My Beautiful Lecturer

Anger

“WHY DID YOU KILL HIM” shouted joxi who made desi stand up and smiled triumphantly “you don't know yet the reason I killed him? Because he raped kara” suhut desi in a flat voice but joxi still smoldering because of his overflowing anger “but you don't have to be cruel that” desi smiled back then his feet stepped closer to joxi yang still standing at the door.

“you are the same so how do you understand women's feelings?” joxi's eyes immediately widened and her hands clenched firmly “joxi we can talk good” pinta hani who started panic “hani right anyway even though she was let live she will not change because of him cabul” is now the turn of kara who speaks and makes the atmosphere more tense.

“basis girls less ngajar” desi eyes directly widened when the sentence came out of joxi's mouth so that his hands spontaneously directly punch joxi face “bruakk” has not reached that leg desi directly hit joxi chest until the young man fell hard against the wall.

“what did you say just now? You think you're also a good man Huh.you forgot what you've done to me and kara, you can't even be happy hani it feels like I also want to send you keneraka!” desi said that had risen the apitam to a dying joxi but he still tried to stand “desi, he said, joxi had enough” pinta hani who had cried while kara was only silent because she also could not stand the attitude of joxi which was also very annoying for her so kara let desi beat her.

“you think you are holy and we are sinful? You think me and kara ihklas you're destroying our future and you're also a barrier hani happy? YOU THINK YOU'RE HOLY HAH” Shouted desi at the end of the sentence that said his mouth “but what do you have to do with killing?” desi's eyes widened really he did not believe the interlocutor would say so that his hand immediately punched towards the face of joxi “bukk” but able to be fielded with the hands of joxi.

“do you know what I hate most about you, Joxi? You have tarnished us all.” said desi lirih but can be heard by hani and kara “DESI..” yelled kara that made desi jerk while joxi immediately drooped lethargic because the words desi was heard by his wife.

“so you guys?” hani said softly so desi directly pulled his hand and directly turned his body “hah” desi eyes widened when he saw hani crying “han I can explain..” pinta desi but hani stepped back as desi approached “ I think can still fix everything in fact you are the one who wants our relationship destroyed” the sentence was addressed by joxi because hani more disappointed on her husband, it was on the appeal of her two best friends.

“hani…"

“ENOUGH, STOP CALLING MY NAME” screamed at joxi then the smoldering hani eyes stared intently at her weakened husband's eyes “don't talk to me anymore because I don't want to hear your voice again” pinta hani with a soft voice then her feet stepped away from her two best friends and her husband.

“kalo you are not angry angry our secret will not be revealed, so do not ignite the fire in a crucial moment like this stupid” said desi to joxi who looked frustrated while kara directly approached them “because you are not good jox, jox, if you used to be a good leader then all this will not happen now feel the karma that applies to you” finished saying that kara immediately held the hand of desi and took her best friend stepped away from joxi.

Hani directly into his room “han wait dul… DUarrr” hani directly slammed the door in front of his two friends then locked the door “hiks hiks” hani sobbed great in the room “ya god how do I survive? I've tried everything I can, haven't I? But why should there be such an event?” finally, the nature of hani out really human is indeed wrong even though it has tried its best sometimes the results are not as expected but human nature also has an important point in addition to having a weak side that is not giving up and that determination should be strong at a time like this.

“hiks hiks” but not now in fact hani who used to hold everything himself now regardless of the pain to make him numb and hani know this is a sense of despair that so many times he felt.

“we will definitely hate him and he will definitely not want to see us again?” suddenly the sentence escaped from the mouth of kara so desi smiled and then hugged his friend lovingly “forgive me huh?” pinta desi with a raucous voice then his head puffed up holding back his tears so as not to fall even though his heart was broken at a time like this desi should not show his weak side because desi worried that it could affect mental state kara “what should we do desi?” Tanya kara when she began to despair was desi who also did not know what to do only a thousand languages fell silent.

“you can rest, I will wait for him?” suddenly the voice of joxi echoed making the two girls stop hugging and immediately looked at the face of joxi who looked shady with withered eyes as if she was also suffering so much “what are you sure can overcome this alone?” Ask kara heart-heartedly so joxi nodded faintly.

“let us know if you need anything because we will help you to trouble hani we have to put aside our ego because hani is also our friend and we will also get hurt if he gets hurt” obviously kara at length that makes joxi look at him kindly then his lips smile sincerely “thank you very much, forgive me yes?” desi and kara's eyes instantly widened in disbelief that joxi would say that sincerely.

“good we forgive but promise not to make hani sad again and you make her happy?” now it's desi's turn to say that makes joxi smile back then nods her head steadily “I'll promise you guys and please continue to be on hani's side because she also needs you?” pinta joxi made the heads of the two girls nod.

“you don't have to worry about that, have we left already? Good luck, assamualaikum” sahut desi and kara also say hello “waalaikum greetings yes thank you very much” joxi replied greetings then the two girls left while joxi immediately sat leaning on the door.

“hani forgive me for being this stupid? I really want to make you hurt what's more disappointed it's just that I'm continuing this bejad sometimes hard to control myself.” that's the sentence that joxi's heart says hope his wife can hear it but whether glass that has been broken can reunite in fact if it can not be perfect again and maybe that's what will happen to the heart hani repeatedly injured.