My Cruel Husband's

Before it ends (2)

After this, everything will feel heavier. Devan has convinced himself. Maybe Lovi is not her destiny. As strong as Devan maintains Lovi's presence beside him, it will be useless because Lovi is not willing to be maintained.

Devan quickly put his clothes back on. He shook with a cry that had not yet subsided. The man looked down to use his belt. For a moment he stared at that thing. Devan has hurt Lovi with that belt. Devan hates the things in his hands. He clasped tightly until the end of the iron-material belt hurt his own hand.

Looking at the blood flowing from his fingers, Devan smiled. He enjoyed his pain. If Lovi is hurt, then he should feel the same. The stupid hand made his wife cry. Then the right punishment is to make him bleed.

Devan was still able to hide the wound on his hand after suppressing his blood flow. Then he cleaned his hands using a handkerchief that was always in his pants pocket.

"I'm not sure I can live without them. Please help me, Lord."

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"Daddy, Adrian take this!"

Devan who was sitting in the courtyard of Sena's house smiled faintly watching his little son who was running towards him with a happy look while carrying two bags of groceries.

After the incident a while ago, Devan and Lovi dodged each other. Lovi spends his time with Andrean in the room. While Devan chose to daydream, enjoy the wind in the near future this afternoon.

"Why did it take so long?"

Devan takes Adrian on the lap. He kisses along Adrian's face and neck until the boy laughs at the taste of the gel.

"I played first. After that, shop. Aunty Vanilla also took me to the salon,"

Devan immediately directed Adrian's body to look at him.

"To salon? What are you going there for? Where's Aunty Vanilla?"

Devan's upset not playing. Devan did not accept his son being taken to the salon. Wh-wh-what for? He is still not four years old.

Vanilla came after finishing with the car business. She heard her brother's words that would definitely spurt her after this.

"Adrian don't I make over, Devan. Am I that crazy?" Angrily looked at her brother who had raised a flat gaze.

"Why did you take her there?"

"I creambath. Can't it?!"

Vanilla took off her shoes to throw at Devan. He was emotional because Devan was looking at him not relaxed.

Devan knew what the girl was going to do. Quickly putting his fist in the air towards Vanilla. Threatening Vanilla not to mess around.

"If your shoes hurt my son, you're Vanilla! You don't see Adrian here?"

Devan's eyes glanced at his son who was now looking down, busy paying attention to chocolate, milk, sweets and all sorts of his favorite foods.

Vanilla chose not to answer her brother. He went inside with a grunt.

Devan's attention turned to Adrian, who now held up another bag in the boy's left hand.

"It's okay Daddy's son yes" said Devan while rubbing Adrian's back head.

"Daddy, I bought papaya. Daddy can peel it?"

Devan's eyes were slightly rounded. Surprised when Adrian took one papaya out of his shopping bag. The size is quite large. Devan salutes the boy. Very strong he brought papaya fruit along with other foods.

Devan put the fruit in a bag, and all the bags in Adrian's hand were carried. He holds Adrian's body and they enter the house.

"Daddy can peel it? If you can't, Adrian will ask Mommy for help,"

His sense of regret for Lovi seems to have disappeared. Devan was made to chuckle.

"So you said mommy was evil. Now you need his help?"

Adrian was immediately sulking. He pushes Devan's face which features a seductive look that he thinks is very annoying.

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Devan is looking for a knife that he can use to peel papayas. Since Devan was a stranger in the house, he was a little confused.

When he opened the drawer near the stove, the necessary objects were finally found.

Devan looks so stiff when peeling papaya skin. He's never done this before. Just for the sake of the child.

The skin of the papaya that has not been peeled remains a little. And Devan came back to realize what was in his head.

Blood began to flow profusely as Devan's madness sliced his own finger.

"Daddy, don't be like that. Adrian doesn't want Daddy to get hurt,"

Devan smiled as soon as he saw Adrian looking at him worriedly. Again He could not distinguish between Hallucinations and reality.

Adrian's not really there like Devan's shadow. Only Devan's brain makes it seem real.

In fact, there's no one on Devan's side. He enjoys his own pain.

"Daddy Daddy, hurry up!"

various anxious sentences continued to fill Devan's head which was still busy with his self-injuring activities.

Devan's view blurred. He stared at the drops of blood with his tired eyes. He tried not to cry because it was not because of the pain in his fingers.

"DEVINE! WHY ARE YOU DOING THAT?!"