My Beautiful Lecturer

Maaf

Hani awakens as her head shines in the sunlight that pierces the window curtain that is not closed perfectly “this is what time?” hani who is actually still lazy to get up from his bed but forced himself.

“ya allah my eyes are so swollen” said Hani surprised when staring at the reflection of his face in the mirror and his eyes reddened with eye bags bubbling because too long ago crying “ah turned out to be 2 hours noon” hani put his phone back and his feet stepped into the bathroom finished cleaning his body and berwudu hani also perform prayers.

“god until when will I end up as miserable as I am now? Why since I was born in the world of suffering always come to my life? God, I do not want to be like this, but if you think it is best for me to help continue so that I am sincere and legowo accept the destiny that you set for me and help me continue to be able to solve the problems I faced aamiin”

it was no longer stifled by tears when her fragile heart uttered that sentence in her last bow truly knew all that in nature was her destiny and inevitably had to accept it with her heart the one who is spacious not to be stamped as an ungodly servant to his Lord.

“assalamualaikum waromatuhllah”

Finished saying hello hani directly to miser and beg for forgiveness from her god then hani tidied up her face and finished changing clothes hani directly opened the door of her room “ceklek” hani had guessed that her husband joxi was waiting for her “hani forgive I” that's the sentence that came out of joxi's mouth so that hani looked at his face red and looked shady “you must be tired there shower then rest” said hani but joxi's head immediately shook his head and her beautiful eyes stared at the withered looking hani.

“forgive me first” pinta joxi once again but hani immediately flinch “bukk” arrive joxi directly hugs the body hani “I know you must be very disappointed in me? I beg your pardon, sorry hiks hyks..” joxi weeps, his heart really loves his wife but he always managed to make her suffer so joxi said that sentence because of despair and deep regret.

“I need time” joxi's eyes immediately widened when hani said the sentence softly arrived joxi immediately stopped hugging hani.

“well, I will wait for you han tell me if it feels calmer” hani immediately nodded his head “you don't worry” finished saying it hani directly stepped on his feet.

“deg” joxi heart immediately thumped as hani passed it just like that without any taste “I beg you not to go” hani feet immediately stop when hearing joxi voice that raucous “kalo I am in here all will not be finished” hani immediately stepped back his feet were joxi immediately sculpted because his wife's words were like a sharp knife that slashed his heart so that the pain was so.

“hani..” the voice of his biological father so that heani stops stepping “ayah.” said hani lirih when he saw his father was in front of him “you go where?” hani smiles blandly because his father's question is “ I don't know, but if I keep at home won't solve the problem?” his father immediately nodded his head “go wherever you want but remember here is your home where you come home” finished saying that his father immediately embraced the thin hani body “father thank you very much” hani's heart and his hand returned his father's embrace.

“aku go dad?”

“heart baby and hurry home” hani immediately smile then he stepped back and now out of the house “deg” heart hani jolted when he saw the car of his two friends parked in his yard “hani. hani” kara and desi words together as they get out of the car and approach the tired-looking hani.

“forgive us first new we stand?” hani is of course instantly woven and his tired eyes look at his two friends lovingly “I beg you not to force me now” pinta hani and without being aware of it salt water back flowing on his cheeks “hani I beg you not to cry” pinta desi then he stood up and immediately hugged the body of his best friend and kara also stood up and hugged him.

“hiks hiks” finally hani back sobbing again just this time in the arms of his two best friends “please let me go kara, desi?” pinta hani with a hoarse voice so that his two best friends stop hugging his body “forgive us han” said kara who also joined in crying and her hands shaking violently when rubbing the tears of the flood on her cheeks.

“kara calm lah” pinta hani then both his hands hold his best friend's hands “you don't have to worry I said you two are innocent, you two are innocent, it's just about my feelings and I want to be alone to win myself” explained hani who made kara head nod faintly.

“well well I will try to accept your decision now but I beg you not to take too long yes because I do not like to see you suffer alone because if you are hurt we are also hurt han and about our mistakes please forgive us yes?” hani nods his head repeatedly and then smiles sincerely at his best friend so that Kara hugs him again and Desi also hugs them both.

“guys.”

“patience soon”

“but des I'm starting to run out of breath nih?” kara and desi instantly stop hugging the body hani “forgive us” hani instantly chuckle “iya relaxed, yes I've gone ya?” desi immediately took something in his jacket pocket and was given by hani “pake the ring and do not let go as long as you go, remember I don't intend to follow you but if there is any danger I can come soon because it's a tracking device I made to protect you from a distance” hani immediately nodded his head and put on the ring on his thumb.

“thank you very much huh?”

“ equally hani dear, but remember not long ya go later we both miss?”

hani smiled sweetly at the request desi “you rest easy” finished saying that hani also entered his car and his two friends let his car go to leave him.

“where do you think he's going?” Tanya kara who makes desi silent for a moment “if I'm right? Maybe to a place where hani once felt happy while still with athez first?” kara's eyes widened but immediately smiled at “should..” kara chose not to continue her words so desi looked at her pale face that “it's important if hani did not take off the ring we can continue to watch her” kara nodded her head “ya already yok go home you need rest” take desi so they both go home.