My husband, my Beloved (Revised)

I'm Ok

So far all Rain has been able to handle. Rain will get used to sleeping on his back by Ega. Rain did not want to overload his mind with lamenting this state of affairs. Rain returned to the room when Ega was already lying down without a blanket. Rain developed a smile because Ega was indeed sleeping instead of pretending. Rain crouched down in front of Ega. Staring at that handsome face was fixed, let it be halal. Rain still with his smile peeked at Ega's nose whose pointy tip was tapered. Rain spread the blanket up to Ega's waist. Then he fell asleep facing Ega's wide back.

"Good sleep, dear" Rain closed his eyes so as not to oversleep during the future.

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At 03:30 Rain was awake. I was still asleep in the same position. Rain slowly peeked at Ega. His eyes are still closed. Rain again smiled in light of last night's kiss on Ega's nose. It was like stealing a neighbor's mango, afraid of getting caught.

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Rain rested solemnly on his alphabet with all humility. Rain decided to confide in him. Rain put both hands behind his face. His voice was clear, only he could hear.

O Allah, I consider this a warning to the servant who has committed many sins. Servants have left many prayers and sometimes angry over something in the servant's life. The servant deliberately spread the aura without shame. Even the servant once felt annoyed at Mother who told to close the auray. O Allah, with all humility I give up life to You. You will not give trials beyond the ability of the servant. Please, O Allah, give your husband tenderness. Open the way of truth. Ridhoi is always our step. Give the servant ease and strength. Aamyn

Rain ended his prayer. Then take the Qur'an gift from Ega in the closet. Rain again drifted to read the Qur'an in a soft voice.

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As Ega said, He did not want Rain to appear before him. So after the shabu Rain prayer rushed to the kitchen to make breakfast. Deftly his hands make pancake batter and then cook it on teflon. His smile continued to fall. Aunt came over when the pancakes were finished and put on the dining table.

"Oh Allah, neng. Early in the morning in the kitchen" cried Aunt with a little shock.

"Sst" Rain told Aunt to be quiet by sticking an index finger on her lips. Rain made chocolate milk to complete the pancake.

"Auntie now to this anterine room for Mas, say Aunty made it. All right if there's dirty clothes, Auntie take it. Rain was about to wash" Rain handed the tray of pancakes and chocolate milk to Auntie. Auntie's eyes sparkled at that delicious Rain pancake. Aunty had to gulp her own saliva along carrying the tray.

"Breakfast. Eaten yes, Auntie is now cooking tea. I want to cook every day. So A Ega eats at home every day"

Aunt put the tray on Ega's study table. Bibi circled her gaze on the basket in front of the bathroom and immediately took the basket when she could be sure there were some pieces of Ega's dirty clothes in it.

"Thank you, Bi" Ega immediately devoured the pancake without the slightest suspicion. Ega breathed a sigh of relief because when he woke up he did not find Rain. Ega continued to feed the pancakes without pause. From yesterday he did not eat, the worms in his stomach have been very protesting.

Aunt passed by with a faint smile on her lips

'Basic hypocrites, just as people hate the same food they like'.

Aunty walked slowly carrying a basket of dirty clothes. When it arrived under Rain was already nonexistent. At the dinner table there was still a plate of pancakes and a glass of unsalted tea that Rain had prepared for Auntie. Realizing Rain wasn't in Aunt's kitchen right to the laundry at the back. Rain was getting ready to wash his clothes.

"Bi, aren't you eating the same?" Asked Rain with a look of a pen please.

"Give it, even greedy" replied Bibi as she put the laundry basket next to Rain.

"Neng, isn't the cleaner using the machine?" Auntie asked who saw Rain rinsing her clothes.

"No ah Bi, said Mr. Ustad at school Rain washing the clothes of the husband can dissolve all our sins, Bi!" Excited Rain soaked the dirty clothes that Auntie just brought with detergent into the bucket. Aunty was just nodding to styling Rain with teary eyes

'Your Asian tea Neng geulis, may A Ega quickly wake up'

Auntie left Rain because she couldn't bear to cry. While Rain just smiled looking at Aunt's departure.