My husband, my Beloved (Revised)

Hurt

From the first lesson until the break until the lesson usain Rain does not talk much. Just this morning it felt familiar once why it became awkward again. Ega didn't want to make Rain drag on in the muddle.

"Rain Loe's mad at me?" That was the first sentence that came out of Ragga's mouth when Rain almost got up. Rain shook weakly.

"I'm ashamed, Ega. I look cheap calling you dear when I'm nobody."

Ega smile. "Rain, look at me. Look at my eyes!" Rain said, they looked at each other.

"Rain, you're not a cheap girl and you're not wrong nor are you guilty of the word you send me. Aren't we friends? Loe from the beginning was good with me. Loe is always sincere. Loe and Nyokap loe are now rich as part of my life and Auntie. Stop blaming yourself for trivial things that do not make me angry and I actually like it!" Ega said at length hoping Rain felt confident back. Rain nodded with a smile his eyes twinkled looking at Ega this close made him feel calm.

"Ok now we go home, I'm anter loe and can't refuse."

"Ok, thanks Ega." 'I love you' but that in Ega's heart would never hear it.

After making sure Rain gets inside Ega immediately re-applied his car to go home. I've been waiting for Rain at the dinner table. After greeting her mother Rain sat down next to Mother.

"Koq his girlfriend wasn't invited to stop by?"Mother said seriously as if Rain had already dated Ega. "Ibuuu, we're not dating and Rain said don't make Rain think as if Ega likes Rain too." considering that Ega said they were friends.

"When did you get home and leave, nothing happened in the car?" ask Mother Rain.

"Are you really in love with Him?" Rain nodded "but, it seemed like he was not ma'am. He only considers friends". Rain looked down lethargic.

"Mom don't want to see you sad. If Rain doesn't think he likes Rain, let me match Rain with Mom's friend's son." Rain was shocked not to play at Mother's words. Rain pervaded his mother's words.

"Mom, but I don't want ma'am. I like Ragga."

Mom shakes "No, Rain. I don't want you to feel sad because Ega can't return your feelings. Trust me. I love you so much!"

Mother took Rain into her arms.

"If Ega isn't as assertive as that and instead makes you cry I don't want Rain. After all, Mom's daughter is no less handsome than Ega."

Rain started sobbing, he had to forget his Ragga. "You want, baby?" Rain nodded weakly. Mom kissed Rain's head.

Rain cried last night. Wipes were everywhere. It felt like just yesterday her heart was blossoming. Laugh with Ega. Why is it turning around now. His world feels collapsed. Not only was love built but it was already falling apart. Not only did Ega know his heart but had to be stopped. 'I'm not like other girls who dare to express their feelings to you. Let me carry this love with my whole life. Let me cast away and bury all my love for you by putting it in the deepest memory and heart. I really don't want to disappoint Mom, hopefully you will also find the girl you want. I love you, let me be the only one who knows' Rain just kept crying until the early hours of the morning. His head feels like it's about to break. There was only Ragga, only Ragga's smile and only Ragga's voice.

Candidate before starting yes, Rain 😭