,heh I think you're different from anto, you can keep my feelings, but you're the same, men are the same," I'm sobbing,

vino probably felt like he was talking wrong, so he hugged me and apologized,

" Dear forgive me for what I said"

while kissing my forehead, and I pushed her body straight away,

"Yes you are right, I'm just a silly woman who is too easy to believe all your confessions, I'm right, I'm a stupid woman, I shouldn't have accepted your proposal,

"Dear forgive me, I was wrong" continued to apologize

" I'm a fool, a foolish woman, why do I always trust men's words, why am I so stupid while continuing to hurt myself,

"Go, come back to your niken, the niken you've always been proud of, the niken that keeps you from ignoring me when you're near, go"

I came down, atsa I've held my arms, vino is worried because my body is staggering, what if something happens to me and atsa, what if something happens to me,

"You call me a fool, right, well I don't want to continue being a fool because of you, I will leave you, so that you don't consider me a fool anymore, I will let you go so that I'm not called a lazy woman anymore, I cried until I thought nothing,

"Dear listen, I mispronounced, you're not like that, I chose you" trying to get close

"Yes you chose me as your outlet right, why am I like this, love pardon mama son, forgive mama's stupidity,"

I hugged Atsa to feel relieved but somehow the vino speech felt so piercing my heart, it hurt so much..

"And if niken wanted to come back with you, surely you would have chosen him and left us, right??

atsa who was asleep I put it in the lower room, I sat beside the bed while leaning my shoulders, 2

"You managed to fool me vino, succeeded, very successful, almost 2 years we were married, I just realized your purplish now, I,

why am I so easy to believe, beating my head, Vino kept holding my hand and hugging me tightly, I tried to let go of his embrace, but in vain because of the limp condition, I tried to let go,

"I'm sorry, I've hurt you so much, I'm wrong once again I hurt you, forgive me, you've suffered too much because of me, you're so good, I'm stupid, forgive my stupid love"

*keep holding me

I've been getting limp, my body is getting more and more undefended, I'm falling in the arms of vino, I'm feverish and unconscious, Vino's getting freaked out, and lifting me to bed, covering me and compartmentalizing my head*,

"Dear to know" God why I'm so angry at him just because of marriage,"

*vino continued to accompany me for as long as I was unconscious and took care of the atta all night if he was fussy, so he was exhausted and slept with the position of hugging Atsa and me, and I,

after I woke up in the morning and felt a lot of pain in my head, I still vividly remember what Vino said, he was so angry when I said bad things about niken, I got out of bed, I got out of bed,I carried away the sleeping atmosphere, I came out of the room and went to the upper room, I left the vino below, I was still very angry with him, I was not wanting to see him, I was not wanting to see him,

and today I was not going to argue, with all my memories of last night, I arrived uncontrollably and cried, I tried to hold back so as not to make a sound, but it was like slapping me and my crying broke,so Vino who heard my voice immediately looked for me, he ran up, and saw me drooping on the floor or I put it on his bed*,

"Honey already, forget the incident last night, look your eyes are very moist, your voice is also very hoarse," said vino soothing as he stepped closer to me

"If you truly love me, you will never be able to say that to me"

I screamed hysterically making Vino not know what to do, because I was getting out of control ,

"I know you're so depressed right now, you're so much for the pressure I've put on you, baby.then I'll do anything for you to forgive me.."

*and waiting for my heart to calm down seems to take some time,,,

getting hurt because of a boyfriend may still be acceptable, but if the husband does it could be that easy,,,,

connect*....