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Hope

The coldness was felt in my body to my bones. I looked at the person who came to me with the look of anxiety he showed when he saw me. He kept calling my name until...

Zania Pov's'

I woke up from my sleep and I was just dreaming of something I couldn't explain. It's been a week since Jesicca and now he's better and I'm giving the news to Derren and understanding what happened to his sister. I know that Derren doesn't accept what Devan did to his sister, but I explain it all, although I know there was a look of sadness and regret on his face when he saw me and an unpleasant expression when he mentioned Devan's name. I actually feel worried about this. Therefore I always follow Derren from now on. I don't want all the things I don't want to happen.

"where you going?"ask brother Revan to me who is neat with my clothes.

"there needs to be a brother" said I who was stared intently by my brother.

"Don't tell me you're going to see that guy?, you've been following him for almost a week. You mean what the hell Nia!"said brother Revan who knew it all from Riri who told all that to brother Revan. I know they're worried about me.

I couldn't answer Revan's words, and he spoke again.

"sister said, don't go with him!. He's not good for you, Nia. You don't remember what her sister did to you and what Derren did with Riri" Revan said when mentioning Riri's name here. At that time there was Gladis who was in the guest room and listened to our debate.

"enough brother, it's the past. I just want the past not to repeat itself by being near Derren. Big brother should know he's not what you think, he's just wrong in taking the road for himself" I said again who immediately left the room. I really don't know why I want to be near Derren either. Even though I know what he has done first to Riri and what his sister has done to me. But there was regret on his face at that moment. When I told her what her sister Jesicca was doing. There was a desire to calm his heart and be near him. I don't know why?

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"how's Jesicca doing?"I asked Derren, who we are now in a cafe near the hospital where I work and where Jesicca is being treated. Derren looked at me and I could not interpret the meaning of the gaze he gave me. He turned his gaze towards the road because, yes!? we took our seats at the out door.

"he's better, 2 more days can go home" he said, who again enjoyed his coffee.

"thankfully. Don't drink the coffee, order the meal"I asked him who looked back at me briefly and focused in the other direction.

"After Jesicca's discharge from the hospital, I want Devan to take responsibility with my sister. I want Devan to marry her" Derren told me, as if there were lightning on a hot day, Derren said with a serious look at me.

"i told Devan that, but the man's response" Derren stopped. I knew the response Devan would give would definitely not be able to take it.

"i'll try to give Devan some understanding, if that's what you want" I said to Derren who looked at me and really couldn't interpret the gaze that was given to me.

"do you know Derren?, I'm actually afraid that you're going to be the old Derren, or maybe you're still the old Derren. Especially with what Devan is doing, I'm afraid of what you're going to do to Devan. I can only hope that you become a wise Derren and face problems without getting carried away by emotions. That's why I always follow you. I'm just afraid you made the same mistake" added me, as soon as Derren's gaze sharpened on me, I was really afraid to see that.

"it's none of your business Nia!?, whatever happens to me it's my life. Go home, I know you're off today" Derren said, leaving me silent for a moment.

"sorry if I say wrong. I just wish we could all be best friends, and start making friends without any hostility" I said, leaving Derren staring at me away from the place.

When I left that place there was someone who stopped me, he was Rifky. I knew he was always behind me, following me.

"why do you always find that wedge guy***" Rifky said staring intently at me.

"and what are you following for this week!!"I said no less sharply than Rifky. He breathed a rough sigh after what came out of my mouth.

"yes let's go home" he said, pulling me into his car. Yeah, it's true I always come with Rifky, and he's always watching me from afar. I can't refuse this offer, because it's also an order from my brother Revan. Although I know Rifky's a very busy man.

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