Meeting Because of Grief

You Why?

Keysha returned home that night and Julian was very worried about Keysha. He didn't know why, but he had a very chaotic feeling when he thought of Keysha at this moment.

" You why Jul? You miss Keysha? Only from yesterday you were not with him, now you miss it. "

" Silence Na.. I don't want to be disturbed at all right now. You take care of yourself. "

" What do you want for dinner? Let me cook. "

" You're the one who eats. I'll wait for Keysha."

Ana knows why Keysha's avoiding them. He was aware of that jealousy. But he just wanted to test again to the extent of their liking. Why are they just as restrained if they love each other.

" Julian, answer honestly now. Do you love Keysha? "

" I can't possibly love him. He is my helper. I just owe him. L'm.. "

Not all Julian had said arrived he had seen Keysha standing near them. Until everything he said was heard directly by Keysha. Keysha tried to smile but his heart was currently screaming in pain.

" key.. "

" Good night. Sorry just got home. You guys want dinner, please continue."

" What do you want to eat Key? I'll cook for you. "

" I've eaten mba.Please make it to eat you two alone. I'm in the room first."

Keysha went to his room and locked the door from the inside. His ears kept buzzing and Julian said, saying that he would not love Keysha and that he only felt indebted to Keysha.

" You know the truth now Key. You fantasize too much and you're asleep with all that attention. You're ignorant. How could what you're imagining be true. It's naive of you to be the person. You should be aware of who you are and why do you dare to love him? You stupid Key. "

Keysha cussed himself in the room. But there were no more tears that he let out. His heart really hurt until he forgot how to cry. He recalled how he was so thirsty for attention and affection from those closest to him that he was disappointed by them.

" People say that genuine affection in this world can only be obtained from family. But why don't I get that. From family alone I can't get why I'm so brave to hope from a stranger. It's stupid that I've opened up to strangers. "

Keysha laughed at himself there while staring at the glass before him. Long time he was like that until he heard there was an email coming in for him.

" Who else is this? "

Keysha opened the email and it was sent by David. He said he apologized for his actions and did not shy away from him again.

" Who do you want to set me up like that? I won't be able to arrange and make a doll as you please. "

Keysha did not reply to the email and left it after reading. Keysha immediately took a shower after reading all the emails David sent him.

Outside Keysha's room, Julian sat pensively at the dinner table because he regretted his words. Somehow when he said that he could not love Keysha, and Keysha heard that, Julian immediately felt guilty and he felt Keysha's gaze was different on him.

Julian said in his heart as he continued to stare blankly towards the front. As for Ana, she shook her head at Keysha and Julian's behavior. He may not be a saint, but he understands the meaning of relationships and feelings of love.

" If you love him, say it as soon as it's too late. "

" You won't understand how I feel. "

Julian said that and walked into his room. He had no desire to eat anymore at this time. All is lost when his mind is on Keysha alone. Even he didn't do anything from the morning thinking of Keysha alone.

At half-time 2pm, Keysha, who was feeling hungry, came out of her room and planned to pick up some fruit for her to eat. Because from the morning he only ate a piece of cake with Vince at the cafe before college began.

Hearing that there was a sound in the kitchen, Julian immediately exited his room. He wished he could see Keysha in the morning so that he could at least chat with Keysha for a while. So Julian did not sleep at night to wait for what time Keysha would make breakfast for them.

" key.. "

" Kysha who was picking up an apple from the fridge turned her head and saw Julian who styled himself with a gaze that he could not understand. Keysha is afraid of misinterpreting everything at this time.

" Brother.. hasn't slept? "

Keysha did not want to look Julian in the eye while they were talking. It was as if Keysha was avoiding Julian in a subtle way.

" You why Key? Any problem? "

" I'm not brother.. "

Keysha who wanted to walk away from Julian was arrested again because she still wanted to talk to Keysha.

" Key, am I wrong with you? Why do you seem to be avoiding me at this moment? Did I make you angry? Please tell me all my mistakes are Key. Don't get laid or avoid me again. I can't if you do that. "

Keysha's smile was not as usual he was very sad to hear what Julian said. Had Julian said that first, Keysha would have been so happy to think Julian liked him too. But now it's different. Keysha heard for himself that Julian only felt indebted to him. Why should he feel happy. This is just the attention people give in general.

" I'm not mad at brother. Brother has done nothing wrong to me either. Don't think too much of weird stuff, brother. There's nothing. I'm just busy in college and taking care of some work. It's almost morning. I'm in the room first. "

Julian didn't immediately believe what Keysha was saying. He felt that. Julian feels Keysha is lying to him and he feels Keysha is keeping a distance between himself and Keysha.

" key.. "

" Sorry, brother, let's just go to sleep. "

Keysha's hand held by Julian was then pulled and Keysha's body immediately entered into Julian's embrace. Keysha who got the behavior so immediately shocked and could not believe what was happening at this time.

" sister.. "