
"I need to understand how you feel? Do you understand my feelings yourself? No, right? With your condition like this, I'm getting crazy, honey."
Devan sighed for a moment before continuing his words.
"Understand yourself. Are you strong enough to search for them? Are you weak like this reliable?"
Devan no longer cared whether the sentence hurt Lovi or not. Because Lovi has already provoked his anger. If he's getting weaker, who's gonna push Devan? Who else will be Devan's encouragement in pursuing the footsteps of his children. They should strengthen each other. Not forcing things like this.
"I keep looking for them! I don't care what you say!"
Devan kicks the table in front of him until Lovi screeches. The man would be like this if denied.
"Yes, if you die after this, I won't care."
"I WON'T DIE BEFORE I MEET MY SON! YOU-"
Devan came out with a definite step. He headed for the carport and Lovi immediately ran after him. Better settle the debate with the woman. Than Devan lost control of himself.
Devan enters his car and Lovi lightning-fast does the same. He who usually suck at running is now turned agile. Although it can not be denied the lower part of his stomach is painful.
Devan drives his car at incredible speed. Lovi put aside her fear when she saw Devan like this.
"My man has told me where they are,"
***
"It's almost nightfall, and Devan still hasn't given up looking for them. The access I shut down was relentlessly attacked by his men,"
All eyes looked at Raihan waiting for the continuation of his sentence earlier.
"I'm giving up,"
Hela sigh of relief that had been detained immediately sounded. They smile. That's how it should be. It's just that they can't say anything when they find out the plan that Raihan is working on.
"My nose was bleeding yesterday" Keyla's sister Jemy started the story again. After previously discussing a weekend holiday in Singapore with Jhon and Joanna, their parents.
"Andrean too. Many blood. Until Andrean's nose pressed Mommy. Fortunately not until it was broken. It's just that Andrean's having a hard time breathing, isn't it?" Adrian turned to his brother who now showed a flat face. Her eyes blinked waiting for the 'Yes' answer from her cold brother.
***
Devan hit his wheel when the streets were crowded to cause traffic jams. It should be a time for the people of the earth to rest after a long day of work.
"Still away from the restaurant?" Lovi who had been silent had finally dared to open his voice.
"No, we'll be here soon,"
"Can be reached on foot? I can't wait to get there, '" Lovi bit her lower lip in fear, not ready to get another creepy reaction from the man next to her.
Devan took a deep breath. Trying to drive out the evil side who kept telling her to strangle Lovi right now. It's crazy brengs*k! being lured up to the emotion can endanger Lovi's current safety. However Devan is still trying to maintain his sanity which remains very little. He said repeatedly in his heart,
"I beg you not now! I can kill anyone right now. But it's not you I want, Lovi."
****
The restaurant is empty. But all the decorations are still installed nicely. Devan and Lovi stiffened for a while. Look at the big tart in the middle of the restaurant. Also a photo of his two children who became a stage wallpaper that stood firmly near the tart.
The number four is the peak. Lovi blinked, and the feathers that gathered in the pelupuk, eventually fell also adorned Lovi's frozen face.
"They're birthdays" whispered the two together. Lovi lowered her head with a sob that escaped her lips. While Devan was silent, lamenting his current folly. Aspiring to hit them repeatedly until they break into fragments. Devan and Lovi are both trapped in a puddle filled with regret.
"DADDY, MOMMY?!"
They stared at the two little angels who were about to make them die from panic.
It felt so happy to be able to see the combined innocent face of the two bloods.
But God has not allowed Lovi and Devan to be fully happy at the moment. God seemed unsatisfied to give them an invisible lash that increasingly left a feeling of guilt. They are again required to intertwine with each other in the face of further trials.
"ADRIAN, ANDREAN! YES, GOD."
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