Must Choose

Must Choose
Part 28| My Memory II's



#Zania pov's'


All this time I followed the advice that my parents always gave me by asking me to do counseling to therapy.


I always wondered why I had to do this for almost 1 year.


On the one hand I miss my brother Revan, he always gives me encouragement, but he has to go take care of the company in London. Sad, that's how I feel. I felt Brother Revan was avoiding me, and Papa Mama was hiding something from me.


I want to know what they're hiding and they don't like Rifky's sister. Is all this related to him. Until I found a key in my dresser drawer. I don't remember having it, because I rarely open this drawer and I recognize it's an aperty key.


I saw a logo there that showed Xx's apartment. I wanted to ask this to Mama, but I broke my intention. I don't know what to think, I want to go there too.


I quietly got out of my room and asked for the car keys to Mr. Joko, my mother's driver.


"Pack's car key, chirp, this emergency" I said to Joko.


"No can mbak, I've been machined the same Mr. Beno, to not give mbak Nia driving his own car" said Mr. Joko.


"If it's Nia's anterin now, the important thing about this" said Zania while glancing right left, afraid her mother returned home from work.


"But I report to the father first yes mbak, fear him.." said Mr. Joko who I immediately cut.


"Sir Joko knows, Nia has considered Mr. Joko as her own family mbok Ani, for once please Nia, Nia just wants to know something, not long anyway"my words and I saw Mr. Joko trying to think for a moment and Mr. Joko also drove me to the address I gave.


"Loh mbak, this isn't it, mbak Nia already remembered?"ask Joko sir to me and make me wonder with the meaning of his words.


"What's your word, sir,?"my question is making Joko sir more nervous.


"oh.no" he said nervously. It makes me have more questions.


"You go to my house, sir, take the goods, he lives in the area" I lie down from the car.


I entered that place, which I know, Kevin lives here. And what I'm asking is why I have an apartment key here. I saw the number of the key and showed the 9th floor and I went straight to the 9th floor. Now that I was at the door of that apartment, it was clearly visible there the number of the apartment listed on the key that I had.


I opened the door and to my surprise, it opened perfectly, but suddenly someone was holding my shoulder, and he was...


"Sister Rifky" I was shocked to see Rifky's brother behind me.


Rifky looked at me with an indecipherable look.


"Why is my brother here?"ask me as normal as possible.


"Go home, your papa is looking for you, you leave without his permission" Rifky said.


"Why you know, papa called my sister. I swear..I'm not a child anymore know no, I'm almost 26th, sorry brother, I don't know why papa really pasensi say I was escorted home brother"I said and saw the look on Rifky's face that was starting to close his eyes.


"True your papa, do not deket me Nia, do not let you regret." he said that makes me confused.


"Sister, what the hell. You're hiding something from me, right" I said, but Rifky took the key to the door and closed it again.


"That key?"I said the one who saw the key was taken by Rifky.


"This is my apartment. It's an old key that's been lost, it's in you" said Rifky, who reopened the door and entered it.


But what's strange to me is, I don't remember finding that key on the street or anything. I went back home and got my papa's anger rising, because of my actions. I don't know why Papa became so sensitive after I said Rifky's name, and Papa became protective of me.


#Zania Pov's end


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The Pratnoejoe family


"Papa will match you with papa's acquaintance" Beno said making Dewi and Zania shocked by Beno's words.


"No, Zania didn't. Why do you always do this to Nia, Papa wants to make Nia suffer! Ma..." said Zania pleading to the Goddess.


"Quite pa, papa does not want to repeat the past again is not!!!, let Nia choose her own partner and handle the trauma" said Dewi.


"Nia, to the room yes" said Dewi and Zania to his room.


"If you learn from your previous mistakes, you should never do that again. Papa knows, Nia this is all because of papa!"said Dewi to Beno, said,


"You know where Nia was?, she went to the man's apartment and why didn't you throw away the key, Goddess!!!"said Beno heard by Zania.


"Everybody lied to me. Why did Rifky's sister lie to me too" Zania said listening to her parents' debates with red eyes.


***


Almost a week Zania is on work leave, because Beno is asking for permission to the hospital where Zania works.and every day her papa mama always argues, until Zania starts to get depressed with all that.


Zania left without having breakfast with them and drove her car quite fast. Zania knew one of the facts she knew this morning. A reality that might make him feel more like a coward. Aye! He forgot something he shouldn't have forgotten. Zania knows the fight that happened this morning was about her. However, her parents deny her and make Zania more stricken with guilt.


"Why should I forget all that. How bad I forgot them!!!, All this is my fault, I am the fool to easily forget you dear, forgive me, forgive me" said Zania feeling depressed by the circumstances she had been through. Without him realizing there was a truck passing and bruk.Zania car hit the truck.


Zania was treated for almost 1 month in the hospital, Revan returned to Indonesia when he learned of his sister's condition.


Revan sees his sister's condition filled with tools to help him breathe. It was painful for him to see that.


"I'm sorry your stupid brother this deck.I'm sorry big brother, I'm sorry brother.." said Revan crying beside his sister who slept long enough.


"Just calm down, Nia will be fine, I know she's strong. You should encourage him, not cry in front of him" said someone who approached Revan. Reven looked over and agreed to the man's words.


"Yes, you go home, let me take care of Nia" said the man again.


"Please take care of my sister" Revan said patting the person's shoulder who turned out to be a man.


"Hem.purely I take care" he said looking at Zania's peaceful face while asleep for quite a long time.


Revan went home and the man looked at Zania in sorrow.


"If I wasn't late, maybe you wouldn't be like this, baby" she said.


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