My Beautiful Lecturer

Almost

Now Hani is preparing to leave for a very quiet place, because today is a very special day for him “cekitt..” after almost 1 hour driving the car at the end of the day arrived at that place. Yes in this cemetery is where a person who is very loved to rest for eternity “aku come again, forgive me for many years passed but my heart still misses you” said heart hani then his hand put a blue rose beside the grave peg on which the name of atez al kin was written.

“I want as much as you go I can also forget it but our memories are too beautiful and I hate that memories keep spinning in my brain!” both hands hani directly covered his face because now his tears have flooded his cheeks really sense of loss is really a monster that always torments the heart merciless hani.

From a distance joko fell silent to the sobbing hani “forgive me han, if I helped him in the past there is no way he left you?” joko can only say that sentence in his heart really joko can not do anything when the incident 5 years ago that has claimed the life of his lover.

Joko and Atez in 2015

Joko is an introverted man and because his love of silence makes him always feel at home for a long time sitting while reading books in his college library.

“you are basketball smart right let's join our campus sme team?” of course, Joko was surprised when suddenly a tall young man approached him and said it “I don't want!” joko knew his interlocutor was disappointed because his offer was rejected by him but the young man sat down beside him and stared fixedly at Joko's handsome face.

“I know you're good at basketball because it used to fit your High School at.”

“I told you I don't want to!” yelled joko who made the young man smile loudly and now his face looks shady as if really very frustrated “well easy sir sorry to bother you!” finished saying that sentence the young man immediately left joko “basis bully, you think I want to play in the flat ukm from the bottom is not as level as me!” gerutu joko because he was upset really joko did not like to hang out with students from poor families and therefore joko refused the young man's offer.

“atez how did it work?” friends said when they saw the young man approaching them “he did not want to..” his friend looked lethargic to hear the answer to his question so that made Atez smile ketir “iya already you guys do not worry huh? Later I will borrow money from my girlfriend for your life guarantee!” now the face of his friend immediately turned cheerful.

“well thank you very much tez?” head atez immediately nodded and now he was looking for his lover because atez had no other choice but if joko the young master of the campus owner's child can join the basketball team of course friends his friend will not continue to be a victim of the violence of the level of brothers who always climb those who participate in basketball.

“hani..” atez instantly stops talking when he sees joko approaching his lover “what will it be? I'm afraid Joko is getting upset when she comes by now!” Ask Atez's heart so that he returned to beskem ukm basketball.

“nah you've come..” atez jerked when opening the door of the room heard the sound of a level brother who was very hated because he was the head of a gang who liked to bark at friends and atez himself “we will pay but let us out of this smbs?” now atez can talk loudly so that his level brothers laugh crisply “ bring the money here if we invite you to come out of this ukm?” atez was immediately drunk when he heard the word while his impatient older brother was immediately issued with his hands to his members to finish off the atez.

“buakk buk bruakk..” atez's body was thrown away when his two older brothers kicked his stomach together “Aahh..” arrived at the mouth of Atez immediately vomited fresh blood that made the level brothers who beat him panic so much with his frightened friend “Deg.. Degs.. Degs.. Lailaailallah!” that was the last sentence that the heart and mouth of Atez before he really fell asleep for good due to the destruction of his organs which were tend by his elder brother earlier.

“you're also here?” joko smiled faintly as he finally approached hani “I never forgot him, it feels like I would like to say sorry to him or more.hani please forgive me?” now it's Hani's turn to smile brightly as her eyes look at my eyes joko who is covered in salt water.

“i would love to kill you! Every time I see your face my hatred is getting bigger but my dad is your dad's best friend and I can't possibly ruin their friendship just because of my personal affairs. So you don't worry anymore” finished saying it hani directly stepped his feet leaving joko who is still silent it “bremm..” now hani has driven his car is still silent while his eyes look at the grave “forgive me!” that is the sentence that Joko always said every time he made a pilgrimage to the tomb of Atez because he felt very sorry.

“cekitt..” now hani car has been parked in his spacious yard and after getting out of the car hani directly stepped his feet towards the door of the house “ayah has not returned bi?” the butler immediately nodded “lord has gone home non!” hearing the words of the waiter hani again stepped his feet towards his room on the 2nd floor “ceklekk..” when opening the door hani eyes immediately widened when he saw the figure of joxi was lying on the bed.

“get out of my room!” hani said when he was next to joxi whose face was not carried and then smiled was joxi's lips that made hani's hands take the fac of flowers and bantingnya “Pyarr…” of course joxi immediately sat down because he was surprised hani will be angry it “don't let me hate you!” hani stared intently at joxi's eyes as if he wanted to immediately kill the handsome man now “wah I was afraid but.” arrived joxi's hand pulled hani's arm so that the girl's body hit his chest.

“bukk..” and joxi's hands are now holding the body hani “because you who do not like me make me more like mu” hani eyes widened when he heard the words joxi like an atomic bomb that exploded in his ear “but I can not love you” hani heartedly hope joxi can hear it because many times tried even hani can not replace the position of his lover first in his heart.

“drtt drtt..” arrived the phone joxi instantly vibrate so it makes him immediately pout “who dares to disturb..” joxi was very upset while being cool hugging the body of her puja girl but joxi's hand immediately took the phone from the pocket of her shirt “eh ardi..” joxi jerked while staring at the screen of her phone and immediately her hand immediately removed her body.

“hal.”

“joxi jox please, BUakkkk... hmm very dear yes these six friends of yours are weak so only in jotos once fainted.”.

“dahlia desiii yes, what are you.”

“kalo you want them not I hang in the elephant round coming to the pohoman stadium now! Tot tot tot.”

“halo hello, ice base brash chick!” hani was speechless to see joxi looked annoyed and now joxi was immediately gone “what's the matter? But bodo is very dead anyway I will not bother!” guma hani relaxed really himself happy now because the young man did not bother him anymore so that hani could rest quietly in his most comfortable room.

While joxi himself immediately drove his car ugalan because he was upset with desi who had dared to challenge him even hurt his friend “hmm you just wait if in 15 minutes he did not come I was right really gonna hang you guys in the elephant roundabout who does he play the same? I am much stronger even though I am stupid because I believe in the same bragging and caring..” words desi loud to friend joxi friend who is dying and now the girl has turned on the timer on her phone “hmm eat ciken first..” said desi while staring at the chicken goring in his buy is still warm.