My husband is not my love

grey night

I've changed my clothes to a nightgown, but now I'm married anyway and I have to go through all this heavy, heavy,

ci you why since this morning always moody, why are you unhappy,,

I tried to sort out my words so as not to offend her so much

sorry I can't talk about it yet, but now we're resting, I'm really tired, man,,

tonight passed without any debate,

in my mind I always called ifan's name and also mama's,,

why it's so hard for me to go through, I need you guys, I need a backrest, I want a story but why do you have to leave me like this,

without feeling my tears flow until I fall asleep in my tears

the next day I woke up for dawn prayers, I deliberately did not wake anto because I wanted to know whether he was diligent in praying or not,

until I was done with my activities in the kitchen it was still not awake, I tried to wake him, I tried to wake him up,

mas anto, wake up to dawn prayer first I try to be friendly with the situation, I,

I'll be sleeping about this soon

I went to start cleaning the house, because the last night's lymayan made a mess of the whole room, and I saw it was 6 am anto still not awake, I tried to wake him up again, he was,

you will not be part of the morning prayer time..

yes yes why you bring so much anyway, later also I pray, I pray,

and after he spoke like that I immediately rushed off and I decided not to wake him up again,

after I finished with the house cleaning activities, the clock showed at 7:30 am, I saw that anto still did not wake up from his sleep I decided to have breakfast with papa after finishing,I sat down while playing hp and saw chat on my phone, there were many congratulations from my friends but I expected it was not seen chat or anything on my phone,

this is what it feels like to be crazy for love

aih I'm why, let's forget him, he's just your past, now think about your future with anto

again, I was surprised when I arrived and stood behind me

you again say hi, asked anto surprised me

ough, I'm looking at a chat my friend, if you want to eat I've prepared at the table, eat,

I'll eat, I'll get a cigarette first,

what cigarettes didn't I say yes that I don't like male smokers, I'm upset

how else I can not if not smoke answered anto at will,

at that time, I promised I would never smoke again

oci oci, so that girl is not naive very dech, you think I really really say that, tease ifan

what,? so you deliberately played me, and about you being diligent in worship is it also just your trick, getting upset

of course, I just want to get you not to change for you..

I felt like I had a big slap until the pain couldn't go away,

is this a test I must pass now or so, O God.

and it turned out that it was really my test every day, getting rough treatment from anto made me even more sorry..

seriated