My Cruel Husband's

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"Yes, honey. Daddy make you some milk first, huh?"

Devan enters the kitchen and starts doing what's in his head. His face was radiant because he could hear all his son's wishes again.

He could see Andrean and Adrian running around him. A glass fell because he accidentally touched it. At that moment he immediately woke up.

Devan shook his head while touching his head which immediately felt dizzy. The hallucinations are back. Devan feels absolutely crazy every day.

Devan hit his head hard to cast away the shadow of his children. He threw the milk bottle in his hand, causing a loud sound.

"ARGH! DAMN*N! DAMN*N!"

"Devan, what are you doing?"

Devan did not heed Rena's panicked-sounding cry. The woman tries to stop Devan from destroying other items in the mansion's kitchen.

"DEVAN, SOBER BOY!"

"I always ignore my children" whispered Devan with a blank look. Rena shook her head with tears that began to spill from her fertilizer.

They sometimes ask for milk if Lovi is asleep, but Devan who is busy with all his work can not fulfill the wishes of his children.

"Devan...."

"I HAVE TO KILL MYSELF. I'VE LET MY SON DIE,"

Devan wants to punish himself for failing to be a good husband and father. He grew even more infatuated when his memory was thrown at the painful event.

- FLASHBACK

"Devan, I'll check the pregnancy. You'll be with me, won't you?"

"Sorry, Lov. I have to visit my project that is almost finished. For this time, you go alone, huh?"

Lovi nodded still with a smile even though his wish was not fulfilled by Devan. This is his first check. Lovi was very lazy to come to the hospital because his body condition was really weak that morning. But when he finds himself experiencing flecks, then He will throw away the laziness. He must know the condition of his son in the stomach.

Devan was completely gone after leaving a kiss for the Wife.

Lovi looked at her husband's departure sadly. But his heart was endlessly encouraging. There is still another time where they can go together to the hospital to check the contents.

***********

"Hurry now! it took me a long time to choose a drink for fifteen minutes," Jane grumbled in annoyance. He felt his feet tired of standing waiting for Vanilla who never finished choosing a drink in the refrigerator.

"Patience, Idiot!"

Finally Vanilla chose one of the drinks in the bottle packaging. He only bought mineral water but the time used is really long. This made Jane even more upset. He was not stopping to curse his cousin.

"I thought you'd buy more than that, Vanilla. You have managed to waste my time. Money a lot, but in the minimarket only buy mineral water. I understand, because you're just hitching a ride on the name behind your parents' wealth,"

"Diamond*n! stop insulting me. Soon I will be rich without the help of Mama and Papa. Just look later,"

************

"Vanilla, is that Lovi?"

Vanilla clucked as her arm was violently pulled by Jane.

"Which one?!" his tone from then on was not relaxed.

"He's sitting there. What's he doing?"

Vanilla followed the direction Jane pointed to. He saw a woman sitting on an iron bench by the road.

"Would we approach him?" vanilla asked, which was immediately rejected by Jane.

"For what? maybe he's waiting for his affair there,"

Vanilla rolled her eyes lazily. Jane who likes to be bad thinks she's back. Why talk like that? didn't He see that his brother's household was fine? Vanilla believes Devan and Lovi are both loyal.

"Let's go home!"

Vanilla's hand was pulled by Jane. Vanilla turned towards Lovi. I don't know why he was worried.

After getting into the car, Vanilla was still watching her sister-in-law. Jane who was preparing to start the car realized what Vanilla was doing.

"What the hell are you watching? Lovi?"

"Yes, who else?!"

"She's pregnant," muttered Vanilla with a gaze that never separated from Lovi who now looks down.

"Then what's the problem?"

Vanilla chose silence not to respond to the argument issued by Jane. He knew that Jane still did not fully accept Lovi's presence. It is also sometimes so. But Lovi's current condition makes him a little heartless to watch Lovi sitting alone without her brother next to the woman.

Jane started driving her car. The last time Vanilla saw the bench where Lovi was sitting was surrounded by people.

**********

Lovi was feeling exhausted at this moment. So he decided to take a short break on a bench. He will contact his personal driver after his fatigue is slightly gone.

He observed the city crowd. Near the hospital where checking the contents, there are many distros and also shopping centers. He felt he had not looked at the crowd for too long. This time Lovi can see clearly how crowded the highway is when entering daylight time like this.

Rubbing her stomach, Lovi lowered her head. He really enjoyed this atmosphere. He felt free even though it was undeniable that he also really wanted the presence of Devan.

After some time of silence there, Lovi felt his stomach hurt very much. Like something was pushing her son out. The pain that afflicted her managed to make Lovi break out in a cold sweat.

Some people there started to look at Lovi.

Lovi started to feel weak. The breath that had previously been suspended slowly calmed down. The eyes that were able to stare at the atmosphere around now began to close. The people who happened to pass around Lovi instantly took action. They could see that the woman was really sick, not intending to frame or commit a crime against them.

