My husband, my Beloved (Revised)

Vengeful

Once in the car Ega and Rain both exhaled a long breath. Even Rain had not been able to forget the look on Mr. Rakha's face full of anger. Ega looks depressed. Rain grabbed Ega's hand grasping it tightly. However, Ega instead pulled his hand back while driving forward the car at high speed.

Rain was afraid to see Ega with her cold and stern face. He looks to hold grudges and anger. There is no conversation. Only the roar of cars at high speed split the jammed afternoon road.

In the middle of their journey they were stuck in traffic. Bugh, Ega hits the steering wheel while swearing

"Ah shit, koq can get stuck anyway!?"

"Egaaa" Rain called out in a delicate voice. I didn't look back, let alone answer.

Rain gave me a bottle of water that he had opened. However, Ega deliberately brushed it off instead. Be that water spilled in half onto Rain's body. Rain immediately put the bottle back into the bag.

*Ja*this way if he's angry? he looks like Mr. Rakha. Inner Rain.

The car drove slowly, then after 30 minutes the traffic jams unraveled and the road returned smoothly. Rain kept glancing towards Ega who was still with a face full of anger.

*Bi*care, Rain said in her heart.

Suddenly Ega pulled over his car in a rather quiet place.

"Why is fate so cruel, Rain? Why did that woman have to come? I'd rather not be born than live like this!" Ega cried with emotion.

"Since Kindergarten, I've often heard mothers talk bad things about me. They think I'm the bastard son of Papa's mistress. They say my fate is bad. At school events only Auntie was with me. Even my friends ask me where my mother is? My friends even thought I was a kid picked up from the streets!" With tears in her eyes, Ega recalls her childhood.

'Surely He's an unwanted child'

'Basic of the child's murmur'

'Look, how sad his life is'

'I've grown up not going out with him'

'I don't want to either'

The sounds of ridicule were again heard in his ears. Ega closed his ears with both hands and shouted in frustration. Rain was getting scared to see it. Rain's body trembled violently with a stupefied breath.

"Gue won't forgive that woman, I'll look for her!" Ega murmured that could be heard by the increasingly frightened Rain.

Both of Rain's hands clasped firmly on the cloth covering his legs. His lips shook with the cry. Meanwhile, Ega begins to control himself. Adjusted his breath and rubbed his face.

"Why you?" Ega asked looking at Rain's eyeballs which started to tear.

"I'm scared, I'm scared. Afraid" Rain replied as he tried to hold back the tears.

"Oh, shit" Ega swears.

"Let's go down, there's a chair" Ega pointed to a chair under a tree on the side of the road. The two got off the car, Rain carefully stepped up. His body feels weak.

"Don't be afraid, I'm not mad at you" said Ega who crouched down in front of Rain because the chair was too small to sit on.

"Come, set your breath" Ega cupped Rain's cheeks together and wiped the tears with her thumb. Rain closed his eyes, adjusting his breathing.

"Huuuh" Rain threw out her breath and her feelings calmed down more. Ega clasped both hands.

"Is it better?" Ega asked looking inside.

Rain nodded.

"I'm not mad at you" said Ega, continuing to stare at Rain.

"Don't hold, be sincere. Free if you like this will not be able to restore everything" said Rain, now his hand has been stroking Ega's head.

"I can't, I even chose not to be born to my tragic mother" Ega replied lowered her head.

"If you don't exist, who am I? Believe me this is God's way" Rain tries to convince Ega.

"No, Rain. The woman should be able to feel what Mama is feeling" Ega still lowered her head, her hands getting tighter grasping Rain's hands.

"Don't get rich, don't let resentment and emotion rule you!" Rain raised Ega's chin. Rain tried to stare at Ega but Ega threw his gaze in all directions.

Because, Ega knew he would be devastated if he had looked into the shady eyes of Rain.

"I can't Rain, sorry. I will even hate and will not forgive that woman!"

Rain took a deep breath. 'Alright, later maybe I can persuade him again'.

"Yes, let's go home" Rain said as he let go of Ega's grasp and passed into the car in deep disappointment.