My husband is not my love

mom's departure

it's really heavy day I'm on without ifan,

and when I was still in trouble my relationship with ifan

I was even more devastated when I saw my mother who was healthy and not sick suddenly died,

I was so devastated and could not think of anything, because of my mother's wishes that I had not fulfilled,

the incident really made me weak, drop until I locked myself for days in the room,

and shortly after mama left, I was forced to marry my family and it was with anto, a man I didn't expect

this is the hardest test of my life,

when the engagement came I could only cry thinking of ifan, why did this happen, she said,

and the wedding has been decided 3 months after the engagement, the,,

after the bitter incident arrived ifan contacted me, and said that he did not marry his ex because of the help of his friends to find the girlfriend of his ex, but I have to how...

thank God you didn't marry him but I was engaged, I didn't dare break this relationship because it was my family's will,

unfortunately I regret and want to come back with you and live the household with you, the revelation ifan made me unconscious already smiling as well as crying, she said,

but how I explained this to my parents, I just lost my mom, I don't want to lose my dad, I don't want to lose my dad,

I'll come to your house and explain this to your family ci,

I cried as it was

it may be our destiny, we are not fools..

brrukk I left when I heard the sound of ifan who was going to cry and I ended my relationship with ifan and finally we really separated

I can't move on from ifan even though Anto tried various ways to seduce me

my love story is not perfect, my story is really sad, because ifan I am not strong mas, please give back that time, when you introduce me to your love,

when you started praising me gently you said I was lucky to have a girl like you that you never even wanted me to touch,,those words ring in my ear,

but anto he even dared to touch and ******* my lips before becoming my husband,,

he's not a good man, though, and,,

mama why mama left, I want mama to know, I still love ifan ma very much,, I want you to know,,

I started a long day when that day came

the day I can't see ifan anymore, and I will always be in the shadows with him, the person who means so much in my life

my beautiful dream was shattered along with my wedding day,,,

their happiness has ruined my future and the future of building a household with ifans,

everything I dreamed of with ifan was like being swept away by a huge storm so that anyone who passed through it would die

and that day came too

the ifan beside me right now is not him,

throughout the show I was endlessly crying regretting all of this

I will always keep my feelings for ifan even though I have become an anto wife

why doesn't everyone understand my feelings, why do they only think of happiness that is not real to me

after the event finished I rushed to change my wedding dress with a nightgown, obviously I have been uncomfortable wearing this outfit since this morning I lied by pretending to smile

and when I'm done with my nightgown

I'm not surprised that this is going to happen

seriated