Must Choose

Part 10| Reality It's Bitter

"You fool, for missing such a man Nia." Zania cried lamenting the fate she had made herself.

Almost 5 hours Zania had not returned after the quarrel. This made Rifky worried and wanted to catch up with Zania. However, when he wanted to open the door, Zania was in front of him.

"Where are you from!?"rifky asked to look at Zania who was right in front of him. Zania ignored Rifky's question and passed Rifky by.

"I asked once again, where are you from Nia?!"asked Rifky who pulled Zania's hand, until now they looked at each other.

"Let go!. What's your business, Rifky!"zania replied, who was ignored by Rifky, who clasped Zania's hand even tighter.

"Let go, I said loose, you're deaf, huh!"shouted Zania who was upset and tried to release herself

"I asked again Nia. Where are you from" said Rifky sarcasm.

Zania screeched afterwards and looked at Rifky coldly.

"And listen, dear Lord Rifky, it's none of your business. You have no right to ask me that. Because you have nothing to do with me!"zania looked at Rifky sharply.

"You always say that to me. You are not bored, say it over and over again!!!"rifky said reflexively facing Zania and clutching tightly onto Zania's two shoulders.

"I'm not bored and will never get tired of saying this. Because you have no right to interfere in my affairs. Stop caring, please. If you just want to hurt me. I beg Ky, go. Don't make me a stupid woman who's expecting something I can't reach" Zania said in tears. The defense collapsed instantly.

Rifky who saw that could only be silent and let go of his grip. Zania went straight into her room.

Rifky follows Zania who enters the room and sees the woman covering her body with a blanket. Rifky approached and sat down beside Zania's bed.

"Where are you from, I'm worried" asked Rifky again and Zania who had not slept was just listening to him.

"Do you hate me so much, Nia. Blame everything on me. Sorry if it hurt you all this time" Rifky said again and there was no reply from Zania.

Zania held back that cry. Rifky could still hear Zania holding back the cries at this moment.

"I'm not going to sleep at home" said Rifky who got up and Zania also opened the blanket that covered her body.

"Ky, if that's what you want. Please get the divorce papers processed immediately. May you be happy with your choice" said Zania trying hard. Rifky who saw that looked at the woman he had missed all along.

"I'm sorry for playing you, Nia" Rifky said.

"It was only then that you were playing me all this time. I'm also sorry for making all this so hard for you. I'll tell both my parents soon, about our problems. So, you don't have to worry about that" Zania said, trying to smile.

"I hope you're honest with your words, Nia. I hope you don't lie to your feelings anymore" Rifky said.

Zania was silent because of Rifky's words which she thought were too telling for her.

"You know?, I always wish you remembered about me. But for now I don't want it. May you find a better man and love you. Never love a man like me, who you think will only hurt you" Rifky said, smiling back at Zania.

"You don't go, let me go. This is your apartment. You have the right to stay here." said Zania who immediately got off the bed and headed to her wardrobe.

"I'm going to go back home and explain what really happened" Zania said.

"I'm not asking you to do this, Nia. Stop right now" said Rifky who even provoked Zania's emotions.

"Why?. I don't have the right to stay here Ky. This is your apartment, and I have no right to any of this" said Zania who still put her feed in the suitcase but with a single jolt Rifky threw all that stuff.

Zania was surprised at what Rifky was doing at the moment.

"You don't make me emotional, Nia" upset Rifky.

"You also don't make me emotional, Rifky. We are getting divorced soon. I don't deserve to live here anymore. So you can stay with your lover" Zania said, taking the suitcase back and putting the goods in again.

"You don't have to leave here, this house will be yours" Rifky said calmly.

"I don't need it and thank you" said Zania, who put all her belongings in her suitcase. Rifky was annoyed at Zania's reply.

"Oh yes. When was your marriage to your lover?" zania asked back unknowingly she bit her own finger.

"It has nothing to do with you" said Rifky who was aware of what Zania was doing to himself.

"yes too. I hope you are happy." said Zania again who felt her heart slashed and doused in vinegar, very sad.

"I'll be happy" Rifky replied, closing his eyes calming his mind.

"I leave this divorce to you, if it's all done, I'll sign it" Zania said again, which made Rifky open his eyes and see Zania bow and he approached her. Rifky raised Zania's face to look at her, how surprised she was the second time she saw Zania crying in front of her again.

"Why are you crying?, why are you crying over a man like me" said Rifky, who made Zania cry. Zania cried like that. He tried hard in front of the man, but ultimately failed.

"Why do I have to meet you?, why did you come into my life" Zania said, lashing out at Rifky's shoulder.

Rifky embraced Zania very tightly and drowned Zania in her arms. Zania cries back in Rifky's arms. For some reason Rizky suddenly kissed Zania back, a kiss of bitterness, pain and deep heartache that they both felt. The selfishness they both did was poured out in the kiss. Rizky deepened the kiss, knowing she was very selfish about all of this.

Zania's breath was puffing. Rizky kissed Zania again without any resistance from Zania until Zania had difficulty breathing. I don't know why Rizky couldn't stop his actions.

"You love me, Nia. I know that" Rizky said in Zania's ear

"I don't love you, I don't love you Rifky. You've only hurt my feelings. "I will never love you, said Zania crying again and standing up to pick up her suitcase and get out of the apartment. Rizky was speechless when she heard the words from Zania and unwittingly left Zania.

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