
*Crying will not solve the problem. Crying and lamenting is not the key thing that is needed. Avoiding and locking yourself up is not a wise thing.
Facing a problem should be by thinking openly and dare to step from the comfort zone.
"Step apart?! We better split up. I don't want to be a fool who loves a man who doesn't love me anymore" he said with a heart that beats and heart that feels slashed and grievous.
"I know, I'm just a bitch to you. Just a burden to you and I know I was wrong for loving you. For that I want to separate from you, so that you can be free from all this. I know you love her. But, because of me you were willing to leave him. I want to separate from you and want to see you happy with your choice" he said. The man simply fell silent and listened to the cry of the woman.
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#Flashback
Two years earlier....
"When did I trouble you? You could say that in front of Revan!"annoyed Zania who had just arrived at the apartment and immediately scolded Rizky because of his conversation earlier with Revan.
"It's true that you are troubled. I'm not wrong" replied Rifky with a special cold tone.
"Listen, Mr. Rifky, don't try to be so intimate, because we're not that close, you know!"said Zania who was even cuekin by Rifky.
"You heard me, don't pretend to be deaf. You have to remember the contract you made. Not meddling in other people's affairs, you've been meddling too much all this time. For once, I won't bother. But, don't you ever pretentiously feel close to me because I don't want to be close to you" Zania yelled as she recalled Rizky's behavior in front of her brother and Bella while kissing her cheek.
"I remember, but if in front of the family we have to act friendly. You don't want this to be all unraveled, do you?!" said Rifky who faced so close to Zania.
Zania stared at Rifky's face which was also looking at her coldly.
"Sister Rifky is crazy, move aside" upset Zania who immediately avoids looking Rifky in the eye.
Rifky who saw Zania's adorable behavior also smiled at her.
"You are indeed the Nia I know" Rifky said smilingly seeing Zania enter the room immediately.
Zania held onto her chest and listened to her pounding heart.
"Aware Nia, aware. Don't be tempted by it, if you don't want to get hurt" Zania said, taking a deep breath back.
***
Sleeping in the same room with a different bed that they have been living in. Share a room with someone who is still unfamiliar. The phone rang and woke Zania up. Turns out it was the sound of Rizky's phone and the guy was still asleep. Zania who felt uncomfortable because she heard the ringing of the phone was immediately approached Rizky to wake him up.
"Sister, oh I mean, Rifky's awake. Your phone keeps sounding it. Rifky.."so bad Zania sat next to the bed and woke up Rifky who was sleeping in the house at this time.
"I count to 3, if you don't wake up, don't blame me, if I throw away your phone!. 1 2 3. Rifky, sis. Ih ngeselin know no, yes it's up to you, bully people sleep" said Zania tried to get up from her seat but her hand suddenly pulled.
"Please get me the phone" said Rifky, who closed his eyes.
"You ordered me, no hands or anything" said Zania, who sighed rudely as she picked up the phone and gave it to Rifky. I don't know why he just complied.
Rifky answered the telphon with a hand that suddenly hugged Zania's stomach. Zania is shocked by the sudden action that Rifky has done to her.
"OK.."
"............"
"Yes, tomorrow please be prepared..."
".........."
"OK.oke..," said Rifky at telphon ending the call.
"Why?. Your heart is pounding because of our position like this" Rifky teases Zania who doesn't know why her ears are flushed.
"Impossible, maybe your heart is pounding because of this position. I can clearly hear your heart beating so fast like a marathon" Zania replied to Rifky as she tried to remove Rifky's hand from her stomach. But, Rifky tightened his embrace and made Zania fall asleep beside him.
Rifky looked at Zania inside. I don't know why, he did something like this.
"You remember me" said Rifky hugging Zania tightly in his arms. Zania tries to let go of the hug, but Rifky tightens it up even more.
"No..., who are you? you're the man who suddenly came and disturbed my life. Tied me up with this wedding. Whoareyou? I don't know you" Zania said staring intently at Rifky
"If you don't remember me, why do you call me sister" Rifky said again, teasing Zania who was getting caught off guard.
"What a hell did not!"zania diverted the conversation.
"Kiss first" Rifky teases again and further upset Zania.
"Don't make me do something that will make you regret Mr. Rifky" Zania upset.
"OKs. Don't get angry dong" said Rifky who immediately released his embrace and sat down to see Zania standing up.
"And once again I remind you, don't tease me like that, you don't want to give me a hope that I can't reach you" said Zania, who returned to her sleeping basket to turn her back to Rifky who was still staring at her.
"Really, you don't remember me, Nia. Or you just pretend. I'm sorry" Rifky said in his heart.
Rifky looked at Zania who was behind him.he felt guilty for bringing Zania into his life. He knew that if he had hurt Zania all this time, a woman as happy as him had to be in a game he made. Rifky also feels guilty to Revan his friend and best friend for playing tricks on his sister. Rifky knew Zania the woman who pretended to be tough in front of him, she knew all that.
"I'm sorry Nia" said Rifky who headed straight to the bathroom and got ready to leave in neat clothes and carrying a small suitcase, whether it was a business trip or another.
***
Zania wakes up from her sleep and sees Rifky's neat bed and sees a paper on her desk that says that Rifky has a business trip abroad for approximately 1-2 months.
Zania smiled wryly looking at that.
"Good then, I don't need to avoid you anymore" Zania smiled slanted. But there was a sense that he couldn't explain all of this.
Zania got up from her sleep and prepared herself to go to work.
#Two months already.....
Rifky has not returned from his business trip. There is a sense of worry about Zania. I don't know why he misses this guy. Wanted him to call and ask him the news but he was too proud of it.
"She should be the nelphon dong, why am I the gini!?"said Zania playing the stethoscope she was holding.
I heard the door of the room open and closed. A nurse approached Zania.
"So, there's a patient who wants a consultation" he said, and Zania invited him to come in.
Zania sees the patient and turns out to be Bella, Rifky's lover. Bella sat directly opposite Zania with a friendly smile. Zania invited him to sit down and ask his complaint.
"Why consult?"ask Zania as gently as possible.
"I sometimes feel nauseous in the morning and dizzy as well. Is it because I'm tired, huh?"bella looked at Zania kindly.
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