Meeting Because of Grief

We Meet Again

" This room of yours. My room is upstairs. If you want to eat or anything, you can order by phone. The menu is on the front desk of the TV. Now rest first. Later when I come will help clean your room"

When he got to the apartment, Keysha explained everything to Julian. He wanted later when he left Julian, he could feel safe and comfortable.

" I'll clean everything myself. You don't have to worry about that. I'm worried about you right now. You haven't had any nights from morning and now rush off like this. "

Keysha paused to hear what Julian had to say. He feels something is different now. Usually whatever he does, whether he wants to eat or not. Sleeping or staying up all that no one will care about. He alone must remember all that. But this time something was different. Someone reminded him of eating and worried about himself. It made Keysha feel alive for now.

" I'm used to it. You remember to eat. I'll eat later at the college. "

Keysha left immediately without listening to Julian's reply again. He reminds himself on the way to his college that he mustn't get used to Julian. Because Julian's leaving soon and he'll be back alone.

" Maybe the attention is so much I want. But not at the moment. You were only present for a moment around me. Don't try to get too close. I have to limit myself from Julian at this time. I can't get used to her presence. "

Keysha kept reminding himself of this. But the one he forgot. If he's the one who gave Julian permission to go into his private room. With Julian given in, it means Keysha has opened up her personal space and allowed Julian to enter.

So if he wants to limit himself to Julian, it's too late. Because if Julian feels ignored again, it will worsen his mental condition again. So now Keysha has no way back to this problem.

When he arrived at college, Keysha walked as usual and his focus was only on his destination. Keysha paid no attention to the other places anymore. And he doesn't care about anything else.

Until he's intercepted by someone to get him to talk.

" Hey. Let's see you again. Do you have morning classes? "

" I'm sorry? "

" ha? "

Keysha, who does not remember Vince's face, asked in his heart who suddenly greeted him and acted pretentiously with him.

Seeing the reaction from Vince makes Keysha think Vince's been wrong at the moment. So he ignored Vince again. He walked past Vince who was still dumbstruck in his place.

" He doesn't know me or he just pretends not to know me because he wants to attract my attention? what an interesting woman."

Vince smiled as he found someone who could make himself feel challenged. He then follows Keysha to talk to Keysha again.

" Damn it. I have to lose him this time. Wait, I'll find a way to get close to you. "

Vince can't wait to get close to Keysha. But Keysha doesn't even know who Vince is. So after Keysha got to her class, she began to continue studying to fill the time before classes began.

In Keysha's apartment, Julian is cleaning up the room he will be staying in. He did all that because he did not want to make Keysha exhausted after returning from his campus.

" Has she eaten? I was amazed by Keysha, why he forced himself to such an extent just to study. I never heard him tell his life. I was the only one who told him about the problem I was having. Is it so hard for him to trust anyone else? "

Julian began to notice how Keysha had been all along. He's new to Keysha but he can already see that Keysha is a very secretive person to those around him. So Julian wanted to find out what caused it.

Julian had no idea that he was starting to step forward to get close to Keysha. All he knew was that he was doing it just because he felt sorry for Keysha's lifestyle which was like forcing himself to do everything in his best.

It was late in the afternoon, but Keysha had not yet returned home from the campus and that caused Julian to become worried about Keysha. She was afraid that as the day got night, Keysha could have bad luck out there. Julian did not know that Keysha was currently in talks about the work he would take with his lecturer. They are discussing to make a proposal for submission to the big company to be interesting. And this discussion took a lot of time from Keysha.

" Okay Keysha, today we'll suffice for the discussion. We continue tomorrow again. It's almost night and you must be tired. Please you can go home now. "

" good sir.. Later all the points that you submit will try to input into the proposal that I make. Hopefully later the company will like our idea sir. "

" I hope so. "

On the way home, Keysha continued to stare at the large street he was passing by in a taxi. The thought of him floating around imagined just how hard he had worked to get to this point. All the effort Keysha has put in is for a better future. And want to guarantee the future of someone who is very valuable in his heart.

" I have to be strong. All I will do to ensure a bright and safe future until old age. I should be able to make myself comfortable in old age. Because there's nothing I can count on if I'm alone. "

Keysha had no thoughts of establishing a special relationship until recently. Mistakes often make him choose to be alone and enjoy his day happily alone. He does not want to later experience the same thing again when trying to open his heart to other men.

At the red light, Keysha looked out at the field across the street. There he saw an aged woman in pain and holding her chest. Because he did have great pity, he immediately told the taxi driver to marginalize his car.

" Sir, please step aside for a moment. There's someone who needs help. Please ping the car first. "

Keysha got out of the taxi and walked quickly to her mother.

" aaaakkkhhh" please"