My Beautiful Lecturer

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Hani was pensively pensive inside his chaotic mind room, his body was squeezed from having not devoured anything until tonight somehow hani was reluctant to do anything that his hungry stomach fill was gone and all felt uncomfortable for him.

“drrrt dertt” arrived mobile phone hani vibrate so make her take her lips instantly smile when looking at her screen panda puntal pet call her “halo kara?” hani said when receiving call “hai hai how are you?” Ask kara casually which makes hani smile.

“iam ok, I'm again in tahu”'s room

“oh again both yes?"

“no, I'm alone btw where desi?”

“apa? I'm eating ramen you haven't eaten yet?”

“desi your hair can curly eat noodles keep”

“let's the important heppy hahah”

“basar.. I no longer need to eat”

“lah why?” Ask desi and kara together which makes hani silent for a moment.

“because joxi already knows about atez”

“HAaaa” telingan hani immediately buzzed to hear the screams of his two best friends that “woy relaxed why I can budek later” nagel hani back closer his phone in the ears “eh eh sorry hani dear out we are in shock, hani, how about joxi?” Tanya Kara made Hani lay her body on the bed and then closed her eyes with her left arm while her right hand held the phone.

“at least he doesn't know about atez further”

“ah thank God if that, I think joxi will know if you still love him and consider joxi is himself?”

“no des, if he knows about it maybe tomorrow I've been on his talc even directly in his divorce?”

“eh but it's not that good so you don't have to pretend anymore?”

“you're right desi but what about indra's father and handa's father then joxi and joko will definitely fight big because joko is the cause of Atez die?”

“ah is right too but thank God that he only knows the atez so much, btw you yesterday to the bay sea huh?”

“iya you and kara inquired by evan turned out he had become a man who dashing know”

“ah so, out you do not invite us anyway afraid if you will get spray you”

“but you still hurt hani dear” now it's kara's turn to talk so make hani's lips smile happy “but I've felt better so kara don't need to worry ya?” hani said “iya already thank you if you forgive us but do not forget to eat or need us to come there?” Tanya kara made hani laugh.

“alah no need yes later I eat kok, now you guys rest ya?”

“hmm whereas still want to chat but yes already if so bye bye hani dear to see you on campus ya?”

“iya desi.”

“wait do not turn off, anyway after this should eat or I angry nih”

“hahaha yes kara relax I will eat soon then sleep”

“oke assalamualaikum”

“waalikum salam” hani immediately turned off her phone and immediately got out of bed and immediately stepped on her feet while joxi who realized it immediately stepped away from behind the door so that she did not realize her husband he had heard all the talk with his two friends.

Now it's joxi's turn to go into the room after making sure hani goes “bukk” joxi's body fell on the bed his heart back inflamed after knowing that was hidden by hani all this time.

“so he will never be able to love me because his lover was killed by kak joko?” joxi's heart so that joxi back sat “ I have to see kak joko tomorrow and I have to ask for clarity to him” yes that's joxi's plan really himself really messed up “ceklek” arrived door opened by someone so joxi looked at him “huh huh” heavy hani breath when approaching her husband because he ran from the kitchen here.

“bibi said you were in the room so you heard my talk with kara and desi?” Ask Hani directly at the point so joxi stands up and approaches his wife's “why do you love you so painful han?” hani's eyes immediately widened and he could guess joxi knew he had heard everything “you forced me first” said hani lirih that made joxi smile.

“Aaahh” joxi yells while hani is just speechless with a heart that has been frightened even her body is trembling “hani do you know how much I suffer? I've changed myself just for you, I'm trying to keep myself strong just for you, I'm trying to be a good guy for you too until I don't know who I am? But why..why is it like this?” joxi said that made Hani dare to look at her husband's face that was red.

“then what about ku jox? Didn't I say from the beginning that I don't love you but you still force me until this gets more complicated?” hani did not want to be blamed in the one hand because basically he did this all not because of his own desire to get forced by the circumstances.

“I am very disappointed in you han” hani eyes widened and tears that were on the ground finally fell also when hearing the sentence that came out of joxi's mouth, his heart was being cut by a sharp knife so the pain was so real.

“you're disappointed in me? Then what about me I am not disappointed with you but I still can't wait to receive it even..”.

“that's because I love you and you don't love me that it hurts my heart now that I know the love and care you've been giving me are all fake because you think I am he's not my whole self”

hani silenced his mouth to hear the words of the long joxi and hani could not describe the state of his heart that had been destroyed with the words he felt now only pain is not bloody but able kill to numb him.

“we'll be divorced soon, that's what you wanted all this time?” hani has just raised his head but joxi has stepped on his feet “I'm glad you said that, I hope you can find my replacement jox and hopefully our father's relationship will remain good and you don't hate your brother” that's a sentence you want to say hani's mouth but can't afford because hani afraid that it could hurt her husband even worse so hani uttered in her heart and let joxi really get out of the room.