My Beautiful Lecturer

Hurt me

“Ssrrr Ssrr...” hani felt his body relax when the water from this shower gently doused him “until when will I be like this continue?” suddenly the sentence crossed his mind to make hani open his eyes slowly and then look at the reflection of his face in the mirror “in the day it came was I ready?” hani was worried that the feeling that raged in his little heart made him so tortured that his mind that piled up made his head often throb.

“what do I deserve to do that to her? He has absolutely nothing wrong with me!” hani just hating himself is the true feeling in his heart because hani can not forgive joko's mistakes that make his lover leave him forever and his guilt to joxi who became her husband now it has ruined everything and the matter is getting complicated because Hani can't be honest with anyone about her feelings.

“pyarrr.. huh huh huh!” hand hani punched the mirror to shred “why should I!” hani said softly that made her tears flow just like that because her inflamed heart could not bear the pain due to all the problems that happened to her “hani open the door, you why?” yelled desi and kara as they both panicked to hear the loud voice.

“just break down des?” desi immediately stepped back and kara stepped away from the door “hiaa.” Desi has prepared his body to break down the door “ceklekk..” arrived hani open the door to make desi that has been blurred directly hit the body of his best friend “bruak..” of course hani immediately jerked in shock when his back hit the hard floor and was hit by a strong desi body.

“Aahh..” hani hissing pain that makes desi immediately get away from the top of his body “han sorry did I run out I panic earlier?” desi said while carrying the body hani then immediately laid to bed while kara directly took his poncel “don't call an ambulance kar, I'm fine..” word hani who made kara approach him “kalo so let me treat your wounds?” sahut kara then took the p3k box that was taken desi in the closet drawer.

“pardon me ya han?” desi said he was really sorry and hani knew that so hani gave a sincere smile to him “do not be sad so I do not what else does not treat kara?” hani said with a cheerful tone that made his two friends smile.

“other time don't be weird anymore, you know how valuable you are to us?” pinta kara finished treating hand wound hani slashed sharp mirror splash “iya yes because I promise, please do not cry?” hani said then he sat down and his left hand wiped the tears that had flooded his cheek.

“hiks hicks..” arrived kara immediately hugged hani body so that hani jerked when feeling the body of his best friend was shaking great “anything whatever happens do not forget us han because we are friends if you hurt us also injured!” kara rahu voice really big-eyed girl is very sensitive even if hani does not tell her feelings still kara can feel it just by looking into the eyes of the hani who looks cute.

“kara right han, if your bastard husband makes you depressed just tell me let me flick his kidney until koma” desi gregetan really he also does not like to see hani suffer suddenly hani lips immediately smile sincerely “tes test..” and unknowingly by himself hani again shed tears because he was sad and happy to see his two friends were so fond of him.

“I will do my best please forgive me!” hani raucous voice and it makes kara stop hugging her body while desi salang holding her wet cheek hani it “hani please do not cry, please do not cry, I know that even if you try to love her, you still expect Atez to be who she is. I know that you stay but your heart cannot.. I I know that so I beg you not to force yourself again?”

“Aaaa..” at the end hani screams in pain so desi hugs her tightly “han forgive me. bukk!” hani's eyes widened when he got a blow to the desi hand on his back so that hani began to lose consciousness in the arms of his best friend was “he must have suffered greatly..” words kara when seeing hani's body already laid in bed by desi “she deserves to be happy? How do you think?” Desi asked as her eyes stared at the still wet face of Kara.

“I can accept what is your decision this time? But the problem is that killing all members of the sense family will make you happy? I'm afraid it just makes him suffer even more des?”

desi understood the meaning of kara's words so that his head immediately nodded and his hand pulled the arm of his best friend so that now kara has been embraced “you are quite sensitive and think long term thanks because you are the best.. cup!” that's the sentence said desi heart flattering his best friend and his lips kissed ubun ubun kara gently.

“have we slept?” invite kara who made desi take off her body then lay her body next to hani so that kara smiled and joined lying next to desi “we will be happy des after this?” Tanya kara arrived but soon got the nod of the head of desi “iya for sure, because we have a god and all business will be finished..” answered desi seadaanya really herself if remembered to her god immediately became calm.

“you're right, later if we've not got any more congregational prayers huh hani be his priest?”

“eh no me?”

“don't you still like to kill people?”

“WHAT...” arrived kara hand instantly silenced desi mouth “don't be strong later wake up, hani, anyway I'm just kidding” kara lirih said then his hand was out of his best friend's mouth was “kalo was really I'm not angry just keselja hehe” finished saying it desi directly hugged the body kara and the two girls begin to enter a dream world that is sometimes not much different from the reality of their lives are so complicated.