Must Choose

Part 12| Farewell

I previously introduced the characters who had just appeared in the previous chapter...

Kevin, age 27, a doctor at Hospital X, is a humble private and a good storymate. The person who was new to Zania and immediately familiar because of his personality. She likes Zania, but she retreats when she learns that Zania is married.

Riri, 25, a doctor at the Hospital where Zania works is Zania's best friend and Rifky's cousin. A person who is quite unkempt, chatty, but kind heart. Always giving support to Zania on all the problems experienced, although she also has the same problem with hidden it with its funny nature.

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#Rifky Pov's'

When you came to my office, I knew about it and I deliberately called Bella into the office so you could see what I was doing. I don't know why I would do something like that to you. Until you called me many times I did not answer. Because I'm afraid of the talk you're talking about. I really am a coward right now. I don't know why I'm so mean to you and selfish like this. But I want you to hate me and take that feeling away from you. I know you're starting to love me, but you're dodging it. But on the other hand I don't want that, because I can't deny I like you too.

But right now, when I see you looking at me like that, my heart feels torn apart. I'm like a bastard who played two women. I feel guilty doing this.

"I'm sorry Zania, don't ever love this bastard man. Hating me is better for you" I said sickly with every word that came out. I don't know since when these feelings were present.

I started to remember when he said...

"It's the wrong feeling if we love each other. Because I won't love you, I hate you Rifky, and I don't love you. I hope you do not misunderstand all this, immediately send the divorce letter." he said who remembered in my mind. That was my wish he hated me. But every word he said in his mouth was painful. I can't avoid this feeling anymore.

I saw him leave my room. I actually felt annoyed when he said that. I was the first to say it. But I was not happy when he said that.

I immediately called my lawyer to take care of my business with him. My tongue felt a little silly when I said that to my lawyer. Actually when I said that, because I was so upset with him. He laughed at other men besides me. He can be spoiled with other men but not with me. He can joke with other men not with me. Why is it that when with me he is like that, I am so upset, that the curse sentence comes out in my sharp, uncontrollable mouth.

I know, I'm overreacting. I know, I'm jealous. I know this feeling is wrong. If time can be re-established. Want me to pull those damn words. I am truly sorry for all my words and actions.

#Rifky Pov's end

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#Bella pov's'

I saw the woman coming out of Rifky's room. She walked so gracefully but, a facial expression that could not be lied to. I looked at her face which glimpsed me.

He passed me with a look I couldn't understand. I greeted him and smiled happily. I don't know why I did something like that to him. But I feel good about his departure and the expression on his face.

I wanted to get into Rifky's room, too, but I said it when I heard Rifky slamming something and it sounded really loud. I was worried and rushed to open the door and went straight into Rifky's office. But what I saw there was all the stuff that was there was scattered out of shape and a laptop that had been destroyed made.

"Why!!!, what are you doing ky!!! Why did you destroy your own office" said I who saw Rifky's condition was not as usual. I've never seen him this angry all this time. Is all this because of him. The shadow of the woman was also present in my head. As her wishful thinking went around in my brain, I was really afraid of what I was thinking right now. After seeing what Rifky had done.

"Exit...!!!, exit Bella!!! I need some time alone" the yelling made me hate this. I've never received this kind of treatment from Rifky. Rifky never yelled like that at me. But only because of that woman did that to me. I really feel upset now. I can't control my emotions either.

"Don't tell me you're not willing to divorce her. You're starting to like that woman!, Say Rifky, say it!!!"my words began to get carried away by emotions by looking at him sharply and getting a reply from Rifky who was no less sharp looking at me.

"I said get out!!!, means get out Bella!!!, Why don't you understand what I'm saying!!!"he said it again and it made me more upset.

"You changed ky, you have to remember you can't leave me. You have to remember that" said I who went straight out of Rifky's room and squeezed the paper in front of me until the paper was out of shape and threw it away because I was upset at the moment.

"I won't let go of Rifky just like that. I'll never let go. For you Nia, I won't let Rifky choose you, because Rifky is only mine, mine!"I stared intently at one point.

#Bella pov's end

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After coming out of Rifky's office, Zania's feeling was like ice mixed. He couldn't control the water that burst out of his eyes. Not knowing why he was crying over unnecessary things, what a fool he was right now.

"I don't love him, it's a wrong feeling. I don't love her, why don't these tears stop coming out" Zania said to her tears as she wiped the rest of the tears with a tissue.

Zania who was in her car was immediately slammed her strir to get out of the parking lot. He felt dizzy with the circumstances that somehow could be like this. Why can he love a man who doesn't care about him. He also tried not to care about the man. But why even grew feelings that do not know where to come from to his heart and make him heartbroken. It's really sad, isn't it.

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I remind you again, this is a pretty back and forth story yes, so do not misunderstand if the story is muter2 to old and now,😁

Sorry a lot typo

Sorry about the story Gaje😁