My husband is not my love

very heavy pressure

vino took me to the hospital, he did not tell my family, for fear of worrying, until for days I was unconscious, said the doctor I was so depressed that I experienced an event like this,and after 3 days of waking up, and I looked around, very strange, I took off all the medical equipment attached to my body, I got out of bed and left, I was looking for an atta, I was running around looking for my son, I was,I look really sad, when I want to get out of the hospital, Vino looks at me and holds me,

"Darling you haven't recovered properly, but we're in, we're restoring your condition"

"I want to go home, I want to see Atsa, where is she?, he said?,

I cried, yelled hysterical, and cried,

"Darling atsa is fine I asked mama to keep atsa at home"

"I want to go home"

finally because I saw me getting hysterical vino took me home until I immediately looked for atta, when I saw atsa in my mother's lap, I immediately took it, I took it,

"Atsa mama's here, sorry mama left you"

*I brought the room atta and hugged her until we fell asleep, under which I still faintly heard mama talking to vino, whether what they were vicaran was not so clear,,,, no,,

after almost 2 hours I woke up from my sleep, my body was better and I was more able to control my anger, I saw the vino coming with some food*.

"Dear you're awake, please,

tanya Vin tried to talk to me

here I bring you food, you eat?"

vino tried to bribe me but I was still reluctant to interact with Vino, I dropped my body on my mattress again, even though I was actually very hungry.

"Darling come on, some days you don't eat well, compassion if you don't eat, what if you are sick can also be sick"

I sat down and took food from Vino's hand, I ate some bribes and put it on the table,

"After this please don't disturb my life anymore, I will take Atsa with me, I will leave your life, fulfill your long-saved dream"

vino looked at me with regret, though,

"I don't want to be a hindrance to your relationship with niken, I realize I'm just a woman who's been married, and foolishly loves a man who still loves his lover"

vino kept quiet as long as I spoke

"I'm just a kid who lost his mama when I needed a backrest, I'm just a country girl who doesn't know that she loves a rich man who doesn't compare, I'm just an ordinary girl who wants to be happy,but I've gone the wrong way, I've lost, I've lost by fate, I'm sorry, I've ruined your future, but I'm so grateful to you, because you've given me such an adorable son,cute and very handsome like you, he is my most beautiful treasure, I hope you find happiness in your life, I have felt happiness with you, that I will not forget, but you must be happy with the girl you love,"

I walked towards the clothes

vino started to react

"I will give in, I will not demand anything, for atsa, he is my son he is my responsibility, I will take good care of him, I will not forbid you to meet him, karrna no matter how you are also his father, I will not forbid you to see him,I took out my clothes, and I was going to put them in my suitcase but Vino grabbed my clothes and threw them on the floor, he pulled my hand and dropped me in his arms,

"Are you done with what you said, what you still have to say again, dear it's all my fault, I once again tore your heart apart, I can't keep your heart, I love you, I love you,everything you do is not a mistake but love, remember it is love," I drowned in the embrace of Vino while holding back my tears.

"Take off, put out the dust in your heart don't you hold it will hurt you" said Vino again this time I was silent

*I felt a hug of tenderness vino, I was sedated by the comfort of his body, he was so soothing at a time like this..

connect*....