My husband is not my love

deal with papa

*after that night I became quieter, less talkative, I locked myself in my room more often,

is it true that there is no sincere love for me, considering back, my story is not based on love, and vino I love him so much, but it seems that his love is not for me

this afternoon while I was dressing up atsa, Vino who just came home from work sat next to Atsa while talking a few words*, said*,

"Papa wants us to go home tonight"

when I was surprised, I did not respond to anything, I was still focused on Atsa,

"There's papa speaking" he said"

I also do not know what to talk about papa, and melody did not react anything, on the one hand I was right wrong with what I said the other day but on the other hand I was still so loving niken,

*when night falls I'm ready to go to his papa vino's house, tonight no matter what happens I'll try to be a very strong woman,

soon we reached papa's house, and again I was surprised by the presence of Vino's past, I wanted to go back out but Vino prevented me*, I said*,

"You stay with me"

we really met papa vino greeting papa while when I was about to experience it as if I did not want to shake my hand at all

"Vino, come sit near papa,"

vino stepped towards his papa, and he was so close to niken, he,

"Vino, go ahead, papa doesn't want to talk stale, papa has already approved your relationship" like a cloudy who arrived lost when he heard papa's words, I'm very happy, but why don't you shake my hand earlier.

"Papa seriously, papa nodded his head,

Papa has received a melody to be papa's daughter-in-law, Vino is close to his papa's hand, mama vino who has just come to be happy to see his son and his father can be close again like before

"Who said papa bless you with melody, don't you love niken so much, papa bless your relationship with niken,,

pyyyaaaaaarrrr, like a glass that falls and shatters to pieces, I want to feel like I'm crying but I'm trying to be strong,

"Pa but, Melody and my son they're part of my life"

vino mute then, papa vino knows the weakness of his son, he is very easily shaky, p,

"Vino, your son could have taken care of you after you were with niken, right?"

patting vino's shoulder

"What about melody pa,"

ask the pale vino

*I saw a very clear concern on Vino's face, he didn't try to defend me at all, am I really stupid,

I stood up, mama who just silently watched this all make it look like among people who do not want my existence*, everyone*,

"I'm sorry I don't seem to be needed here, excuse me" I came out hoping that Vino would come after me, and chose to keep me but I waited not to come too, so maybe it was God's destiny that I had to accept

I came home feeling very messed up while Vino was still with his parents and his girlfriend,

"Pa I have to go, I don't want anything to happen to my son and wife" pa"

vino tries to leave but his papa holds him back,

"Vino papa has gone to great lengths to accept your relationship with niken, don't you still love him"

"Pa I still love niken, but I can't leave my wife and our son behind"

I'm sorry I have to go and we'll talk again.*

ke** papa did all this, why not long ago, niken I still love him so much, and I really want to live with him, but melody, I love him so much, too,moreover, he has given me such a cute son**.

along the way the old vino collided with his mind, and just after arriving home, Vino went into the upper room, and saw Atsa was asleep but did not see me where, where,he kept looking for me and found me unconscious in a wet shirt*,

"Darling, what are you doing"

vino held me in the room and changed my clothes to dry ones, during which time I kept saying the word guilt to myself

"I must punish myself for my stupidity"

the words kept coming out of my mouth very softly

"I have to punish myself"

I have to punish myself

I have to punish myself for my stupidity....

*that word sounds painful to Vino,

"honey don't talk like that, my heart hurts to hear you say that even though I know it doesn't hurt more than you feel"

how does the story go

look forward to it and like this novel...

connect*....