*************

"Master, the fetus in the womb Your wife can't be saved,"

the doctor immediately spoke to a person named 'my husband' in Lovi's cell phone that had just been handed over by the police.

"I don't like cheap games like this. Tell me my wife is fine!"

the doctor breathed slowly. He returned the phone to the police who had been nearby.

Let the police convince Devan. Because he himself is still surprised by what the woman named Lovi experienced. Earlier when Lovi came to him, the woman's content was made sure it was okay. But some time later why did this happen?

**********

"I have to go to the hospital now,"

"Sir, this is a big tender that has been your wish for the past few months,"

Hearing that, Devan thought for a moment. He was really confused now.

"The meeting is about to begin,"

After his female secretary came out, Devan sat in his great chair. He breathed a rough breath. His heart beats unbecoming. His brain wandered thinking about his wife's current condition.

This tender is very important in improving the graph of his company which is declining drastically. The fate of the company is in Devan's hands. No more cooperation could be his helper angel. Even Raihan himself did not care at all about the threat of Devan's company. Raihan seems really serious with his words that want Devan to be a leader in Raihan's company. Raihan said he would do anything to make Devan his successor.

Was his father happy when his son's company was destroyed? or maybe the threat that is being obtained by Devan and his large company is a form of Raihan arrogance? Uh! why is Devan just realizing it now?! if it is true that all was Raihan, then Devan will not hesitate to give proper revenge.

Because his company was on the verge of collapse, he could not accompany the wife who was in pain. He also could not deliver the departure of his third child.

Devan must restore the firm. He had sacrificed his time with Lovi and his children just to think about the company.

Now Devan will make things go back to the way they were. After that, he will come to Lovi, accompanying the woman until her sense of loss is gone.

Devan does not want to be sad, he believes there is a better plan of God behind this event.

- FLASHBACK OFF

"I'll kill Lovi until he's forced to divorce,"

Rena slapped her son's face until she turned away. Not enough once, he did it three times to make Devan aware of his words. Devan wants to kill the woman he loves? devan's disease is getting worse.

"Before he wanted to meet you. But what are you doing? you always avoid it. You should use the best possible time to speak to Lovi with four eyes. What do you want, Devan?"

Devan lifted his head then looked at Rena sharply.

"I don't want to part from Lovi,"

"Mama supports Lovi that way. He doesn't deserve to be with a crazy guy,"

*********

"You forgot your medicine again?"

Diyyon shook his head in an inexhaustible manner. Two months after being diagnosed with Schizophrenia, experiencing all the difficulties in dealing with hallucinations and delusions, Devan never tried to meet his rules in terms of taking drugs.

Hearing stories from Devan about his debates with Rena, Diyyon sometimes felt concerned about Devan, his best friend.

Supposedly in this condition, he needed the support of all the people closest to him. What happened to Devan was just the opposite.

He was abandoned by his wife and children. Moral support from her parents is diminishing.

Schizophrenia is a chronic mental illness that causes impaired thinking processes. Patients with schizophrenia cannot distinguish between fantasy and reality. 

Devan has schizophrenia where he will often hear voices in his mind. And seeing something unreal.

The sounds heard by a Schizophrenic patient can be attributed to those closest to them. 

"You should be honest with Lovi. Maybe that way, she'll come back with you,"

Devan breathes his cigarette smoke. His eyes looked straight ahead. The atmosphere of the cafe tonight is completely deserted.

His imagination is full. As much as possible Devan avoids the atmosphere filled with crowds.

"If he finds out about my illness, then I'll see his gaze as if to say 'pity' to me,"

"Most importantly she can come back in your arms,"

Devan shook his head and lowered his foot which had been piled up on the other leg.

"He can only be with a healthy me. While waiting for my condition to be better, then we'll stay like this,"

"Even without clarity of your status?"

"There's no divorce, if I don't want it,"

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**Devan atit:(sbnnya difficult research tntg this disease because I only rely source info dr google. Org" in my neighborhood Alhamdulillah healthy, no one who got this dangerous disease. Mngkn bwt you know this disease dr org" in your environment, please share in the comment column yaa :) spy we are the same" learn. I'm thinking about this material in Pharmacology pharmacy lessons tp emg ga sedalem it's Hehehe. Mostly the drugs are discussed. Because my school field is there wlwkwk.

Readers: WHY DEVAN MADE WOY DISEASE?!

Daku: Let him cherish every opportunity he has in love with God. If he is healthy and msh together with his wife and children, he is rarely a real human. He cuek sm Son wife, Dr used to date fit him msh healthy he msh aja nyakitin himself sndri with drinks trlarang. Gatau deh gmn Devan's behavior in the future. Because of the dr I read, skizo lbh patients easily msk into the negative world ky gt. Their brains are overpowered by sm sounds" which sometimes tells them to do bad things. Take drugs, suicide, etc.....

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