
“tot tot tot..” the sound of alarm clock work sounds make joxi open his eyes slowly “huaa Aah..” joxi is about to stretch his body until his back feels pain “ais it looks like my back sprained?” joxi said when remembering the incident last night “solat jox solat.” joxi also forced himself to get out of his bed and immediately took wudu in the bathroom and joxi also immediately worshiped his god.
Now Joxi was ready to go to the campus but before that she was kitcheny for breakfast with her father “dad how to sleep soundly?” Tanya joxi while taking side dishes “father sleeps soundly continue dong. Eh joxi so when do we go to hani's house?” suddenly his father gave a question that made Joxi jerked in shock until he choked.
“hok hookk.”
“drink nih..” joxi directly take the title contains water and then sip it until the last drop “father wants me as soon as possible?” joxi said when she finished drinking “you sure?” Asked his father looked serious which made head joxi nod steady “okalah.. you have to prepare a good ring for the dowry and I will make a promise to uncle handa” joxi directly bungringah even his eyes immediately sparkle “father is the best thanks a lot” finished saying it joxi directly hugging his father “iya what the hell is not for this handsome father's son?” it was her father's tease that made joxi laugh.
“dad could have, have I left already huh? Assalamualaikum..”
“waalaikum greetings, heart of heart” joxi also set out to the campus with a happy heart even his lips did not stop smiling when his father's words were again stirred in his head “weh our leader really tumben sumringah that?” Tanya ardi when joxi already sitting in the middle of them “do you know the best jewelry store in this city?” hearing a question from joxi suddenly made his friend immediately gawk.
“you why is it so jox like to marry?”
“rey I did want to get married this week”
“Haaa” all his friends immediately shocked together “ta but married sacral jox can not be made toys?” Tanya ardi directly in isakan his friend “you think I'm not serious? Hais guys I really love bu hani and I want to marry her soon” heard that the bad boy members immediately looked at each other and then looked back at the cheerful leader's face.
“kalo that you want us to just let it be”
“agree equally rey..” said the other at the same time so that joxi smiled happily seeing his friend bless him “hmm well, lah, if you really want to remain my friend and invited to my wedding later you have to promise not to repeat your bad habits?” for the request this time joxi makes friends feel very objected because they realize how difficult it is to escape the chain of maksiat that once became a habit.
“jox instead we do not want to promise but you will know for yourself how naughty we are, that is the reason our gang name is bad boy right?”
“agree the same diki, so we ask for time yes because the opium feeling of maksiat is as great as opium to drugs!” now it's aldi's turn to talk to make joxi as the leader immediately nodded his head “ok is good, but guys we can not stop taking part in studies so that the stronger faith?” said joxi who immediately got the nod of the head of his member was “kalo it must be jox” said his friend along and they finally entered the class because the lecturer they were waiting for was seen walking towards the class.
“ah so in? but if tomorrow I think too soon, I talk to hani first how?”
“good handa later if you have spoken please notify me immediately, because it seems my son can not wait to marry your son?”
“ready your senses are calm, yes I turned off ya?”
“oke handa.. tot tot tot” mister handa was immediately pensive really he felt uncomfortable because as if hunting his son hunt to immediately end his bachelor “hmm hani all decisions are with you dear, dear, I just want the best for you” said the heart of mister Handa when thinking about her daughter who was so beautiful and mister Handa was back to work.
Hani is happy because today he can enter the afternoon work and does not have a schedule to teach in the class of bad boy gang members “ceklek..” hani immediately gasped in shock when he opened the door of his study room found a joxi figure in it “what are you doing here?” Tanya Hani when she closed the door and approached joxi who was sitting on the sofa “ next week we will get married?” of course hani gasped at hearing the words joxi that are very annoying for him “don't I say it takes time to love you why can't you be impatient?” joxi immediately laughed a little and her beautiful eyes looked at Hani's face that looked annoyed with warmth.
“you'll learn to love me when we're married? Hmm...” arrived joxi immediately stood up then her feet stepped closer to the body hani “so now I ask and you have to answer honestly, will you marry me?” I don't know what was on hani's mind when he heard joxi's question so that the girl's legs stepped back away from joxi's stocky body “bruk” joxi was chasing him so that his body hit the bookshelf and now joxi's hands clung to the bookshelf which locked her body movements.
“why did you avoid me?”
“ak I told you it takes time..” said hani lirih when joxi's head lowered so almost faced with his face that was pale “do you really not see my struggle? How do I do all this so that God can make it easier for me to get you..” joxi his heart is sliced really why it is so difficult to tell love or real feelings to him “maaf” that is a sentence that can be said by the tiny mouth of hani so as to make joxi smile ketir and his feet immediately stepped back away from the body of the girl who was about to die standing due to many difficult questions asked by him.
“so you don't want to marry me?”
“bu is not like that.” joxi immediately shook his head so hani stopped talking “on the basis I only love you.. fine if you want the time I'll give but don't try to turn away from me or I'll kill the man” finished saying it joxi straight out of the room while hani felt his heart just got punched thousands of needles that make it hurt because of the words joxi just said “you think.you and your brother are evil!” hani lirih said he really hated the words of joxi which seemed to make it only possible to have by himself.
While the joxi who returned to get the bitter reality back pensive in the car he drove “what is the true karma? Is this because I used to zolimi the girls so hani still reject me?” joxi cried when she thought about the question that kept on stumbling in her mind “ya god forgive me..” joxi is now aware of what suffering feels like and since her heart fell in love with hani made her feel the wound for the first time and it made her almost numb.
“cekit” joxi deliberately set off first mosque because he could not stand the turmoil in his heart that made it difficult to breathe with relief and his chest felt tight, now joxi has taken wudu and he immediately prayed “ya god I beg this pain is so forgive me and forgive me my sins so much. O Allah, please accept my repentance..” joxi's heart in her last bow was indeed tears pouring down the prayer mats that were attached to her forehead and nose indicating that joxi was really asking for help from her god.